My love is just one
44. Looking for you

Maybe my shoulder isn't always there for you, but I make sure you're always in my heart and my mind and I want you to always be okay.

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The Warmen returned to his house and the time was still showing at 18:25. There were no sightings of Anneke in the house. Warmen thinks Anneke is still in college and will be home soon.

He opened the door of the house and saw it around the house that had not been visited for two days because he had to accompany Handoyo marathon in the police and attended a number of press conferences requested by the police to provide legal assistance for prospective suspects and information on the public to stop the demonstration in front of the office of the Indonesian headquarters.

The house was in the dark because Anneke had not yet returned and the Warmen turned on the living room and living room lights.  The Warmen dropped his body on the living room couch and pulled his tie apart.

His head was slightly dizzy, his eyes reddened from not sleeping last night but he had to work hard and he had not eaten dinner yet. Nausea was more dominant, but he was held back while waiting for Anneke to come home. He missed that woman.

The head grew heavier and made the Carmen lay her head on the sofa and slept there. Nearly two hours passed, when the Warden woke up to the sound of a phone ringing that made him open his eyes and forced him to rise towards his study.

"Ne.... Anne....   .. No, not home yet? " Warmen called out softly while staring around that there was no one in the house.

There was no answer and he headed to the room to pick up the phone. And when the Warmen entered his study, the call was interrupted.  His breathing was slow and the Warmen headed for the bathroom to take a shower and change clothes.

The door was opened, all were neat and there was a paper on the bed. Oh.. No... Anneke.

Degs...

The new Warmen felt anxious and worried when they saw the paper lying on the bed. Soon the letter was taken and it was Anneke's handwriting.

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For : Bang Warman

Sorry Anneke, had to leave without saying goodbye.

But maybe you won't lose Anne, because you're used to having no Anne in your life.

Brother often does not go home without news, even though there is a phone at home.Life for Brother is work and money. Brother has high ideals and will be increasingly famous by accompanying the person.

Does all Anne should know from Bang's television? There was not a single word from Abang to think of the feelings of Anneke whose father died in a sadistic manner by that man's hand ?"

Anne wants to learn to forget brother, especially after brother became a lawyer "Bloody Sepot"

Let anyhow one of the victims was Anne's father and Anne's family..This is probably what you meant first, that Anne would regret marrying her brother?'

Yes, yes, Bang ! now Anne regrets forcing her brother to marry Anne.

Sorry Anne chose to leave your life. Let Anne raise a child in this womb on her own with no grudge against Anne's family.

Thank you for taking care of Anne, may you be happy with your brother's ideals!"

Anneke

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The warden scratched his hair violently. He completely forgot Anneke when he approached Handoyo who was detained at headquarters based on the news he watched on television.

That night the Warmen were watching television at home and were quite surprised to watch the news of Handoyo's arrest, The news broadcast by national television made him not think long and forget about Anneke.

As a result, the Warmen immediately rushed to change their clothes and immediately left without saying goodbye to Anneke who was preparing dinner.  That night he immediately handled the Handoyo case, until the next day he was still at the police station and did not give any news to Anneke. It is only natural that the woman gets angry and leaves her life. Moreover, the one who handled it was the one who injured his core family.

Surely Anneke knew the news of her as Handoyo's lawyer from television. Stupid, you're a Warman!' It was like this just realized his wife was missing and left him. Oh Anneke, I'm sorry!"

I love you, but I think you know, I hate your father and brother. Didn't you know from the beginning. "Shouted the Carmen in the room alone. Confused, Shock, annoyed and feeling lost Anneke mixed into one in his mind.

"Ne... You should have waited for me... I must have explained..Where should I look for you, Ne?"

Warmen saw the wardrobe and he immediately got up from his bed to open the wooden closet.  The closet was often tidied up by Anneke and contained clothes belonging to both of them. But now the closet contained only her clothes, and the few lines in which Anneke's clothes were usually placed were empty.

Warmen's legs suddenly limp, Anneke completely left him. The regret filled the hearts of the Warmen.

"Aaarrrrggghhhhhh, "Warmen yelled while rattling her hair back. Warmen rushed to change his clothes and would go around the city looking for his wife, even if necessary tonight he also looked for her to Bandung.

"I can't do it without you, Anneke.... I'm sorry !'  The Warmen said while regretting how foolish it was to waste the woman who loved him so much.

. "I won't let you go, Anne!"

Where am I looking for you, Anneke?  Since when did you leave, Ne? Ahh. I don't know any of Anneke's friends on campus.  Stupid and don't care at all, me!" Is he at the house of one of his friends or is he back in Bandung?"  Warmen drove his car and drove it to Bandung, and if it wasn't there, tomorrow he would drive around the campus looking for his wife.

The Carmen drove the vehicle very quickly towards the city of flowers. He did not care about the crowded streets leading to the city. Anneke must be found. Her mind was only Anneke who was angry and probably crying while carrying her child. Oh... No... What if they're starving right now? Did Anneke bring money for them to eat?'

Has the woman eaten?' Usually every time he is not in the mood, then it affects **** his meal. Oh my God. I hurt two people at once. What if he doesn't want to eat and endanger the contents.

"pardon me, Anne....

The sky of Bandung grew darker as the Warmen arrived in front of Anneke's small house. The house was from the outside like there were no inhabitants. All dark and desolate.

The wardens looked at the small gate that was padlocked from outside. Is Anneke not here?"  He took the spare key that Anneke had given him first and put it in his car's dashbord.

The wardens came down and opened a padlocked gate.  Then he stepped into the inner door of the house. Turn on the lights of the house immediately.

Blank. The house was completely empty and deserted. Everything is still as neat as some time ago they visited and stayed at the rumab. Tired of approaching the body of Carmen and he fell lying on the sofa owned by Anneke in Bandung.

Warmen still cursed his stupidity.actually he was tired and hungry. But the desire to find his wife and child made him rise again and prepare for the city of Jakarta.

Where am I looking for you, Anneke?"

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