My love is just one
119. Baby ?"

Meeting you was one of my fates, and our togetherness all along made me fall in love and expect you to be mine. But when I found out that my destiny wasn't with you, it hurt a lot.  Is it my fault that you want to be loved like you love her ?"

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Handoyo slams the bathroom door and soon she turns on the shower to calm herself Nadia's remarks about Jessy's prophecy make her angry. Is it true that he can't be with Nadia?"

The reason for the prophecy for Handoyo was ridiculous. If they want they can destroy all the prophecies. Nadia was so stupid to believe Jessy's words. Their togetherness only takes mutual intention and need to complement each other and maintain.

He was a very good killer. He was unable to protect his family. Jessy fucking. Why did he make a prophecy that scared Nadia. Nadia's voice was still bubbling in her ears which was wet by the shower.

"Mas Han, I don't want us to be together, we'll die tragically and be killed by our son.."... It's for our good.we can continue to be friends even if I marry another man and you can see your son growing up...

The remark ignited the emotions back at Handoyo. Why does he doubt me and trust others to be his father. If I want my seed, I will raise it, guard it and protect you all. Does he think I can't do that . Did he doubt me because I failed to protect Lidya just yet.

Ah.. must be because Lidya died and I was considered unable to protect his wife and children in the womb. Must be because of that. Doesn't Nadia know about my abilities compared to everyone else in the world?

What she said earlier.she wants to be my favorite woman.  Why did he keep separating Handoyo and Adiguna. I was both.

Handoyo took the shampoo and used a small part of the contents of the shampoo bottle to wet his hair. He kept thinking about Nadia. For him Nadia is very strange, he said he wanted to spend his old age with her but why should he marry Pramoedya.

The thought continued to drift until Handoyo did not notice Nadia entering the bathroom. The hug from behind his body made him flinch. Handoyo was riveted and his eyes then closed. She starts to forget Lidya and starts to love Nadia. Why now no more shadow Lidya approaching him. Is his love gone and turned to the woman who was hugging her naked body.

No. gabe. My love is only one. Only to Nadia. He was just my best friend and we needed each other last night. He was just a fan in bed.

'Ms. Han.... " Call Nadia quietly behind her shoulder.

Handoyo fell silent and enjoyed Nadia's treatment. The two bodies without clothes were flushed by the air shower with a sensation of being shaken. There was something stuck in his body and made him want to enjoy the moment again. But this woman did not believe in her ability to protect herself and their child later. Handoyo fell silent again and let all the treatment of Nadia.

"Mas Han. Don't be mad. forgive me." It doesn't matter if you don't want to give me your seeds. I'm not forcing you. I'm happy to be able to hug and have Adiguna even if only last night ." Nadia's whisper hugged Handoyo's body wet with water and shampoo.

The water kept dripping and wetting Nadia's body who hugged Handoyo.  Both of them were silent with their own thoughts. They were in that position for a few minutes. Until Nadia let go of her embrace and moved in front of Handoyo.

"Mas Han .. are you still angry ?"Nadia was in front of Handoyo.

"why do you still separate myself as Adiguna and Handoyo...? You obviously know I'm both!" I can protect you Nad. I can look after you and our children later. So don't marry Pramoedya."

Nadia smiled and a little tiptoe kissed Handoyo's lips.

"You knew... In the heart of Handoyo will forever belong to Lidya and you are unable to let go of the woman.in front of everyone in the world you loudly admit you love her to death... I'm jealous of her.I'm jealous of a dead woman and keep filling your heart."

Handoyo was silent hearing Nadia's words. His hand rubbed his nape to relieve his awkwardness and confusion. He did not want to hurt Nadia and make her cry again.

"Can you tell the whole world that you love me and will forget the dead Lidya?" Nadia said quietly and then kissed him back gently and helped shake the whole body of Handoyo. He enjoyed Nadia's treatment.

"I have to separate Handoyo and Adiguna... for not being able to rival Lidya... I can only force Adiguna to look at me and love me... Whether Adiguna can love me as much as Handoyo loves Lidya?"

Handoyo was stunned looking at this woman in front of him. This woman stroked the chest of her field that was wet by the air shower. So Nadia is jealous of Lidya. Really ? how can I not let go of Lidya and I want to spend the rest of my life with Nadya. How do you tell him?'

Nadia held onto both cheeks of Handoyo who was still dumbfounded and confused to say. "Forget it. Keep the Adiguna that you can. I want to be with Adiguna alone as charming and wild as last night."

"I'm sorry Nad. I don't know. but I think I can... Nad... Nadia...

Handoyo groaned and enjoyed the sweet treatment from Nadia.  The woman had crouched down and gave satisfaction to Adiguna. They wrestled back that morning and without Handoyo noticing she spilled her seeds in Nadia's womb again.

*****

Two hours later on the bed, Nadia and Handoyo were still hugging under the covers.After a hot session in the bathroom, they continued in the room.

Handoyo was still looking at Nadia's exhausted face. The woman was satisfied and fell asleep in the arms of Handoyo. Nadia kissed him back and he whispered in his heart.

"I'm sorry, Nad. I can't give my love to you. My love is only for Lidya. I love you and need you.."

"You're pretty Nad and also nice.... You are also a wonderful creation of God...I'm sorry !" Handoyo pulled Nadia into his arms.

That speech left Nadia's eyes open."Thanks Adiguna...Thanks.."

"Don't be jealous of Lidya anymore... You are my woman forever!" I'll forget about it.."

"Don't lie to me, mas Han.I'm satisfied if I'm the only one in Adiguna's heart.."

Handoyo fell silent and enjoyed this togetherness with Nadia. Can he let go of this woman? This woman is so kind and loves her. He should have been able to release Lidya. But he had promised Lidya until he died.

"Listen to me. We can still be together even if I marry Pramoedya. I will visit you Adiguna and always support whatever Adiguna does... I love you Adiguna even though Pramoedya will have my body."

Handoyo felt her heart ache as soon as she heard the sentence coming out of Nadia's mouth. She's really going to lose Nadia. Is it true that he was able to hurt Pramoedya who had replaced him in that family. Should he be happy with this situation.

"Tonight we're working last together. But after that I have to discuss my marriage with Pramoedya. so please... don't be angry again....!"

"I can't be mad at you Nad. I .. I think I love you Nad."

"It must be Adiguna..not Handoyo. because Handoyo belongs to Lidya."

'I am both .. I love Lidya and I love you Nadia too.." Handoyo rose from his position and moved above Nadia's body.

Handoyo reunited their bodies and ******they were heard again. "I love you Nadia..."

'Dearest...

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