My love is just one
45. After You Go's

Sometimes you have to lose someone before you finally realize how much he means to you.

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Warmen just came out of the Administration and Information Room of the University of Indonesia Campus in Depok. A bit of a surprise to the news he got. Based on information obtained from the campus administration staff, information was obtained that Anneke had applied for leave for 2 semesters yesterday.

It turns out that her prediction was correct when Anneke used to not know that Carmen and Handoyo were good friends.

Warmen felt he had reminded her first, at that time, he was afraid Anneke would regret his decision.The woman's decision to marry him and part with the Setiono family.  But whatever the power, he also loved the woman from the Setiono family.

Love plays a role in making them both forget logic. The limits of Love and Hate are thin. The feeling is even more unpleasant when considering Anneke is still not found and is in a state of containing the fruit of their love.

Is he a man who is not responsible for his family? Does he ignore his wife and children and put his best friend's promises first?

The feeling grew even more unpleasant in his heart. He should not have left Anneke that night without a message and a farewell. Akh is really stupid. Carmen is still sitting in her car in the parking lot of UI campus . His legs were suddenly limp and his headache grew. A bottle of mineral water is available in his car.

Warmen closed his eyes, trying to hold back the various emotions that were suddenly present in his heart and head. A promise to attend the police headquarters and serve as a lawyer led him to leave the campus.

If you can be honest, this pain is the same as what was felt when Melinda chose to leave him and chose to work in England. The feeling was tried to be eliminated by the effort he approached many beautiful women and would accompany him in times of loneliness. Anneke heals his wounds and makes him a more responsible man.

Unlike Anneke who is innocent and loves him wholeheartedly and puts herself in the Warmen so he really is that Anneke dares to leave him.

This hurt felt even more painful, imagining that Anneke chose to work to support herself and the child in her womb alone. Sorrow, pain, anger all gathered together into one in his heart. Can he find Anneke? Where should he look for her?

Running the car to the city of Jakarta to meet Handoyo, he had to prepare the case and assistance that Handoyo will face. Tired and tired still visible for people who cross paths with Warmen.

The man who is used to being neat, clean and climsy displays something different for people who are used to seeing it. Tangled, messy and impressed sangar.  Different appearance for a Warmen.

" Warmen.... " Sapa Dede Muhadar who is the escort lawyer sent by Alex with a surprised look at the disheveled appearance of Carmen.

"Hey.... A long time ago?...yuk in!" , Handoyo must have been waiting for us!"

"You're not well, are you, War?" Dede asked again with a more intense gaze.

That question made the Warmen slightly flinched and realized that it must have been her poor performance on this day.

"No, I'm just giddy again, my wife snags and runs away somewhere...

"Ha. ha... ha.. ha... you can mess with gini because of women.... I need to know which kind of woman can make you messy and disheveled like this!'  Dede continued to laugh while shaking his head as he entered the room that was used as a discussion place for Dede, Warmen and Handoyo.

Handoyo who saw the appearance of the Warmen on that day was also surprised and as if glancing at Handoyo who laughed satisfiedly saw the messy appearance of the Warmen.

"Why War?"  Why are you so fucked up?' Handoyo asked in a concerned tone. "You okay? "

"Hmmm.... "Warmen's mouth was soft and then dropped her body on the sofa beside Handoyo.

"He's upset again, his wife ran away Han... mostly play girls huh?' So your wife is angry!"

"Hemmm..." The Warmen tried to avoid and change the subject.

"Han... Do you know any Warmen wives?' Ask Dede to Handoyo.

"His wife was the son of General Setiono. and Warmen fell in love when she was in school and when the General died, she managed to marry him.....War, you better let go of this case and find your wife first... Anneke can't just walk away from your life, War!" ... This must be my case, she doesn't want you to be my lawyer?" Handoyo said firmly and stared intently at the man sitting next to him.

"Calm Han, I can take care of it. Now we focus on this case alone.... Anneke already knows ko.. don't worry, I will keep you until there is a decision from the judge... abstain for me to step down. So you are concerned, let's discuss our case only!" Sahut Warmen slowly.

The Warmen was so calm because in her mind, Anneke loved her so much and she was only angry for a moment. They both love each other and there's evidence of their love in Anneke's stomach. And she had told Anneke that she would regret marrying him but she was sure that if Anneke could be found, everything would change if she heard his explanation.

"War... I have a friend who works like a private detective, he can find a missing person while still in Indonesia and live, he can be found? You want me to call him?" How's War?" Dede offers Carmen to help find Anneke and uses the services of a private detective.

"May also..this afternoon we meet the same detective deh!" Sahut Warmen full of spirit.

"Hopefully Anneke can be found, War!" Handoyo said, "you really love him, War. Just like I love Lidya.... and you actually have love for one woman. You can't lie anymore, War!"

Handoyo actually felt guilty for the Warmen who chose to defend his case and had to part with the woman he loved. She was the youngest child of General Setiono. It turned out that Handoyo could love a woman completely sincerely, unlike her appearance which seemed to not need a woman and did not matter if she lost a woman.

"If you keep teasing me, Han.. I go home here... sleep.. I just tired looking for him to Bandung, to campus and straight here.

"yes.. let's discuss our case,"Sahut Dede and start removing the files in his bag.

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The time was almost eleven at night when the Warmen entered his house in the white Cempaka area. He has enlisted the help of a private detective recommended by Dede Muhandar to help find the missing Anneke. Little hope is given by the detective, who is paid for by Warmen quite expensive, and promised to be found in one week.

I can definitely find you Anneke and get you back in this house. You have to go home, Anneke! This house is deserted without you, Anneke.

The Warmen walked limped towards his room with his legs limp and not powered up. He threw his briefcase at him and he dropped his body on his bed. The Warmen closed his eyes.

Suddenly the Warmen sat on his bed. A little awareness as a weak man makes him remember that he can still get help from the Almighty.  He folded his arms and begged God.

"Lord.. Please help me find my wife, forgive me for forgetting you so often and rarely seeing you. But please Lord, take care of Anneke and the child in her womb.

Without anyone knowing a Warmen ended up shedding his tears. He cried in the dark at night in his room.

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