My love is just one
140. I am a lover of women

Love is not how long and together it is. But, how clear and in which direction do we step and I always see you always smiling for me.

*****

Suhartono just sat on the sofa in the middle room of Ervan's doctor's house. Ervan is currently treating Adiguna and Nadia, due to the gunshot wounds she received.

He knew he had to act fast, he had to save Adiguna and Nadia. After all Adiguna is his son too, but who is Pramoedya? He loves her too. Pramoedya had been with him since childhood, he also cared for and raised him although rarely set aside time for Pramoedya.

Although Tiara hated Pramoedya but Tiara used to carry him every night and hugged Pramoedya, until he decided Pramoedya should not be in the main house. It was early that he moved away from Pramoedya and sent Gaffar to look after Pramoedya.

While Adiguna who was the son of Yona, he did not expect it at all. He only began to know Adiguna after their trip to Timor-timor. It is a happy thing to know about Adiguna.

Nadia is the newly married son-in-law of Pramoedya but it seems that the woman has an illicit relationship with Adiguna. I don't know which is right? Did Pramoedya take Nadia from Adiguna? Why wasn't that thought of all this time . Why did he know when the shooting happened? Is this country's intel no longer able to predict this attack? Why would he fire Gaffar because he informs him that he and Tiara are targets of the black eagle group.

But what makes him dizzy is Adiguna and Pramoedya. Of the many women why Nadia? Why the problem gets more complicated. His two boys fighting for Nadia? For him it doesn't matter who is the father of the baby that Nadia conceived? both are his children.

The karma? Maybe this is due to his past mistakes that like to play tricks on women. I like women with different beauty and auras.

Indeed, in the heart of Surhatono does not mean to play women.he does love all the women he meets. All women are attractive with their own personality and beauty.

His fault is that he cannot be loyal to one woman.he loves all the women he meets and wants to have them all. But Tiara was unable to accept the other women who were willing to accompany her. But Tiara was not wrong either. He once promised her that woman, only Tiara was in his heart. But he who is not committed to Tiara, he who breaks it.

The other women he touched were not wrong.  At that moment he loved the woman and coveted her. All the sweet words were spoken until all the women believed and surrendered themselves willingly. He knew what he was doing was a mistake but he did not regret loving women other than Tiara.

For Suhartono, Love is not how long and together. But, how clear and in which direction do we step and I always see you always smiling for me. He likes the smiles of these women. Now he's overcome his past mistakes.

It doesn't matter if he was shot dead by the two men, but there is something more important that the security of this country. What if this country is destroyed by a group of people. What if a country that is developing and building a lot of things in each province can continue to move. How many people would die if the country were not led by the right people. He must finish his work first for the sake of this country.

He should have listened to Gaffar's warning yesterday, but he chose to ignore his friend's warning. I don't know where that guy is now after he fired him yesterday.  Not to mention one of his trusted men, Ballawa was shot by Adiguna.

Suhartono took a deep breath. He must act wisely and save everyone. Enabling it? What if destruction starts from his mistakes determining attitude.

Ervan's doctor's office door has been opened. However it was not Ervan who came out but Adiguna who came out of the room looked at him. He did not use his black shirt because apparently he had finished sewn his wound. The man chose to sit in front of Suhartono.

"What about your wound, Di?' Suhartono said with great sincerity.

'It's better, Nadia fell asleep after being given the dope earlier. You should have let Ballawa shoot us. You can survive, President." Adiguna said slowly while improving her sitting position. "I don't know. if Nadia was pregnant.he made sure."

"I know.. tell him.. After I settle the matters of the country and return to the palace. I will meet you guys. Please take my life.. I should have done it first."

'really?"

"After next year's election, I will meet you. I hope you can settle your affairs with Pramoedya. He is also my son. Just like you, he has also gone through a difficult time!"

"I suppose if you could be loyal to one woman, we couldn't be like this!"

"I know this is all I can do for you... After the election I will retire and live in Kampung.. tell Nadia.. if you want to see me. do it there. I will be calm if she is willing to wait that time. I hope you can persuade him.. but if you insist... let me hand over my position first to the Vice President...after that you can do it? Can you trust me, Di?"

"Are you trustworthy?'

"Your mother used to trust me so much?"

"She's a stupid woman so you can cheat on her, but luckily she traded me for Pramoedya...do you know how I'm going through it?"

Handoyo. He remembered what this man said when Ballawa shot him. He said he wanted to protect her once in his life. This man said he had never done anything for Adiguna in my life.

"Go !"

"Thank you son.. I don't forget this incident... I will also try not to involve you... But may I know the real name Yona gave you?"

"Handoyo Cahyanto. but he is better known as a bloody cepot .. it's true that's me. Are you ashamed to know it. I'm a sadistic killer .. So it's fine that I finish you off. if Nadia doesn't ask for her to kill you.. of course last night your whole army, your family and you were no more. Fuck this country!"

"forgive me Handoyo. I was wrong. You lived alone out there. but after our meeting, and our trip yesterday to the timors...I'm just as happy to know you. I love you as any other child.."

Suhartono looked at Handoyo and reflexively hugged her. She was crying back. " I'll go back to see you and pay my debt."

Handoyo was stunned and barely able to make a sound. He can be embraced by the father he has been looking for. It's a happy moment but it's really confusing. This man chose to be shot by him.  Wanted to cry with this man but he remembered the promise to Nadia.

"Go away before I change my mind!"

*****

Nadia finally woke up when Adiguna entered the room again. I don't know where this is? but this isn't Dr. Ervan's room. This room was not white and the painting was like a strange semeraut painting, he thought.

"Nad... is it a good thing that you are conscious ?"

"Mas... Where is this?"

"At one of my hideouts in Jakarta as well.I have to take you but since you're out of surgery and unconscious, I can't take you to a faraway place ... because doctor Ervan's place is not safe, there are soldiers who ambush, but we are safe...  How's wounds? How's stomach?"

"I'm fine.. but how is the President? Did you shoot him?"

"No. I was gonna..

"You can't kill that son of a bitch !"

"That's not so Nad. didn't you ask that you kill him. If I, of course there is no such thing as this...give him time to sort out the problems we're making."

"You believe that, Han?"

"Yes, for reasons that make sense.he has to save this country.he doesn't matter if we shoot him now but he says we can't raise our son... he will meet us, Nad..!

Nadia fell silent and soon she cried softly. Handoyo was surprised and asked quietly." Why Nad? Where does it hurt? Do we need to see a doctor again?'

Nadia shakes.

'I hate you, Mas han. I'm a fool why I fell in love with you and conceived your son. You are evil...you don't trust me. I hate you"

"I'm sorry, nad.. I was going to tell you, but every time we're going to talk about it, the time is always not right. I'm sorry.don't get angry, baby!"

Nadia fell silent and still once she sobbed because she felt fooled by the man she loved.

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