My love is just one
124. Sincerity is a lie

Your heart is stronger than you thought. Better than you thought. Believe me, his departure will soon be replaced with happiness.

*****

Handoyo woke up when the sun was already shining high. Time shows at 11 p.m. Hunger approached and she woke up alone in her room.

The scent of struggle with Nadia was still left in her bed and the woman had already disappeared. All night Nadia said to let him go with another man.  Handoyo fell silent and he let the woman do more and move on top of him.

Honestly, Handoyo enjoyed Nadia's treatment as if forgetting her anger, but realizing this morning her loneliness, disappointment was again present. That's right Nadia said last night, There are times when we have to let go of each other which allows it is the best option for them.

Will he spend his old days alone? No, wasn't my goal of avenging Lidya's death fulfilled, and I could die now? Handoyo rubbed his face slowly.

His breath again. There's one more thing I have to do. Meet the man who destroyed his mother and find out more details of his past. But can he? If he approaches the man who is thought to be his father, how is Nadia? is she safe with Pramoedya? Does Nadia regret marrying Pramoedya? Blame her for not telling Nadia about her past?

Handoyo fell silent and pondered in a lying position. He's still not dressed. His heart is still stirring. Learning is easy to say but hard to do. It was easier for him to fight or bet his life than to secretly give up half his heart.

I'm really in love with her. She loves me too, but she doesn't want me to give her half of my heart and half to Lidya who died.

Wrong in me. Wrong. Give it up. I'm not willing. It's true that my heart would be fine if Nadya was with him.

"Mas Han.you'll be fine and see me as normal, you must come because it will be related to your son. Please still care about him. Promise me Han...!" Nadia's voice was still ringing in her mind.

Handoyo only nodded in order to satisfy Nadia. The woman fell asleep again in her arms last night and this morning she disappeared without saying goodbye.

"I must take care of you Nad. Even though the one you gave birth to may not be my son "Handoyo said alone in his room. He surrendered to take Nadia. Handoyo believes he is able to get through it because he has another goal: to meet his father and family. He wants to avenge his mother's death. Fuck Nadia.

*****

- Wedding Day -

Nadia and Pramoedya's wedding party was not attended by General Suhartono's extended family.  Only the family of General Gaffar and of course Handoyo who did play the role of Adiguna. Nadia and Handoyo did not meet until today.

Before the procession of the agreement, Adiguna was present with General Gafafr and Mother Aleesha, He came with relief. If they were not united as suani wives, he could see that Nadia's will could be done well.

That woman is so beautiful today and looks so graceful. He wears a white kebaya while Pramoedya wears a white shirt and a black suit. Adiguna watched Nadia as if without a blink. He was between taking off and heartache staring at Nadia.

The gazes of the two met and Nadia seemed to catch her annoyed breath, the gaze was as if saying that Adiguna should let go. That was of course noticed by Pramoedya who thought Nadia regretted marrying him with a sigh of annoyance that was released loudly.

Nadia and Pramoedya are currently sitting in the armchair and only guests from certain quarters and appointed by General Suhartono's agreement are allowed to come. A magnificent party but not attended by many people.

"Why Na? Are you sorry you're marrying me now ?" Pramoedya asked while pulling Nana's waist closer and removing the distance between the two.

"No... is not it.. I just feel guilty about you .. Can we find your dad and mom later?'

"For what?" Pramoedya was astonished to hear the answer and he began to think that Nana was upset because of her father's absence.

"Thank you for finally allowing a poor woman and not from her castle to marry her youngest child?"

"Forget it. It's important we're happy, Na.."  Don't look at that pouting face of yours, you're not pretty and you'll make people think I'm the one who forced you to marry me !"

"alright... Sorry..!" Nadia smiled sweetly at Pramoedya and the man came smiling before hearing the next words from Nadia.

"Mas Pram... Can we just make my friend Adi as our bridal driver today?"

"Can it.. Why ?" Pramoedya was astonished and his eyes searched for the man Nadia meant and found the man talking to General Gaffar.

"I haven't said goodbye because I quit my job at Aleesha's mom's. It doesn't taste good..but mas Pram told him to be our driver, can you?"

"Well, if that's what you want !" Pramoedya left his bridal seat and immediately moved towards where Adiguna was.

Pramoedya approached Adiguna who was sitting at one of the reception tables and enjoying the food. The man said as if Adiguna was his subordinate. Patted on Adiguna's shoulders, until the man turned his head. Adiguna was quite surprised to face him.

"Hey.. You'll come back to Nadia's house. There's something I have to take, and I want you to be our driver!"

"Why with your driver Pram? " See General Gaffar is confused. "He's my son, don't you know him too?"

"I want to talk to him for a while. If you don't mind at once we chat and enjoy a glass of wine at Nadia's house, how?"

"Well.no problem ...!' Adiguna said firmly and shook Pramoedya's hand.

"don't forget your promise Adi yes.just think of it as my wedding gift!"

'Ready !" Adiguna said as he stood up and saluted sincerely.

*****

The party was over at 10pm and all the guests had gone home. Adiguna kept his promise to deliver Pramoedya and Nadia back to Nadia's house which was located behind Handoyo's house. No problem driving a loved one, but accompanying this man to drink a glass of wine into another consideration that he was forced to refuse.

Nadia has changed her party clothes to be more comfortable. And he sat in the back of the car with Pramoedya, while Adiguna drove the car sincerely. It didn't matter to him to be the driver of the bridal car, but his mind kept on raging, what would be discussed if they talked and drank. Is Pramoedya suspicious of Nadia.

The car arrives and Handoyo puts the car into the garage, while Pramoedya waits for him until he gets out of the car and enters Nadia's house together.

"I heard you live near here, didn't I?"

"True Pram mas... Behind Nadia's house.!"

"really ? "

"Let's go. I think I can be friends with you like Nana is friends with you, Di!"

"Okay Mas Pram..! " Handoyo was actually confused by this situation and he had to accompany Pramoedya to drink a glass before returning home for the sake of ethical manners.

"You should enjoy this wine that I got. Yesterday my mother gave him... Well, that Nana has prepared for us so that we can enjoy while chatting here?"

"Good Mas Pram.."  Handoyo saw Nadia coming in with her fairly thin nightshirt.

Handoyo sees Nadia busy carrying a glass and Pramoedya gets up to greet her. The man kissed his wife's forehead for a moment and Nadia pushed him.

"later, yes, mas Pram..we have to talk to Mas Adi first...!"

"But isn't this your first night...!" Get your business done soon. We can have a chat next time.."  Adiguna looked at the two in astonishment and suddenly she saw Nadia smiling meaningfully.

The woman handed her half a glass of wine to her husband and herself. While Nadia also sipped the same glass. They toast and enjoy the new wine first felt by Handoyo.

"Wait in.. You promised me, you've never tried, have you? This Wine is expensive... there is nothing in this country..not carelessly people can drink it.. it feels really good!"

"Add yes Pram... "Nadia poured the wine a full glass and shoved it into Pramoedya.

"okay... Adiguna, you also have to add .. this is very good" said Pramoedya while holding his drink glass and he then fell as if unconscious.

Fortunately Adiguna is a sprightly man . He immediately caught Pramoedya's limp body because of heavy drunk.  While Nadia only saved her glass so as not to break.

Nadia smiled meaningfully. He laid Pramoedya's body on the sofa.

"What are you doing, Nad ?" Handoyo was astonished to look at Pramoedya who he had just laid on the middle sofa. "Now he's your husband.and it's your first night..!"

"He won't wake up until tomorrow afternoon. ... He used to rape me under such circumstances, Mr. Han, no one helped me, so I just replied... so let her dream she's fucking me...!"

"You mean...

"Let's calm I've arranged everything.. the day after we're going to Palembang, mas Han..!"

"You're gonna live there?

" Yes, .in nine months I'll see you here .... But I miss you Han.. I love you forever !" Nadia said as she hugged Handoyo

Handoyo is confused when Nadia pulls him into Nadia's room. He had never entered that room before. Kamari is very pink.  The aroma is very sweet to Nadia. Then under Handoyo's gaze, Nadia took off her clothes and let go of Handoyo's

"Nad... Nadia... Do you realize what you're doing?" You know who he is?"

" Mas Han.. seamanalh... listen to me... I already pregnant your son mas Han... I have checked it...I want you to visit him before I go to Palembang ..!" Will you do it Han?"

"You mean... I... I'm a father?' What about Pramoedya... Nad.. you're crazy...!"

"I'm crazy..I'm crazy about you Han..... I miss you... Tell me... You miss me too?"

"Then we run away.I can protect you.forget the prophecy!"

"No. We can still be together if we are good at observing destiny... " Nadia was on her tiptoes and her smooth and soft tongue was already working.

Handoyo who was originally silent was finally influenced and followed Nadia's will.  That night they were full of emotion and channeled longing with each other arbitrarily.  It must be Nadia's first night with her husband replaced by Adiguna.  Really wild.

"Mas Han, you are my real husband!"  Nadia whispered in Handoyo's ear and the man entered Nadia back excitedly.

Akh...

Satisfied voice from Nadia and Handoyo continued to echo that night, without being disturbed by anyone. Both of them forget all the ethics and norms that exist for the sake of satisfaction and revenge that will deepen.

Handoyo remained in Nadia's room until morning, while Pramoedya fell asleep on the sofa without ever realizing that her bride had planned everything neatly. Before leaving Handoyo lifted Pramoedya's body into the room and laid it next to Nadia.

Nadia who just came out of the bathroom and wrapped in a towel asked Handoyo to take off Pramoedya's clothes and let the man lie on the bed of Nadia and Handoyo's former romance. The two smiled as they looked at Pramoedya who was still fast asleep like a dead person.

"This is my vengeance on you Pram!"

"How do you explain it, Nad?"

"I always have a way.. Trust me ? Nadia said with a seductive smile and Handoyo pulled Nadia back into her arms and the Towel worn by Nadia fell down. There were still spots of Handoyo's actions throughout the night and this morning, but it made the two more wild.  Handoyo put his weapon back into Nadia's core.

They both seemed never tired and without hesitation did it when Pramoedya was unconscious in the room.

"Nadia I've never been willing to let you go for anyone, but I believe that if you will take care of my son, I will visit you in Palembang later!"

"I must be waiting for you, Han..."

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