My love is just one
64. The Work to Survive

Sometimes we have to make sacrifices to get something bigger.

This sacrifice of mine must achieve the best end result because I must stay in the dark, risking my whole life and my honor!"

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Handoyo entered the black car immediately and her steps were immediately followed by Nadia. The two of them rushed out of Sasongko's residence before the police and the host changed their minds.

The woman sitting next to Handoyo took off her hair wig as soon as she got in the car and immediately removed the "High Heel" she was using and she threw it recklessly in the car.

"Akh.. leganya, after removing these things!"  Nadia said as she picked up the wet wipes and cleaned her makeup.

Handoyo simply glanced at him in silence. Want to ask about the woman experienced while in the workspace with Sasongko earlier but withheld the words he lipped. She felt this woman was full of mystery. Their relationship was just a new working partner, he thought.

"It turns out you're great, Han!' You can estimate all your tasks and enter Sasongko's study room with 10 minutes. It's all really right!"  How can it be like that? Can you teach me?" Nadia was still busy with cleaning her face and asked casually at Handoyo.

"All there is a process, Nad.. until I am like this. long enough and it takes practice!" I think you can live it if you're ever at the lowest point of your life!"

"Yes, everyone has experienced a time when you passed the lowest point in your life, you can go into the room unnoticed by Sasongko's men and make the man surprised half to death .. By the way tomorrow this case will be in the news on TNRI, by the way, and Big Mama will definitely contact us immediately tomorrow morning ... tonight we can sleep peacefully..... but can we not sleep Semarang?" Bored of me staying here during the investigation of Sasangko from a while ago!"

"Where are we going tonight?" But is it not suspect? if we disappear tonight, Nad?"

"So you want us to play the role first for a few days in Semarang ? As a husband and wife and do various activities that are seen in front of the city's elite community?"

"If it's necessary anyway. You mind ?"  Handoyo said with full decisiveness while continuing to drive and focus on the highway.

"Mas Han.... do you like our work like this?" Or because you're pressed not to go to jail so you choose to join the "Black Eagle"?

"I like to try something new, Nad .. I want to see all kinds of people in this world before I die, there's nothing I'm afraid of in this world.I want to see all kinds of human activities in this part of the world!"

" Do you not regret entering this organization until you have to part with your friend who is the lawyer?' Looks like your friend was a little disappointed in you, you know..what if you finally can't be friends again?"

"We remain friends, but in a different way... He knows me very well and trusts me, ...why do you want to know about me?"

"I feel like you're a little bit different from the people in the "Black Eagle" organization.. You were too naive as a member and too eager to join. But Big Mama likes you, Mas Han...

"You mean...

"Have Han been.. for a long time you will understand more about this organization!"

"Nad... Can you tell me about the black hawk organization ? How does the pattern work? Is "Big Mama leading it directly and is it like a company or what we're going through?" Why did Big Mama pick me, Nad?" there are many questions but that was before .... You're my mentor, you should have explained it in detail so that I don't take the wrong step!"

"Mas Han's.... This organization is led by Big Mama, but he only plays behind the scenes, If in a big meeting where all the members gather, then the one who will appear is Stevan.  .... The man is actually a Big Mama adjutant, everywhere.so he will monitor and test you when in Jakarta... I think he'll be here any minute to see us."

"Stevan is a Big Mama confidant, but I said Big mama thinks I have the potential to be a leader why she can think like that, Nad, Nad?" I didn't hear about it in the media, until you showed up and the Warmen asked me to rethink my plans to join the organization."

Nadia's somewhat quivering voice showed the woman holding back her cries and hiding it in front of Handoyo. The man only glanced for a moment and continued to drive towards the hotel "New Temple" where they stayed.

"Nad.

"You'll understand better after you're inside.. Remember my message... It's just Big Mama you heard!" Only he can help you....  If Steven makes things difficult for you, just do our job well!" Think of it all as a task from Big Mama alone!"

They were silent for the rest of the trip, until the car entered the hotel area.

Nadia gets out of the car and Handoyo is forced to follow Nadia's steps to their room. This woman was more silent after their conversation earlier. Want to ask further but Handoyo chose to hold back his curiosity for the sake of their cooperative relationship that is not so familiar.

"I took a shower first.My body felt sticky and dirty " Said Nadia who once entered room , directly entered the bathroom without caring for Handoyo who had not answered anything.

"Nadia... Do you want me to order dinner?"

"No. You eat by yourself" Nadia said without looking at Handoyo and seemed to ignore the man.

Handoyo's face slightly contorted noticing Nadia's change in attitude towards him. Did he make a mistake? feels no. Does she regret being in this organization? Wh why? Curiosity and getting to know this organization makes Handoyo more excited.

Nadia immediately threw herself in the hotel bed as soon as she finished cleaning herself. He still wore a hotel robe and did not reprimand Handoyo. Indeed, he was tired and hurt every time he finished doing the task of this organization.was his duty that had to sacrifice his pride.

This sacrifice of mine must achieve the best end result because I must stay in the dark, risking my whole life and my honor!"  I have to succeed and be able to kill that son of a bitch!" Nadia's whisper in her heart. I have to make it.  Nadia closed her eyes and before long she fell asleep without caring for a man in the same room as her.

Handoyo just stared at the woman lying down in the bath towel robe in a bit of confusion. Is this job so hard for him. Why not just back off if you can't?  If this work hurts his heart and mind, why keep forcing to do. What made him have to do this job?

Handoyo sighed before entering the bathroom. He looked at the woman who was lying behind him. Akh.    Maybe he's tired and tonight I'm the one sleeping on the couch. Tomorrow I'll ask everything back.

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