My love is just one
148.Let me say goodbye

Sometimes, in sadness, a father is more silent because it is not good to cry."

Before I leave this world, I want you to forgive me and the important thing is that you can forgive your past!

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Handoyo immediately lay in a room in his hiding house in the Kebayoran area. He was quite tired today after spending two days accompanying Carmen and her family in the hospital.

But one thing that made Handoyo calmer, Anneke who was the enemy's child in the past forgave and it made some of her heart calmer. Can he have a heart like Anneke? Can he forgive Suhartono who made his birth mother die in a terrible way?

Handoyo was still thinking and trying to forget his anger by lying down and soon he fell asleep.. Just a few minutes later, he felt like a group of people had entered his house.  Handoyo's instincts soon awakened him to survive and took the weapon from under his pillow and he was on standby.

A big shot strafing his bedroom window made Handoyo immediately switch and hide beside a short vault for protection while thinking of saving himself. Then the shock grenade throw from outside the window entered the room and made Handoyo's room filled with white smoke.

The room was increasingly filled with white smoke and gave off a pungent chemical odor and made Handoyo close her nose and try to get up and out of the room.  Just stepping up, Handoyo fell down.

Blught...

Four black-masked men walked into the room where Handoyo had fallen unconscious. They lifted Handoyo's stocky body and put it in the car that had been waiting for him.

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Handoyo opened his eyes. He tried to remember what happened.  He is currently in a large, white room with no decorations.

In a lying position, his eyes moved to pay attention to the empty room without any items. He fell asleep on a bed without a couch. His weapon disappeared, he thought of saving himself from this room. Abstinence for him to die without any meaningful resistance.

How long has he been here? "Did he lose because he felt trapped in a room without windows? Where'sisthis? Who caught him? The policy? Or the old man's man's man?"

Was during the time with the Warmen, he followed? Handoyo keeps thinking and how to find help?" He thought in silence until someone turned the door lock and made him immediately rise from his sitting position and prepare to fight.

The wooden door was opened from the outside and seemed to be unlocked. Handoyo stared calculatingly and when the figure that appeared was the one who was supposed to kill and cheat him, he was even more surprised when he got his greeting.

"Wake up, son?' Suhartono said kindly and smiled.

Suhartono was alone in the house and none of his men accompanied him to meet Handoyo. One strange thing according to Handoyo, and it makes him more alert. What other strategies are playing.

"You?"

"Yes..I ...your father!" I will keep my promise to you !"

"Why kidnap me like this?' I can shoot you in your big house in front of all your men?" Did you underestimate my abilities?"

"It's not so, son..

"Hey... Don't call me that!"

"My son Handoyo .. I'd love to call you that before you pick me up and send me to hell. I just want to hand you an inheritance letter."

"I don't want your treasure, old man!"I can look for it myself for one shot. I get paid handsomely for it!"

"I know it. You're down to my talent, son. You got it from me, son... I want to earn your forgiveness for your painful past, not for the forgiveness of my life... I've come to turn myself in for you to kill my son. But may the last time I beg.... Can we eat together like that time trip to Timor-timor?"

"No. I don't want our relationship to be good. I want your life and leave your head to Nadia. I want to show this country that you are the cruelest criminal."

Suhartono remained silent and sat on the floor. From behind Suhartono shirt issued a caliber 38 pistol, his.

Handoyo only noticed it and he picked it up and turned it around, it turned out that the bullet was full.

"Do it, son, I'll do it if you do it!" But after this go to kyai Umar and tell him, you want to teach him to be a good man."

Handoyo almost choked on hearing that. There was no way he could meet Kiyai Umar and be guided by him. Handoyo made up his heart. He did not want to repent to this man. He must do it with his will.

"Yes... Tell me what you want? I'll do it."

"Dunk yourself in that sea near Timor and I'll see it on television and when your body floats it and it'll make me happy."

"Well, you see and watch on TVN. If that's what you want..!"

"I want to see how you keep that promise!"

"I'll keep my promise and please son not because I'm afraid of death but for your good  ....  Before I leave this world, I want you to forgive me and the important thing is that you can forgive your past!"

"I'm fine, old man!"  I can live well up to this point."

*****

Ten days later.

TVN news reported that the former leader of the country was killed while fishing in the Timor Sea and his body was only found yesterday.  Many expressions of sorrow flowed into the extended family of General Suhartono .

The entire extended family was present in the mansion including Nadia who was present in Jakarta.

General Suhartono's extended family including Pramoedya and Nadia who were carrying babies helped deliver the departure of General Suhartono who was buried militarily. Various wreaths were present at the cemetery while releasing the departure of the person who had led this country.

In the silence of Nadia's eyes looking for someone. But the man sought did not appear his nose stem.Slightly disappointed Nadia took a breath and she just looked at her baby boy.

"Your father's not here, son !" The whisper was slow in the baby's ear.

The baby in the sling, just squirming and continuing his sleep and not caring about the situation of many people.

A clap was present on Nadia's shoulders and made her turn around and smile.

"Mama... Mama Alisha !"  Nadia was moved and immediately hugged the Big Mama.

'How's Nad doing?"

"Well Mama... is mama healthy?"

" Thank God we met here....how are you living in Pemalang? A year?"

"At home mom, maybe we'll raise there and just move to Jakarta if she's going to college here."

"Thank God you're good with Pram, Nad!"

"Yes mom. I can love her now!" Nadia's whisper was soft in Allisha's ears and Nadia's eyes were staring at Pramoedya's back who was talking to a guest who was expressing sorrow to her family.

"Good.. This death is a gift from Handoyo to you, Nad. he will not see you again.he has moved to Australia!" allisha whispered in Nadia's ear.

Nadia was silent for a moment and whispered back." Really true?" Tell her ... thanks for the gift and I'll raise her!"

The two of them smiled at each other and hugged back with warmth worthy of a mother and child who soon met.

From afar there was someone behind the trees observing with his sunglasses. The man only looked at the two women who were conversing with a sweet smile. One was her foster mother and the other was holding her child and she could not find them anymore.

Handoyo turned around and left the tree at a quick pace to avoid the police and intel who continued to observe the situation.he was present only to respect the Old man who kept his promise to him.

"Goodbye Old Man.Greetings to mama Yona yes!"

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