My love is just one
122. Let you go

When I lost you, I just thought about learning to let go. Until I finally realized that speech is not as easy as reality.

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In the car owned by Pramoedya and Nadia looked at each other and smiled happily. Their marriage will run in a few days at Nadia's residence which is the official home of her office. The wedding preparations had already been prepared by Aleesha as the family representative . Nadia has no parents other than her sister.

"Thank you for accepting me and for being my wife." Sorry for my mistake at that time.Let me make it up to you!"

"I've forgiven you, Pram, and I really want us to be able to live together and start with a new beginning."

"Well, we have to plan things ahead and I won't bring my bodyguards.I think I can protect my family, even though I know you're better at fighting."

Pramoedya smiled cynically. "But I'm the head of his family, so I hope you know the woman's position as wife and mother."

"Yes mas Pram, Will after marriage we live in a house giving Om and Aunt in Jakarta ? Or are we gonna stay at my place, Pram mas? Or where will we stay often?"

Dinas Nadia's house has been given by Aleesha as the owner of the company as a parting gift because Nadia has worked hard for him. The house is located in Huk and right behind Nadia's house is Handoyo's official house. It was not known by Pramoedya.

"Na. although you already have a house, but we will live in my house yes, I've been planning some efforts and you can help me start a joint venture .. and we'll always be together!"

"Well Pram mas... in Palembang right?" Nadia smiled warmly at her future husband.

"hemm.... I want to stay away from that family, Nad.. You mind if we're rarely with them?" You yourself know what it's like..!"

"No... It doesn't matter, Pram.... but may I wish, if our first child is born later, I want your father to name her grandson... May I wish that?" Can you please Pram?"  Nadia asked and continued to pay attention to the man who focused on driving and staring at the highway which was not too crowded.

Nadia continued her remarks with a soft "I want to have unforgettable memories of your father was it wrong I admired him, ... I'm sorry you were great too. I admired your father since I was in school, Pram.." Nadia seemed to realize that Pramoedya's expression did not show a happy face.

"Sorry, Pram..." Nadia seemed to realize that she had spoken wrongly.

Pramoedya still focused on driving and still pay attention to the road in front of him. He heard a question from Nadia. He wanted his father to name his descendants, but could he hope so. How did Mama Tiara look at her and Nadia. Pramoedya was still confused and speechless as he thought of the right answer to Nadia.

What if his father was also embarrassed as felt by Mama Tiara. He is an illegitimate child. The child who did not want to be born by Mama Tiara. He was the son of his papa's fault. But blame himself for being in the world? Is it my fault to be recognized?"

Nadia was speechless watching Pramoedya who was silent continued as if not listening to his words . A little disappointed but soon repelled. He should smile happily

"Sorry.. But if Pram's mas object, I don't mind ko... we can find a pretty good name ...!" don't think about it anymore... !" Nadia again said in a carefree tone.

"We're going to Jakarta and meet them Na. I'm going to ask Papa to pray for him and give him a name like the other grandchildren !'

Pramoedya looked occasionally at Nadia while driving, He knew this woman who was good at hiding her heart.

"Na.. You may reveal your heart to me completely, do not you continue to succumb to the will of everyone. I will protect you from now on, please believe me ... can we be open and always trust each other..!"

Nadia stared at Pramoedya. This man was already much different from the last time he met. Is this the Pramoedya he knows? Why is he now more mature and willing to give up? Is this really the man she's getting married to? Is it true that this is the man she once loved before that shameful incident.

Pramoedya feels like he has become an adult man? Did she suddenly fall in love with this man? The man she would marry for a reason.

It was as if the man realized that Nadia was watching him. He looked up and his gaze returned to the gaze that Nadia often saw. His snide look returned.

"Why?"

"No.. um does mas Pram, know my present home?"

"Know...at the end of this road!" Your house is number 20, right?"

Pramoedya stopped his car right in front of the gate of Nadia's house. The man stopped his car slowly and he stared at Nadia at a glance.

"Na. tonight is the last night we meet before Sunday we get married...Take good care of yourself and don't get sick!'

"Okay Mas Pram...you are also yes!" I'll go down first, see you on Sunday.

Nadia opened the side door and was about to step outside, but a hand and a quick motion pulled her back into the car. The movement was quite fast and almost Nadia hit the man who was about to marry her. The man looked at her with a smile.

"Well...

"May I not steal kisses or any other deed that you may find outrageous, I will be your polite man and will not do if you do not allow it, Na... Can ?"

Nadia was silent for a moment, despite being astonished and feeling strange, Nadia then nodded.

Pramoedya smiled before Nadia noticed that the man had already pulled Nadia's nape and kissed her lips. Just for a moment, nothing felt in Nadia's heart back then.just shocked because this man became a different man. Am I starting to love him back?"

"Mas Pram's..." Nadia could finally make a sound when she saw from the corner of the rearview mirror there was a car light that lit from far away.

"Why? You mad?"

"Son... It's already night... mas Pram go home carefully huh?"

"Don't worry I can now protect myself...!"

Nadia got down from Pramoedya's car and her eyes saw there was still a black car at the end of the road there. The car followed them from the exit of General Suhartono's mansion. It must be the bodyguard who ensured Pramoedya's safety.

Nadia smiled miris. Surely General Suhartono kept his son, he could not ignore it.

There was a sense of tightness in Nadia's heart when she realized that there was no Adiguna during this week that filled her days. The man did not look for her or visit her, even though they lived nearby. Mournfully. Was it wrong to expect to see him for a moment.

Nadia opened the door of her house and immediately locked it back. It was called the lamp of the room. Nadia immediately put her bag on the table, until a voice surprised her.

"Have you satisfied with Nad's play?" The man's tone of voice was quite thunderous in the house and it was very shocking to Nadia. His voice was full of anger.

"Mas Han..ko can you be here?" What's up ?"

"Are you sure you'll be with him ?" Are you sure you'd be happier living with her than I am?"

"Mas Han.. already know the answer. I have a reason for everything mas.didn't we have discussed it last week time on the island of Angel."

"Listen to me. cancel the marriage.We look for a place where no one knows us, Nad... you're not happy with him, Nad..

"Mas han.. please let me marry her. We can still be together and you can see our son growing up and surviving in mutual supervision., mas han.."

'No. I won't see you again Nad. If you choose it then there's no me in your life!" Now what do you want and say it clearly!"

"I want to marry Mas Pram and stay with you. Please mas Han..!"

"Well if that's what you want.may you be happy living with him.

Handoyo immediately set foot towards the back door of his house and towards the back wall of his house. His swift Leap Legs and only made Nadia stunned.

"Mas han's.. Mas Han... Mas. "shouts Nadia.

Handoyo is disappointed and angry at Nadia, but her ego says it's hard for her to share a woman . If he wanted to be with another man, then Handoyo took it off with sincerity, If he wanted to be with him, then Handoyo would take care of him with all her heart.

His love is only one, so Nadia can only love herself and not other men.

Deg. His love for Lidya and Nadia is just lustful and there is no love for Nadia. He's the one who didn't give his heart to Nadia. She lost Nadia. It was her mistake that made Nadia go away from her life.

I'm stupid Nadia.I'm sorry !" I'll let you go. I'll try Nadia. But you don't want to be with me anymore. Idiot.... Stupid me.' Nadia oh Nadia.... I'm sorry, I love other women too.

Lidyl... Nadias... Lidyl.... Nadja.

When I lost you, I just thought about learning to let go. Until I finally realized that speech is not as easy as reality.

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