My love is just one
70. Perfecting the marriage

Sometimes something or someone or anything can not stay in our lives, as hard as we try.  Maybe this is the right time to let go.

If you still feel pain in your heart, learn to be willing and smile . He stays in your heart even if he's not next to you!"

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Ballawa and Brianna just arrived at their home in the Green Gem area. The driver of the Briana family who delivered them arrived home safely.

Ballawa did not want to use his wheelchair and chose to use his crutches to walk into the house. Briana thanked him and let go of his family driver.

"Sister Al. wait a minute !"   Briana half-runningly followed her husband's somewhat limped steps towards her room.

The man opened the door of his room and was a little surprised to see that his room was already tidier than before he left for Cilacap a month ago. He just took a breath and tried to put words together.

"You tidied it up again, Bri?"  Leave it as it is. No matter my room it's a mess .. You're not my maid, Bri!" I feel bad if you're always bothered to tidy things up .."

"Sister..it's not me who tidied it up!"   I myself was surprised when Umai was already in my room and ... Umai who tidied and arranged everything, even Umai who moved my things all here.. I dare not refuse it, Brother Al. sorry !"  Briana said softly and lowered her head.

Ballawa was surprised and could only take a breath to hold back her emotions.

"That's it. Let it go. Now we rest.. I think you're tired from our trip from Cilacap!" Tomorrow I have a new assignment !"  I took a shower first..." Ballawa said without looking at his wife, Briana.

Ballawa immediately entered the bathroom and washed his body with cold water. Indeed, he was upset with the actions of his biological mother who always interfered in his household life.

The debt of gratitude to Brianna's family and the promise to the chieftain made her lose the woman she loved but what a force, the woman she married was always so loving and willing to do anything for her. He can't keep hurting Briana, there's been a lot of things that hurt Briana's heart.

Ballawa just came out of the bathroom using a towel from his navel to his knees. Her eyes were looking for Briana who was originally in this room looking for clothes in her wardrobe. The opening of her wardrobe has been neatly arranged ala umai.

It was really his mother who arranged his life and did not like it if he separated the room with Briana, the wife he married 3 years ago. Soon she got dressed and looked for where Briana was.

Once out of the room, he saw Briana had been lying on the living room sofa while watching television. The woman fell asleep. Ballawa took a breath, If he had to carry her to the room, his legs could not support him if he had to carry Briana to the room. It is still in the healing process.

Patted arm Briana.The woman still continues to sleep. Turn off the lighted television.

"Bri. moved into the room," Ballawa called his wife who was still sleeping. "Bri... Brianna...

There's no word from Briana.

Ballawa finally lifted Briana's body into her room. At first he hesitated to take Briana to his room and not to his wife's room. But Umai who tidied up his room as if a threat to him to improve relations with Briana.

The beginning of the umai marriage was advised to take care and love Briana, and it was all done. But he loved like a brother to his sister. The proof is that they are still on good terms like brother and sister for 3 years. Can I consider him not my brother so as to love him? We were raised from small together. Can I love Briana ?"

Ballawa laid Briana on her bed. He had only once been in bed with Briana when they were first married in their village, and even then he did not touch Briana at all The next day he immediately brought Briana to live in this house with various agreements that they agreed and among them did not sleep together.

Briana agreed to all her proposals, starting from college and staying here . They live together without ever hurting each other like two brothers until the shooting yesterday that made him hurt and finally Briana asked Al to marry Jessy too and fuck her as well as her husband and other wife.  Having two wives was never on his mind. A completely different woman. Even if Jessy certainly does not want if she has two wives.

"I'm sorry, Briana, I'm laying here!" We used to go in bed, right? So I don't think that's a problem for us" muttered Al while laying Briana down slowly. "Capek also lifts you, Bri.. thankfully you are thin .. What are my legs that are not yet strong?" I don't feel like I have any more energy...

Briana answered nothing and it didn't take long for Ballawa to lie down and close her eyes next to Briana. They slept until morning.

Morning at 05:30.

Briana opened her eyes and opened her eyes slowly. This isn't his room. This is Al's room. He looked beside her. Al was still sleeping quietly.  Could he have brought me here?"

Last night Briana, after taking her clothes and bathing in her room, preferred to sleep on the sofa rather than in her room next to Al's, because Umai would know if she slept in that bed. Umai had put the potion on his bed. Umai is a woman who has expertise in seeing things and tells her to always be patient in dealing with Al.

There is a sense of happiness in knowing that Al moved him to Al's room and slept together in his bed. He looked at the man lying down beside him. There is a sense of longing for the man she loves and always wishes the man had the same taste for her. Briana kept staring at the sleeping Ballawa, until an awareness of Arief's message that Al must not be late for his first assignment today.

"Sister Al... Brother Al. Brother Al woke up dong "call Briana while shaking Al's body. "Sister Al. want to work? It's morning!"

The man finally moved and pulled . "What time is this?"

"Hour six is less than a quarter.. What kind of breakfast would you make? "

"Whatever..I take a shower!" Ballawa immediately got up from his bed and he tried to walk without his crutches, but his steps were still unstable and almost fell down.

Holding the edge of his bed. Briana got up from her bed and brought crutches so Ballawa could walk more calmly.

"Thank you !"

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His meeting with the Commander can be said to be a success and a rescue step for his career. It was unexpected that the Commander liked him and put him in a special force and he was in a secret strategy group.

Tomorrow afternoon, he will be found with the members of the special forces . Although there are many good things in this new group, he is forbidden to inform any more to his friends in team 5 in the police force. All his duties are the secret duties of the state.

"You will be included in a special team that will destroy the secret organization that is beginning to unsettle.The details will be discussed with your team !" Remember, since it's a secret assignment, then whatever you do is a secret, none of your family members should know. Including if you die in the task, then let all the tasks only us who know the truth. Hows it? Do you still want to join us?" The commander asked with great decisiveness.

"Ready..I am ready to serve for the country!" Sahut Al firmly.

"Good..now you meet the administration and equipment.tomorrow use a special army uniform..and take this memo there!"

"Ready-done!"

Ballawa arrived home almost 7 p.m. He arrived when Briana was busy struggling in completing her college assignments. The woman was so busy doing her duties at the middle table and was stopped to welcome her return as usual.

What an amazing thing. The food was served and all parts of the house were in good condition. Ballawa just said he wanted to take a shower and after that they could eat together.

At the dining table Briana was waiting for him with a big smile. This is new to him. Usually Al just told him to eat and rarely they can eat together.if until it happens it is only at breakfast before they are busy with their activities.

They enjoyed each other's food and it was very happy Briana. Simple things that mean a lot to him. Is Al being generous to her?"

"Your college assignment is over, Bri?"

"Sister, I've cleaned things up. .. Is there anything important I should do, brother?"

"No.. later in the night do not sleep on the sofa again... sleep with me... I know for sure umai have tidied up your bed, so sleep with me, how?" You mind Bri?"

"No brother.. I am sister's wife.. I'm sorry last night I inconvenienced brother. emh..... how is my sister's leg, is it getting sicker from lifting me last night?"

"Hemmm. that's it." Ballawa said while looking intently at his wife.

"Bri...

"Yes brother...

"I died in the line of duty...

Briana immediately covered her ears and half shouted, "I don't want to hear that. I want to be with my sister forever....

Al fell silent and tried to rearrange his sentence so that it could be understood by his wife. He should be able to convey it to Briana calmly and make his wife willing to do so sincerely.

"Briana... listen to me. If you are pregnant and I die in the running of state duties, do you regret giving birth, raising and looking after my son?"

"Sister mean?"

" I want to do my duty to you tonight 'if you don't mind and if I do and make you pregnant, do you regret and hate my son?"

"I won't regret it as long as it's my older brother's son and I'll raise him and be as good as his father, maybe we can do it, Brother Al ? "

"I'm sorry for hurting your heart so much. I want you to know that right from me, I have an important mission and a secret in a few months, and if I fail the task, I will have a secret mission, I want to have a successor and be able to take care of you and Umai.. Will you do it for me, Bri?"

Briana was stifled and appreciated the honesty of the man she loved so much. Is it true that she could lose Al in pregnancy?" What if she can't give birth to her child and ends up tragically? Who will look after their child?  What do I have to answer? Is Kak Al going to ask from the woman if he refuses.

"Hey.it's just a joke. I'll be fine, '" Ballawa saw the worry in Briana's eyes. "I'm just giving you a parable....

"I... I. ... I am willing Brother Al.... I want to conceive and raise your child... But will that woman also give birth to your child? " Briana recalls saying in the hospital that she asked Al to marry Jessy and fucked her so that she would have Al's children.

"No other woman I married or slept with, Bri.....

"really ?"

"You will be the only one, so may I ask for my rights?" Ballawa said quietly but there was firmness. He has to do it tonight or never.

Briana nodded.

Ballawa smiled and got up from her chair. Retractable fingers Briana who is still on the table. As if the code to follow Ballawa steps to the room. They stepped together by staring at each other.

"Bri, maybe I'm not a nice guy who can always make you happy and maybe I'm a jerk who loves other women while I'm with you, but tonight can we start all over again?" I will learn to love you and love you for the rest of my life!"

"Sister Al... "Briana smiled and nodded her head.

With full softness Ballawa wiped the tears that came back dripping on Briana's cheeks. "But you need to know, I never regretted marrying you, would you give birth to a child for me, Bri?"

"Am I the only one who's going to give birth to an older sister, no other woman?"

"Yes, there will never be another woman" Ballawa said with firmness and afterwards Ballawa kissed Brianna's eyes, her nose and Briana's lips, still trembling with tears of joy. Until a while Ballawa******* his lips and made his breath both ring loudly and his heart beat too fast.

"Sister Al. I'm afraid..."Briana whispered softly when she realized she was already undressed.

"Trust me. I'll do it slowly..." Ballawa continues the act of kissing Briana's body until Briana puts everything in Ballawa . At least they have perfected their marriage by doing the husband and wife relationship that they should have done.

Ballawa stared at the figure of the woman in his arms. The woman who had just given herself and honor to him. Yes the woman who for 3 years was married and never touched.  Ballawa felt grateful that she could have Briana who still loved her and wanted to hold a child for her.

Although at this time there is one thing that still weighs on Ballawa's mind, But Ballawa tried to brush him off and believe that he can definitely make Briana pregnant and make Umai have offspring from him.  Al's outstretched hand stroked Briana's long hair, while her mind was still hovering at the task the commander-in-chief had given her this morning. Hopefully it won't fail and I can see my son growing up.

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