My love is just one
72. Journey 2's

Have you ever truly felt the loss of someone important in your life ? What is the most painful thing about losing it ?  Losing someone who means a lot in your life and has an impact on your whole world !".

When you realize that we don't have a chance to see her again even to live with her again, especially if you find out you lost your loved ones in a tragic way.

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Handoyo entered the hotel "Grand Lampung" at almost eleven p.m. He handed over motor keys, rental fees and a number of tips to the hotel clerk. His steps steadily entered the bedroom at the hotel he had rented with Nadya.

When entering the hotel room on the third floor Handoyo was surprised to see Nadia had not slept, as if waiting for her to return from her night sightseeing.

"You waiting for me, Nad?"  Handoyo asked while watching Nadya who was watching television showing action genre films with a hero who is a swordsman.

"No. My film is not finished yet, it may be over soon,  I love watching this movie because the hero can show off well and agile how he can clean up his enemies with one slash and his steps are so light like you , who was careless in acting, "Nadia said without turning her eyes on the film.

"There's nothing you, Nad. It's better to take your time with a good night's sleep than just watching a movie like that!"    Isn't our life like a drama in that movie?"

"Ah noisy...I better just watch than you who spend time with a walk is not clear.." that's called waste of time, mas Han...!" Reply Nadia relaxed.

Handoyo chose to leave Nadia rather than argue uselessly with Nadia. He stepped into the bathroom after taking a change of clothes in the form of shirts and shorts. The body feels sticky and sultry so it will be very refreshing if rinsed with hot water.

After ten minutes Handoyo finally came out of the bathroom and he saw that Nadia was still watching the film with no regard for it at all. Handoyo felt uncomfortable if he had to go to bed with a woman who did not have a relationship with him at all.

To reassure her, Handoyo asked Nadia once more about the bedroom rules.she was worried that the woman changed her mind and accused her of taking advantage of the situation.

"Nad... Can I really sleep in bed? " Aren't you a problem?" Handoyo asked with great seriousness.

"Yes... You're just sleeping and not doing anything else, right? But if you mind, no problem, you can sleep on that sofa.This time the hotel sofa is longer than the sofa in the hotel in Semarang."  Nadia finally turned her eyes to Handoyo."  Uh.... Your hair is still wet, Han !"  Dry first with a towel later mas Han can catch a cold!"  Nadia said rather loudly and impressed to set up Handoyo.

Nadia's somewhat commanding words made Handoyo rather surprised because he had not been arranged by a woman for a long time. Finally, instead of fighting when he was tired, he chose to take a towel and rub his hair hard several times and when it felt dry, he threw the towel on the sofa.

Handoyo finally laid her body next to Nadia who had been lying first on the bed. The woman was still watching the film seriously back and did not notice Handoyo lying beside Nadia and turning her back.

The room of the hotel room is cold, making Handoyo who uses shorts, cold. Handoyo's eyes were closed, almost open when he felt a blanket placed on his body.  Nadia put a blanket over her body and was used by the two of them.

"Later if you get cold, I'm also the one who bothered, mas Han," Nadia Gurutu quietly. " Our journey is long and far away, so you can't be sick and troublesome!"

Handoyo let Nadia grumble and pretended she was asleep. He enjoys the kindness of Nadia who covers him and makes his body warmer. It was a little awkward but he let the woman act as she pleased while not harming her.

The two eventually fell asleep on the edge of the bed that was a bit far apart and turned their backs and had a fairly wide distance between the two.  Handoyo did not know that he had slept for a long time, when he suddenly heard the sound of women crying sobbing. His eyes became open and his ears sharpened and made him turn to the woman next to him.

The sturdy man finally sat down and watched Nadia who was asleep facing him while crying and sobbing, but his eyes closed. He was surprised to find the woman crying in her sleep.

noticed more clearly even though the light that was on was only a sleeping lamp beside Nadia.

"Nad.... Nadia.

The woman's body was still touched. The crying has stopped. Handoyo took a rough breath. "You may fall asleep again after crying and disturbing my sleep!" You weird chick!" Handoyo grumbled quietly and tried to close his eyes again.

Morning in Lampung City, 07:00.

Nadia had tidied herself and all the supplies they would bring for the trip to Medan, Currently, Nadia was just waiting for Handoyo who had just woken up and was still in the bathroom. The man asked to wait for her and have breakfast together before they checked out of the hotel.

As soon as Handoyo came out of the bathroom, the man was already wearing full clothes and had arranged their travel plans.

"Nad... later we try tonight until pekanbaru but if not keuber yes we stop near any city that .. ntar we replace the drive, how?" Handoyo who just came out of the bathroom immediately invited Nadia to take turns driving.

"Okay, it doesn't matter, I've prepared the trip, so we don't stop too long on the road...  Not good also the night road, if we do not control the area, because our journey through many ravines and this area is prone, ..emh are you ready now ? "  let's have breakfast and check out and never have to go to the room again!"

"Well straight to the restaurant, I'm hungry too!"  Handoyo said firmly and immediately brought their luggage down to the 1st floor followed by Nadia while reading some files in preparation for their trip.

The breakfast menu enjoyed them quietly, Handoyo slightly observed Nadia who likes to eat porridge for breakfast in the morning, while she chose seafood fried rice.

The woman also brews bitter coffee for Handoyo and strawberry jam toast for him. Handoyo let it go and ate all the bread made by Nadia. Although this woman is chatty but she actually has a good heart. Actually last night what made her cry. But Handoyo did not want to ask the woman directly. He felt there was a boundary between them.

Once they finished breakfast, they immediately left the hotel and began a long journey with the target to reach Pekanbaru. It was impossible in those days, because there were no toll roads on the island of Sumatra.

Long enough they don't talk to each other and just enjoy the ride while listening to the radio. Several times the woman hummed happily as the radio played the song. Handoyo only let Nadia enjoy the journey until the radio announcer played a song that was popular at that time, a sad song owned by Ruth Sahanaya"

-------- Memory.......You opened an old wound....

Which I want to forget....

Memories.......Please, I'm going a long way Promise never to return

Nadia suddenly turned off the radio that was playing the song Memory and made Handoyo who was driving and enjoying the song finally so turned to the actions of Nadia who just turned off the song that was quite loved by the community at that time.

"Why nad?" The song is good!" Although a bit sad!"

"The song makes me really sad and .. makes me cry again.." Nadia said slowly.

"Nad... Last night you cried in your sleep!" You seem like a nightmare...What's the matter? seems .... You got a big problem, right?" May I know?" Handoyo finally asked because he was very curious about what happened in the life of the woman who became his co-worker.

"Everybody alive must have a problem with Han. but my problem is really complicated and not necessarily you believe that I can experience it!"  If you hear it, you think I'm lying and imagining it because my story is related to the important people in this country .. So let only me and Big Mama know!"

"Nad.. I think you know what happened in my life, how I lost Lidya and my son. I've almost gone crazy losing them and for me after they disappeared in a tragic way , it feels like something might happen, and they died at the hands of the family of the official you know.

"Because of your case, mas Han can still be considered normal.... I don't think I can tell anyone else, Han...!"

"Is it that big of an impact?" A[is that why you joined the black hawk organization?"

"Yes, and I'll be out if my case is really over and my own hands clear up the perpetrator....

"Did that doer make you lose someone you love?"

"No... don't talk about it anymore. .. If I get to know you more, maybe I can share a story with you, Mas Han..!"

"Nad.... Have you ever truly felt the loss of someone important in your life ? and it feels like it makes you want to die ? "

"Get up and it hurts a lot, mas Han....... emh, mas Han, what is the most painful thing about losing someone who means so much in your life ?  That loss did it impact your whole world and your hopes?" .

"Yes .. I felt when the whole family was forcibly taken away and I felt the world was unfair to me... but I was finally able to get up and try to take revenge on this world and look at it in a different way....

"But Handoyo, there is another more tragic loss, when we feel that we have no hope of life.... fortunately Big Mama made me have hope by making me like this and I will rise up to avenge those who have hurt me!"

"You must have been hurt worse than me, Nad!" If you believe me, you can share it with me, maybe I can help you get your revenge!" Handoyo said confidently and it made Nadia turn to the man who was driving.

They finally fell silent with their own thoughts. Can they trust each other?' As for the person I once trusted, betraying me!"

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