My love is just one
52. Don't make me crazy

Sorry and forgiving, two things that sound normal to the ear but not easy to do. It takes courage, maturity and sincerity to do it.

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The wardens came out of the bathroom wearing shorts and t-shirts that Anneke had prepared. She smiled that Anneke was still bringing the clothes from the Carmen to the Anneke boarding house. Want to mocked the wife but can make their new atmosphere can turn out to be unpleasant. The man only noticed Anneke was sitting in front of a small table and doodling something.

"Darling... Why else is there?" Warmen tried to approach his wife who was still sitting and concentrated on her work.

"Tomorrow, I will shop for bang store needs. There are some stock items that have run out but previously I will go to the store first yes...

"My dear Anneke, tomorrow my brother will take you to the store, shopping or whatever, and there we are in a new rented, pokonya brother does not want us to separate again.. brother does not forbid you to work, but brother does not want you far from brother, Ne," Warmen said slowly.

"but Bang... Anne thinks Anne can be independent without a brother .... Anne can support Anne's child..

"Child of Anne? Just delicious.... Our son, Anne!" .... I'm his father and will remain so forever, for me there is no term for divorce, pokonya abstinence for us to divorce ,.... Anneke, you remember before we got married. Brother doesn't hide anything from you including the wife, so tell brother, was it too fatal to leave you that night and not be forgiven until you ask for a divorce?"  Said the Warmen while crouching beside Anneke.

"Anne... Anne was only afraid of making her career hampered because Anne was part of the Setiono family, and her brother would leave her when she was bored....

"Well.... Is that bad I'm in your sight, baby?" It should be from everyone in the world, you know your brother best, Ne. especially in your womb there is the fruit of our love... and it will be forever... Now will you forgive brother?"

"But what if you regret it later and divorce...

"Abang never regretted marrying you, Brother loves you very much no matter what, regardless of who you are, brother will take care of you...remember you with the promise of brother before brother married you?"

"Yes... Brother wouldn't lie to Anne?"

"There is no divorce between us. No matter what happens we must be together and you will be with me forever, until death do us part.

"What about the other brother's wife..What if he finds out about me and our son, Bang?"

"Calm down, my dear.he's already overseas and calm there. There's no way he can bother you!" Make sure of that!" so you tell me the truth, you want you to hear it straight from your brother's mouth, and this is just now you know, a while ago,.....Brother does have one son from him, but that will not diminish my affection for Anne and the child in Anne's womb, He is proof of our love, so please, brother, don't ever plan on leaving your brother, you can go crazy if there's no Anne, that's the truth, Ne....  So brother hope, if what you do and hurt your heart or not in accordance with your thoughts..can we talk first and not immediately left like yesterday?'

"Pardon Anne too, Anne was just afraid that she would regret marrying Anne" Anne began to cry softly.

Anne was worried that her crying voice was starting to be heard by the neighbors of her room. The Warmen hugged her and let Anne cry in her arms.

"Please .. believe me, Anne. I won't let you go for any reason and only you know me best. I can be like this and this strong, because of you, because of you, Ne... So what if you leave brother?" I'm sorry yes!'

"Yes bang.... Anne will not leave her brother again.. But Anne still wants to stay in Depok, huh bang?"

"Well, tomorrow after shopping, we look for a contract, brother can not if you live here, and brother at home...you can't just enter your room.

Anneke smiled at the reason for the Warmen. Indeed she missed her husband, somehow her anger at this man is volatile. All were blown away with all the hugs and words of the man who had stolen his heart since junior high school.

Anneke forgot what happened. That night they fell asleep hugging, longing and tired from each other's emotions and anger, making them lie down shortly after their conversation.  Anneke had no idea how she lay in her bed with the Warmen.  All she remembered was that she kept crying in her husband's warm embrace.

Night sleep that has been a nightmare for both seemed to pay off overnight.

What he realized this morning, a burly arm was holding him tightly and making himself bolster. The habits of the warm-up while sleeping have not changed. Anneke smiled warmly at her husband who was still asleep. He took his hand off and had to take a shower.

Just as Anneke had managed to escape from the arms of the Warmen, the man had already pulled her back and fell lying in the arms of the Warmen.

"I told you, don't ever get out of my life again!"

"bangs... Anne just wants to take a shower. It's morning... Anne had to go to the store and shop for things.

"What time do we go to the store and do some shopping?"

"Maybe in an hour... So it's been a shower, Anne wants to buy breakfast for us, brother wants to eat what, rice or vegetables, ntar Anne buyin in front of the boarding house.

"Ntar only, we buy together, I still want to hug my wife first...

"Bangs....

"Anne... You know not every night I worry about you... Can you eat? are you all right? what if you get hurt and what if you cry because your brother didn't make it

found you? Howwasyoursleep? Have you ever thought of me in your sleep?" I'm almost crazy not to see you, Ne...

"Again worried about Anne? Are you really worried about Anne?'

"It feels like dying and my chest is going to explode in anger because my stupidity went away that night without saying goodbye to you. Brother dreams about you every night and always worries about you, Ne...

"I'm sorry Anne, bang.... Anne didn't know that you were worried about Anne."

"You're important to me, Ne.. You're everything to me, don't ever do this to you again!"

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Happy Reading Guys. I'm sorry it's too late, but my prayers are you all healthy and blessed always. Love you All's. Can you leave your tracks here?"