My love is just one

My love is just one
102. Between two choices


If I can choose, I choose to be with you and forget all my anger.


*****


Adiguna stepped away from Ballawa because she did not feel comfortable with the man.


As Adiguna moved further away, a shadow flashed across Ballawa's head.


The shadow of the man who some time ago failed in his shot.


Handoyo. Why is that man so similar to Handoyo? It's just that the hair model is more wavy, the color of the man's skin is more clean yellow and the way he speaks is well organized, making it not the same as Handoyo.


Akh. It can not be Handoyo, he is the son of General Gaffar who grew up in the boarding school.


Moreover, the supervision at LP Nusakambangan is strict. It seemed impossible that the man was Handoyo.


Adiguna enters the car with Nadia and they leave the residence of General Gaffar.


The dissatisfied look was clearly visible in Pramoedya's eyes. He was still unwilling to pay attention to the departure of Nadia and Adiguna.


It was not that Ballawa and his team members did not know about it, but they chose to silence him and think of other plans.


"Ball..we're going to Jakarta now! I should be able to convince Nadia by bringing in both of my parents..!"


"alright mas pram...but should we talk to General Gaffar first?"


"no need, tonight she'll meet me. Now we'll walk!"


Pramoedya entered the car that had been waiting for him and was followed by Ballawa. There was a sense of unwillingness but he could what if now he could not decide.


*****


Adiguna just drove following the instructions given by Nadia, the route of travel to their office


On that trip none of them started a conversation.


Just the silence and the sound of car horns that Handoyo sometimes suppresses when there are some vehicles that interfere with their journey.


Until the car enters the office building, Adiguna pulls Nadia's arm and invites her to talk for a moment.


"Lad..." Call Handoyo because he feels uncomfortable with the situation


"yes to Han...


"say what's your plan? Can I help you?


Nadia fell silent and Adiguna only noticed her.


"you love Pramoedya, Nad?"


"no.


"kalo so tell him clearly.


"it's not that easy as that mas han.. You know who he is? he's from a distinguished family in this country, we can't carelessly act.


"I know. You just tell him that you don't want to be his wife and let me do the rest, I'll help you get it done."


Nadia fell silent, and Adiguna still tried to persuade her. "how is Nad?


"you have a greater task.don't let this mess up.


"Nad... Can we get married?"


"don't mess with han!"


"i'm serious, Nad .. I want to marry you. I can take responsibility for you compared to that guy."


"i know that mas han is more responsible, and maybe later we can love each other but I want him and his family to take responsibility for what he did to me!"


"you like being part of that family, Nad?


"that's not the case ., but I have to teach pramoedya and his extended family a lesson.


"although your life is at stake?


"yes, my life is at stake but I can be content to see them suffer."


"you can also see him suffering without having to marry pramoedya, Nad...


they were silent and looked at each other.


"already mas han.. now we work first!"


Nadia opened the car door and headed for their office building, her steps followed by Adiguna with dissatisfaction.


*****


Happy reading and happy new year. Thank you for reading it, sorry a little late because yesterday I was a bit sick until treated. thx for your support. Gbu