My love is just one
104.Is it wrong to want to be loved ? (2)

For me it doesn't matter, I'm separated from my other brothers or treated differently. I'm not a good boy.  There are times when I hate you but unfortunately from my deepest heart I love you very much.

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Pramoedya entered the mansion with a thumping heart. A house with extra strict supervision for most of the population of this country, but as if he was allowed to enter without obstruction into the house.

There were not many significant changes in the room. After passing through the room with the tusks of Sumatran elephants, he headed to the middle room where the family gathered.

Slender.

Pramoedya stepped up again. He had to head to the living room where his father used to sit waiting for him first. But his steps stopped when he heard someone's voice. The voice of the woman he missed but hated.

"Hey ... dare you come here too ?" The Sahut Tiara suddenly appeared behind him and reflex made Pramoedya turn to the source of the voice.

"Mrs .... " Pramoedya said softly and looked longingly at the woman who was walking and seemed indifferent to her presence.

The woman was still as beautiful as before, even though her age had grown. Where do I feel angry with her? I wanted to hug her but it was impossible. He doesn't like me.

"Hemm .. Your father has been waiting for you,,,! Should I be there, Pram?'

"Need ma....How are you ?" Is your headache healed?" Pramoedya said quietly and looked at the tiara that had passed him.

"It's been but I think today will reappear."

"Sorry mama.. I made him come back. Please mama can help me this time...

There was no response from Tiara. The woman continued to step towards the middle room and was followed by Pramoedya. Tiara immediately sat down next to her husband who was reading some files. Pramoedya was still standing not far from them sitting.

He was confused whether he was allowed to sit. Pramoedya waited for permission from the couple who seemed to then realize his existence in the house.

"sit Pram... " Secretary General Suhartono pointed to one of the sofa chairs next to him.

Pramoedya chose to sit at the place appointed by his father. She looked at Tiara as if she did not like hearing her husband's words. Tiara asked the adjutant who was not far from her to provide food because they were going to have dinner together.

"Prepare dinner.in 30 minutes we will have dinner together, do not forget to wake icha!" tiara gave orders to the Adjutant so that the aide left them in the middle room.

Deg.

Pramoedya was afraid to hear it. There's no way Tiara's mom would take her to dinner together. He must immediately convey his purpose here and immediately return to his residence and have dinner alone there.

"Pram... How was your trip with Ballawa ? Is he reliable?" Suhartono started his remark and he picked up the cup of tea that was in front of him.

"He's a good and strict bodyguard and dares to be!'

"It's good that you're satisfied with the performance.... General Gaffar was here, so I think I already know the big picture... You're serious about that woman?'  Suhartono looked at Pramoedya closely.

The little man he once guarded but was forced to keep away because in accordance with the agreement with Tiara to raise a child who does not have this mother.  There is a sense of regret in his heart but it looks Pramoedya is able to adapt to the policies he took.

"Yes pa... Can I ask papa and mama to propose ?'

"Have you dared to propose to anyone's girl? Have you been walking ?" Tiara said slowly but directly slammed into her heart.

"I'm starting a business in Palembang, Ma. later if I get married I will ask her to stay there, so mom will not have headaches anymore... so can mom and dad help me to ...

"Then you propose to him later, if your efforts have already gone. Now the right business stub....You want to ask your father for your living expenses until your father dies!" Your father is old so you need to be independent!"

"I'm sorry mom.. I'm sorry papa... If Nana didn't reject me, maybe I wouldn't have asked you for help."

"Nana..  Nana's Nadia Alisha's bodyguard?" tiara asked sharply looking at Pramoedya unhappily.

"Yes mom..." Pramoedya answered while looking down.

"I don't like to deal with Alisha again, Mas .. Can I not go with her!" You're the only one who met them !'

"We didn't propose to Alisha but to the woman's parents?'  Get him here first. Tell him your parents invited dinner and brought him to meet."

Marissa who just woke up from her sleep, immediately said. "Nana couldn't have wanted papa... Pram has done an embarrassing act. surely she does not want to be your wife Pram !'

" city...!' What do you mean icha ?' Suhartono was surprised to hear the words of icha who was impressed to know the dark secrets of his youngest sister. During this time it was only Icha who often met Pramoedya and knew many things that happened to Pramoedya.

"Pram.. You want me to tell papa or you tell yourself !' Icha said with a mocking smile.

Pramoedya looked at the older sister with a slight fury. The embarrassing thing can happen because of the act of icha who gives stimulants to his drink. But he had to put together the right words so that his parents didn't hate him.

"I'm wrong papa. I did an indecent deed to her !' That's why he rejected me yesterday.

"You mean ?' Suhartono asked in confusion.

His gaze was meaningfully on Pramoedya and Icha alternately.

"Payah Pram..tells just can't, let me just ayng clean it up for you .. At that time Pramoedya felt he didn't look like anyone in this house, and she cried in her house all day so I did help her to look like her papa by giving her the medicine to equate the actions of papa with Pramoedya, Pram immediately drank without much question why the drink was different, either stupid or pretended not to know... after drinking he was a bit weird and I told Nana to look after him until he raped Nana ....  So the same thing Pramoedya did with papa. I just helped him become like papa!" Cool is what I do ?"

"Icha... You're outrageous to your sister!" Suhartono shouted furiously at Icha and it was quite shocking to Tiara and Pramoedya.

General Suhartono did not expect that his daughter who framed Pramoedya committed such a cruel act. And what makes him angry is that Icha's actions are done as if providing help. Her daughter went crazy because of her past mistakes. Or was he the wrong one to educate her.

"Papa's outrageous actions on the woman who became Pram's mother... Papa is also evil on my mother forced my mother to raise the child of papa's affair...is it not outrageous? I just want to open your eyes that anyone can change with the support of drugs."

"icha.. You must not make Pram more guilty, you have to stay with your aunt in Sweden. Ponder your mistakes.and you stay there for 2 years."

"ko I'm the one who got punished anyway Pa ?" I just opened your eyes so you could see that you were wrong to have another woman's child.."

"Papa was wrong, but it's not worth what you did to Pramoedya. What if you were in Nana's position!'

Icha was speechless and she seemed to ask for protection from her silent mother and held back tears after hearing her explanation. Tiara's selfishness in telling Icha the details resulted in her daughter being so cruel to her half-sister and her biological father.

"You are icha..." Suhartono said full of fury at icha and got up to his feet. But his steps stopped when he heard Pramoedya say back.

" lt... Ma... icha. can you help me propose to icha... Is it wrong to want to be loved by others?" Please...!

"I'll help you propose to Nana. I'll meet Alisha, "Tiara Sahut is slow and it's quite surprising to everyone.

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