My love is just one
92. Restless

Being alone doesn't mean you're lonely or lonely doesn't mean you're alone.

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Handoyo entered his house almost at 10:00 p.m. Tired of heart and body felt more when he entered the house and only greeted by Mbak Siti, the housekeeper. Bathing with warm water will probably refresh the body and reduce the fatigue of his heart.

After bathing and dressing, Handoyo laid her body on her bed. But a meeting with General Gaffar made Handoyo think again about the disaster experienced by Lidya and his family. Is there really nothing to do with its origin or is it just a coincidence?  He wanted to share his taste but there was no one he could share his heart.

Lidya. How long have you been absent from my dreams. Have my feelings shifted to another woman? Why don't I remember your face again? Why now all I want to see is Nadia. Am I starting to like him and miss him?  What happened to my heart?" Handoyo squeezed his hair in frustration.

The drowsiness that disappeared made Handoyo rise from his bed. The television was turned on in the room and there was a news broadcast about the activities of the leader of this country who was meeting with the governors, he said, after that the man who is famous for his smile traveled to a village in West Java, which is a leading producer of rice and is a national rice barn

Handoyo noticed the face of the man who was talking on the television.  The man was friendly, wise and pleasant.  He seems to be loved by his people.  The guards around him kept him extra tight and not to mention the wife always accompanied him.  What if he could finally meet her? Is he able to look at her? Or could he move his gun to shoot the man who was clearly his family. But is it possible that he was able to reach out to the man and be around him and ask why. Is his dream true, that he will fail and result in Nadia dying.

The house phone rang again. Handoyo got up and headed towards the table where the phone was placed. He hoped that it was a phone from Nadia. The sound of the phone ringing seemed to add to his energy that night.

On the fifth phone call it has been raised by Handoyo. And when Handoyo picked him up it turned out to have been turned off by the person who contacted him. A little disappointed Handoyo was silent on the side seat of the phone. But not long after that the phone sounded again.

Cring....

"Hallo." Handoyo picked up the phone quickly.

"Mas Han hasn't slept ?"

Handoyo smiled at the voice of the person he had been waiting for since. Nadya really contacted him.

"Just woke up. But when I picked up the phone earlier immediately died. Luckily, you're on the phone again?"

"Sorry I forgot to turn off the stove, I was cooking water to make tea. It's good to have tea at night."

"Yes, Nad, so good if we have tea together. " When will we see you again ?"

"Wait a minute, I still have business here."

"How are you doing there, Nad? " Is it your duty to accompany Big Mama?"

"It's a habit, it's just that I have to accompany Big Mama to meet some people who are related to Diamond Group, we continue to go home a little afternoon on this day , so you can enjoy visiting the salon, oh yes, Big Mama told me to call Mas Handoyo tonight and give the info to mama, tomorrow morning  ...What was that meeting with General Gaffar?" Is it going successfully?" Did he make things difficult for you, Han?"

"Oh.. "Handoyo was disappointed to hear Nadya's explanation. It turned out that the woman contacted him because it was ruled by Big Mama.

"Nad, tell Big Mama that everything is as planned, tomorrow I will be checked for health and DNA at Gatot Subroto Hospital... The general also asked me to talk some things about the quarrel with Big Mama, and asked me to help him reconcile, That's it, Nad."

"Alright thank you for the info, now that Handoyo mas must rest, let the health test tomorrow get good results." I closed the phone..

"Nad.. wait a minute ...Nadya wait...

" Yes, Mas Han, is there anything else you want to say ? "

"Emh... When do you come back to Jakarta anyway?"

"Maybe in two weeks Han? Do you want to buy something from Semarang?"

"Don't.. but can we have a chat every night for a while about our activities?" Or how do I reach you there?"

"Hopefully, Han, I'll just call you, because my place is changing while Handoyo mas if the night is free ...  so I try to contact Handoyo mas if I do not fall asleep..now mas Han, must rest first yes !"

"Well, nadya. Good night and good rest."

"You are Han, have a good rest!"

Handoyo was unable to fall asleep that night. Even though he had deliberately closed his eyes but somehow his mind did not stop working. The faces of General Suhartono, General Gaffar and Nadia took turns to make his head continue to work.

I don't know what time Handoyo finally fell asleep. The sound of knocking on the door of his room made Handoyo finally awake. Siti woke her up this morning because Viana had already come and was waiting for her.

"Pak Adiguna's.... Mr. Adiguna... " Siti's voice while knocking on her bedroom door.

"Yes, Mommy,"

:"It's already 6.30 sir, and Viana's mother has come to wait for you."

"Yes, Ms. Siti. tell her, I take a shower !"

Handoyo got up from his bed and had to start his morning activities. Today he not only went to the office but he also had to meet General Gaffar at Gatot Subroto Hospital. After she finished getting dressed, Handoyo immediately exited her room and she saw Viana was waiting for her at the dinner table. A little surprised when the woman gave information from Nadya and made her a little happy this morning.

'Good morning Mr. Adiguna. sorry yesterday Mr. Nadia contacted me and asked to buy the father breakfast menu that you like the most and is very suitable for breakfast father. According to Madam Nadia, I really like chicken porridge for breakfast, so this morning I deliberately bought chicken porridge from Blok M he said subscription Mr. Nadia said, this porridge breakfast must be complete with satay, let the spirit of the health test later."

Handoyo was surprised to hear that word. He did not expect Nadia to think up to such a detail. Surely he is not fussy about any food, but Nadia once invited him to eat chicken porridge in the Blok M region and he did spend some portions and some skewers. His heart warmed to hear Vania's explanation.

"Oh thank you Viana, sorry to bother you!"

"Let's have breakfast first sir, because there are some things that we have to discuss after breakfast, because today's father is quite crowded activities!"

"Well, Viana."

Handoyo immediately enjoyed the chicken porridge breakfast while smilingly staring at the chicken porridge brought by Viana. Handoyo's mind drifted to remember the moment of togetherness with Nadia some time ago. I hope he's not wrong about Nadia. This morning his heart became warm and his work spirit was suddenly present as if Nadia was accompanying him to breakfast.

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