My love is just one
118. Eyesight Bad

The meaning of your presence is very important in my life. Feel each other but cannot be expressed . I do this to keep our relationship forever.  I will always protect you no matter what. We both know that we are not just friends.

I consider you more of a friend but not the closest one in my heart.

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The waves under the cottage where Nadia and Handoyo spent the night grew louder. The two men were still asleep hugging until the morning.

Nadia woke up with a sore body but she felt Handoyo's embrace. After enjoying the paradise of the world they still had dinner and continued their second session, their hot activities. The warmth and enjoyment they went through was still reflected in Nadia's eyes.

He saw the man who was still asleep and still hugging his naked body. Nadia was happy to see this man was loving her as well.

"Mas.thank you for last night.... You are a good person and I love you very much, but tomorrow night is our last day together.." Nadia whispered softly and she kissed Handoyo's forehead for a long time.

Handoyo's hoarse voice came out and he still closed his eyes even though his arm pulled Nadia and tightened his embrace."You've woken up Nad/"

"Had..." Mas Han...still sleepy?'

'Hemm... I still want to hug you like this.... !" Handoyo said still with a heavy voice. "

"I want to swim in the sea Mas Han..we swim yuku?'  Take Nadia while shaking the body of Handoyo who is still sleepy and disturbed by the actions of Nadia.

"Nad......r last night it was so nice... I'm so happy, Nad.... You don't regret that we did it last night?" Handoyo opened his eyes and looked at the woman who was still lying in his arms.

"Mas Han. I'm so happy. I want us to be like this forever.."

"Why but? I want us to be together forever... You can be the only Adiguna woman and forever!" Handoyo looked at the woman beside him .

The woman smiled warmly at him. Nadia stroked Handoyo's forehead and kissed him for a long time.  He seemed to be fussing a little hard and setting his heart and doubts.

Handoyo saw it and hesitated to reveal his heart and thoughts to Nadia.  Did Nadia regret what they did last night? Does he remember Pramoedya ? There was a feeling of guilt in Handoyo's heart after remembering that Pramoedya.

'What's Nad?" You mad at me?"

Nadia shakes.

"I'm so happy. I want to be with you, Han. I want to spend my old days with you. I want us to leave that organization and start our little family... but Jessy said no way, mas han!"

"Jessy... What did you say to Jessy?" Handoyo was surprised to hear Nadia's reply.

Handoyo finds out Jessy is the woman he once thought was strange. But Jessy is an all-knowing woman and can express everything appropriately. Nadia's eyes looked at him, and there was no lie in those black eyes.

"Nad... tell me... What did Jessy say?"

"Did Han have a love affair with Jessy ? Did Han ever love her ? She was so worried about you, Han., she even said she could know your heart without telling her"

"I have no relationship more than friends.he only helped me when Lidya just died and we never had a special relationship."

"Are you friends like we did Han?"

"You're crazy Nad.... I never touched it. I don't know why we were last night like this.... I consider you more of a friend but not the closest one in my heart, and I want to be with you forever as a family and be able to spend old age together."

"say Nad.... Jessy, what did you say ?" Handoyo was curious about what Jessy said to Nadia.

Handoyo began to worry about whether Jessy's words made Nadia like that.

"Jessy said, I can't be a Handoyo woman let alone marry you and live with you to an old age... jessy said that we were together at best for only three months and that it was soon parted for the good of both of us,... but if we force it then we will both die tragically at the hands of our smallest son and will have a lot of blood along our path and the most tragic, our children will kill each other and the child will suffer the same fate as you and he will be excommunicated and suffer all his life!"

:Deg...

What kind of prophecy is that.  Handoyo choked and unable to say. It's true what Jessy told Nadia, but why didn't Jessy say anything to her.

"You believe Jessy's prophecy, Han?"  Said Nadia trying to get up and sit leaning on the headbed and it was followed by Handoyo who became more serious to talk about this issue.

"Why can Jessy tell you Nad?"   Handoyo tried to calm her heart, and she pulled Nadia into her arms and leaned against the chest of her field.

"I was just curious at first about your closeness, and he instead read me and mentioned in detail my past...  she was a great woman and from there I learned that Jessy could be called a great psychic but she said now she could not see the person who filled her heart or the closest to her like Alex because it became unclear, whether it was his vision or his will."

Jessy was silent for a long time and Handoyo was still waiting for Jessy to continue her story.

"So she asked me about our relationship.I said, there's nothing between us. We're just good friends and doing our job together... he said we were more than friends.

'He was right. We are more than friends.the proof is that last night we did it twice.." Handoyo said while kissing Nadia back on Nadia's forehead. "I don't regret doing it with you. Tell me honestly, do you regret it?"

"No. I want us to be together until our mission is over....Next week I'm out of the organization and I'll be preparing for my wedding with Pramoedya!"

'What? " Handie was surprised again. "You ... You want to marry her, Nad?"

'Yes it is for our good, Han, I do not want us to die tragically and be killed by our children... I want the world to know that our friendship and everything can go perfectly and this relationship only needs us both to know it... Can it be like that?"

"I don't want to lose you, Nad. Don't marry Pramoedya. We'll go far away where he can't find you, Nad..."

"Mas Han's... Jessy has reminded me of this, that you won't let me go if I reveal my heart to you. I love you more than anything in the world, Han... but I don't want our son to go through a bad luck.but I can turn it into a fun thing and it needs your help .."

"You mean Nad..."

"Give me your seed and let me marry Pramoedya. I will make your son a successful man and the world will know that he is Pramoedya's son... So Jessy's prophecy won't happen, will you do it for me, Han?"

"No. I don't want to... Jessy fucking.. I'm gonna kill him now !" I'll raise our son and protect him all my life....

'Mas han.. don't get mad. Listen to me!"

'No. .. I'm gonna take a shower and after this mission I'm gonna kill Jessy .. how dare she make a fucking prophecy.. Watch out for you Jessy!" Forget the prophecy.After this mission we go and disappear, Nad !

"mas Han... wait for han..!"Shouted Nadia at Handoyo who instantly got out of bed.

Handoyo entered the bathroom and slammed the door hard. She emotionally listens to Jessy's prophecy which makes Nadia have a plan to leave her and marry Pramoedya. What is it . I'm gonna turn around and destroy the prophecy.

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