My love is just one
87. Did I forget her ?"

We should be in control of our hearts and feelings. Don't you ever turn it around, the heart and feelings of someone who controls your life !"

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Handoyo gets office facilities and can stay in his new home provided by the company at the request of Aleesha's mother for him. The woman provided a residence not far from Diamond Group. He said all to support his activities.

The house was large enough for himself alone accompanied by several domestic assistants and a driver, his duties as deputy director of Diamond Group made him automatically get this facility. What an astounding start.

His house has 3 large bedrooms and one pavilion for ART. He was confused to live here alone, no friends to live with him. It is also impossible that he invited Nadya or Steven to live in this house, because they must have received facilities that are not much different.

The phone in the house rang and Handoyo stepped onto the corner table where the phone was located.

"Yes, Hello... "Handoyo picked up the phone that sounded when the time was almost showing at 9 p.m.

"Am I talking to Mr Adiguna ?"

'Yes.

The voice of the woman at the end of the phone was similar to the voice that for several days had been heard and greeted and accompanied her.  Handoyo smiled hearing the voice, then the woman came back to say hello with her proper name.

"Mas Han's... "Who Nadya and have changed her call back.

"Maya..?"

"Yes, mas han. tomorrow I have a task to Semarang, maybe you already know. But I just want to know how you and your new home are doing?" Is it fun there ?"

"Yes that's how everything is complete .. but it's so quiet here, nad !" You comehere? or do I have to pick you up?" It's weird not seeing you around me ."

Nadya was surprised and tried to neutralize the atmosphere that she thought was a bit awkward, handoyo seemed to realize her sentence was not right.

"sorry, I mean, in a house this big I'm alone and there's no interlocutor, luckily you called me, Nad."

"Mas Han , but remember get used to using the name Adiguna yes because it's an office facility so you should familiarize yourself with that name  !"

"Yes... Where do you live, Nad ?" Is your residence far from the office ?"

"We are not one complex ko, actually our house is only limited to the back wall, My house and your house turn to each other. later after my duty is done in Semarang, Semarang, I'll take you to my house, Mas...!'

"really ?" Now what are you doing there?" Can I go there now?" handoyo sounded excited.

" Mas Han, it's late and I'm packing for tomorrow to Semarang.The next time I'll definitely invite you to stop by my house, oh yes mas Han, You can invite udin to stay there and be your assistant or driver so you have a friend to chat there."

"All right, thanks for the advice...

"Okay, enjoy the new house, I closed the phone.

"Yes.

The call was interrupted.  Handoyo tried to drive away the quiet by watching television and lying on the sofa in the living room.  The night was getting late and Tired all day work made Handoyo finally able to fall asleep and fall asleep soundly on the sofa.

Without Handoyo guessing he dreamed of Mother Aleesha and her husband who were fighting in a glass room and there was a figure that he had to meet. That guy's. A man so hard to reach if he doesn't have the support of Aleesha's mother.

The man he had to meet and solve their problems. The man is currently sitting with his wife and there is a protocol escort. But why was the man whose usually friendly face was seen on television brandishing a gun and pointed at him.

Once upon a time when he was in school, he admired the man for being from a peasant boy and being a soldier who was a war strategist and being the best in the army, The skill in strategy makes the man a general and a leader in this country.

Handoyo's legs seemed limp under the sight of Jendal Suhartono. His hands were as slow and unable to move as he awaited punishment.  The man was still sitting and pointing his gun and as if looking at him with a look of hatred. The woman sitting next to him.

"Kill the bastard, Mas !"  Shouted the woman sitting next to General Suhartono.

Dor. dor ...

The man fired a bullet right in his forehead and in his heart.  The two looked at each other. A father kills his flesh and blood in order to save his position. Truly a cruel man, Handoyo thought while enduring the pain and waiting for an angel to come towards him.

Why would he have to lose and be shot by the powerful man. Did his dream perish and his mission known?" Why didn't he prepare his strategy well?"

I'm the one who should have killed you, General Suhartono. Especially that woman, I have to take care of her.I'm sorry Big mama, but why don't I know why I failed?"

I can't fail.but wait it's like Nadya lying on the floor . Oh .. no. It was really Nadya. I had failed and even resulted in Nadya also being shot. You idiot...!"

I failed to save my friend. I'm failing. Handoyo cried in his sleep and felt the pain in his chest and his body getting stiff, and ...

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The sound of the song playing on television woke Handoyo from her nightmares. Handoyo immediately got up and immediately sat down on the sofa.  He tried to remember his dream. It was really strange, why he could dream of the man and his family.Why was Nadya in his dream, and why was Aleesha's mother and the gaffar General able to fight.

Handoyo grabbed the mineral water on the table. He was swallowed because he felt very thirsty, as if traveling far away.

"Why can I dream of that man and his family?"  Gumam Handoyo quietly. The face of the man who is leading this country why can often be present in his dreams. And why was Nadya present in her dream, was it because I spoke to her on the phone.

Or was I dreaming this because Aleesha's mother influenced her? Ah no he did support all the words of that woman. This is not a bad influence but one of the reinforcement to achieve his dream to know who his family is. But... Handoyo is back.

"Why isn't Lidya in my dream?" How long hasn't Lidya been visiting me in a dream?"  Handoyo was silent and contemplating.

Since Nadya accompanied to Semarang and duty visits to Medan, she never dreamed of Lidya though. Has he removed Lidya from his heart?" Ah, no, she's just a best friend like Jessy and the others.

Handoyo is confused about his dream and especially that makes him angry, Why now he does not dream of Lidya anymore, has he forgotten Lidya? How long has he been like this. He was still sitting in that room.

What if he goes to Jessy and asks her. Does he have more skills? But what if the public finds out that he's out of prison.  Handoyo felt confused and restless over his nightmare.

He must succeed in achieving his dream. Until a motivator on television suddenly appeared and seemed to strengthen it.

Remember that....We should be in control of our hearts and feelings. Don't you ever turn it around, the heart and feelings of someone who controls your life !"

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