My love is just one
143. Excuse me... I have to go !

I'm sorry I have to go, I don't like this.... I'm not stupid ... I'm not like the others...  ( "I am Sorry Goodbye, popularized by Krisdayanti)

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Nadia awoke from her sleep as she felt Adiguna's breath on her cheek. The man who hugged his stomach. He smiled but his heart ached regretting his naive folly of love for Adiguna. It was regretful but inside his stomach was the fruit of his love with this man.

Adiguna is much loved by Nadia, but has the heart to hide his big secret alone. The man had the heart to keep his identity secret and know his biggest secret. It's not fair to Nadia, he thought.

Nadia's body is better than it was two days ago. But his heartache was more pronounced if he was in the arms of this man. The man she had been guarding even made her betray her husband. Remembering Pramoedya who was somehow in his condition. I have to go back to him and apologize to a man who is actually better than Adiguna.

Why did Adiguna not believe it?  Why did the man cover up his grand plan?  It is not always he who always helps her in carrying out her duties and always tells anything to the man.

Pain in his heart if he remembers that he trusted Adiguna or Handoyo so much. He calls Adiguna not to compete with Lidya. He who asked during his time with her, the man became Adiguna, and made himself the only woman that Adiguna loved and thought of. But maybe the guy thought about it not.

Stupidly he believed so sweet words of a man who was still asleep and clutched him. He was even willing to release Pramoedya who thought was the son of his arch-enemy, but he was wrong, it turns out Pramoedya was not the son of Suhartono.

The stupidity that he hated was that he really loved Adiguna who was Suhartono's biological child. Pramoedya who he thought his son instead and Adiguna let him guess wrong. It's really mean this guy. There is no me in his heart. He really doesn't think of me as the person he loves.  Truly a cruel man . Nadia looked at the handsome face of Adiguna again.

Nadia moved her hands slowly, trying to touch Adiguna's face with her hands. But suddenly Adiguna opened his eyes, Even if he had just woken up, a look of vigilance was immediately present on Adiguna's face.

"Why baby?"  Where's that sick?" Adiguna asked in a raucous voice

"You're a handsome mas ... " Nadia stroked Adiguna's cheeks gently and her eyes looked at Adiguna's face "I will raise our child.she will grow up with this face, your intelligence but it cannot be like your heart.... "

Adiguna who heard him immediately said he did not like Nadia.

"Nad... You're still mad, aren't you?" I'm sorry. I didn't mean to lie to you. It's just that I didn't know how to say it ... Really Nad, I was just late to say it, not mean I don't want to lose you... Nad.. I'm sorry baby !" Adiguna kissed Nadia's fingers many times.

Adiguna finds out this woman is upset when she tells the true story of her being Suhartono's biological child, while Pramoedya is the baby her mother swapped to save her. He just didn't want to lose Nadia. He apologized several times and Nadia did not answer his apology and shifted to another topic.

"I'm sorry, Nad. I never meant to keep it a secret. I just didn't find the right time for us to talk from heart to heart."

"Mas Han.... Had you said before our mission.I wouldn't have been like this."

"Nad... please don't ever leave me. I'm sorry!"I'm sorry yes!" Persuade Adiguna once again.

Deg.

"Nad... Promise me never to leave me and separate me and our son. I love you both," Refer Adiguna. "I love you guys .."

Nadia was surprised, that Adiguna knew of her plan.  The man looked like he was sorry. But he must not be affected by his heart anymore and return to the arms of this man.

Nadia took a slow breath to temper her emotions.

"Mas Han, horrified me. There are some things that I feel more clearly after I know everything..."

"Nad.. don't make decisions when you're angry.we can get through together.I love you and the child in your womb is my son.."

Nadia was silent and set her breath back. Affirm heart. Don't be affected anymore, he's the family of his parents' killers. To hell with his love, he can live without Adiguna.This man never loved him. This man's love was only for Nadia.

"Mas Han. I once promised not to love the son of my family's killer... I love you so much. But I promised you, and you didn't tell me the truth from before the mission , mas...

"Nad...

"Mas han.hear first..let me go bandage my heart.I will raise my son and maybe for a while I go back to the pram.. you already know from the beginning.Let me go.I have to think calmly..if I am still with you now... in your heart there was never me. You only love Lidya .. Your love is only one woman, mas !"

"Nad. said you as Adiguna, I am yours...

"But as Adiguna-you never let me be in your heart.you never think of me. I've thought about it, mas. sorry... I have to raise our son first.. If I've calmed down I'm back..! Remember you still have to kill your father!"

"i'll keep my word with you. Do we go now and do it... I can shoot Suhartono in the head in front of his men right now, as long as you don't leave now!"

"I'll definitely see you, mas.let me go !"

Adiguna was silent for a moment before she said quietly.

"I don't know how to prove that I really love you, Nad. It's true that Lidya was in my heart first, I can't forget 'em, he once filled my heart and you're in my heart .. And now I really love you, nad." Adiguna said slowly and a little frustrated.

"Give me some time to recover my sense of faith in you ... Mas han who will lead me to kill the old man with my own hands. Now let me go... I will let you accompany me when I give birth to him later!"

"Well, but I need to know where you are as long as you're not by my side!"

'Yes.you must know, mas !"

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