My love is just one
62. Loved or Loved

When someone loves you sincerely, they don't always have to say it, but you will know how they treat their loved ones and try to make you feel happy and comfortable with you!"

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Jessy finally arrives at the hotel "Sinar Asia" which is located opposite the hospital where Alex and Ballawa are treated.  This hotel is a great choice for Jessy and Jenny. Moreover, Alex's lawyer Dede also booked a room at the same hotel for the next 3 days when Alex will be interrogated.

Tonight Jenny is in charge of keeping Alex in the treatment room even though the man initially refuses to be accompanied by Jenny for some reason, she can be alone, she said, let Jessy have someone to look after at the hotel and the most important thing is if there is a problem there is a nurse who can help her.

However, Jenny is saddened to reject all of Alex's words because she actually fears there are no witnesses if Alex is hurt again, considering Alex's enemy is a police officer. And Alex is not fighting because of his injuries. A little exaggerated but made Alex can't resist Jenny's kindness.

As a result Alex let Jenny come take care of him that night. Jenny is actually a kind person just because she is trapped in a body that does not fit her wishes to make people like to think differently about her. Alex tried to understand the man who often behaved like a friend and tried to think of him as a good friend like other male friends.

The night is getting late when Jessy finishes her bath and lies down in a hotel room. Jessy's body and heart are tired. Jessy wants to see Ballawa but things are not possible considering that Ballawa's extended family must have come and she can't see the man who has finished surgery. How's things going? Is she okay? But it was impossible for him to approach without being seen by police or Ballawa's extended family. Haven't you had enough heartache to be hurt by that family?

Jessy breathed a little hard. He knows that Ballawa is the past. Jessy is going to marry Alex. What if the man found out about his actions meeting the other man behind him.  I can't hurt a man who's been trying so well for her. Jessy also does not know what reason Alex must give if he really wants to see Ballawa.

Tired body and comfortable room finally make Jessy can fall asleep. In her sleep Jessy dreams of meeting her long-dead mother. In his dream he met his mother and was chatting warmly with her. The conversation took place at the dinner table when she was almost married to Ballawa

"Mom...why the hell did you ever not approve of Al proposing to me?"

"Mother, I don't think she's your soul mate, Jess. I've seen many swords in front of you if you're with her, Jess!"

"Akh it's just a mother's dream...

"If you may give me a final suggestion for you, you better postpone your marriage to Al. Get to know the man closer and learn to look from another angle, why doesn't he want you to know his extended family in Kalimatan there. Besides your love rate, I think there's more to Al than that guy to you Jess... there are many other things on his mind, Jess.It is better that you are loved than you who love too deeply...

"Mother Wrong... Al loves me sincerely and always takes care of me...

"Good hope the mother is wrong... I hope that nothing will hinder your marriage later.. Because I always feel that I can't see your marriage.... is the short life of the mother yes, Jess?"

"Akh. mother will be fine and stay healthy until I see me married to Al.bu.....

"Mother....

Silent!

The mother, who instantly disappears in Jessy's sight, keeps the woman awake from her sleep. Jessy was crying because she remembered her dream. Mother's words before Jessy's failed marriage to Al, making Jessy's heart hurt again.

Mom turned out to be the right mom. Jessy whispered in her heart. That marriage with Al never happened. Forgive Jessy for causing you to feel embarrassed about Jessy's choice. Maybe if you now know Alex, you will be happy and like a more mature man and always take care of him.

With Alex, Jessy just has to welcome her outstretched hand and mom would love Alex too. It is easier to be with someone who loves you than with someone who pretends to love you!'  I'm gonna learn to love you, Alex.

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In the morning, Jessy is ready to take turns to look after Alex and bring breakfast to eat with Jenny.  In accordance with the initial agreement that Jenny will not leave Alex's room until Jessy comes and replaces her duties until nightfall.

Alex's care building is in ward C, while Ballawa's care building is in ward A. The location of Ward A which is in the front of the hospital so that it forces every visitor must pass through ward A to go to ward C, unless he wants to rotate through the back garden .

Jessy's trying to avoid passing that ward A. Passing through the back garden of ward A is one of the best options for Jessy who does not want to see the Ballawa family or the police in charge of guarding Ballawa.

Setting her heart and steadying her not to see Ballawa was a tough choice for Jessy. Not to mention the possibility of meeting with the Ballawa family will make his heart even more sick.  Jessy also knew clearly that Ballawa's room was guarded by police and some of the police who picked her up yesterday also knew her so she felt uncomfortable if she did not say hello.

Things that felt beautiful and joyous after a few days were clouded in Jessy's heart.  In some park chairs are also occupied by patients or their families. There is a different atmosphere than passing through the front ward that seems serious and full of tension.

A hint of excitement was present in Jessy's heart and made her steps even lighter. Jessy did not know that in one corner of the window of the hospital room in Ward A, there was a pair of eyes that saw her sharply. The man was glued to his bed and continued to look at Jessy who was stepping happily.

The man kept staring at his window until Jessy disappeared from his sight.  I wanted to scream but I felt like I couldn't do it. His tongue was stiff and only his eyes could still see.

Well, Ballawa has to give up. Who is she to Jessy now? There are gaps and obstacles for them. Wanting to scream called out the name of Jessy who missed her but there was Briana, the wife who was sitting on the chair beside the bed was peeling apples for her.

I'm sorry, Jessy!" Whisper heart.

Ballawa glanced at the woman beside him and was smiling warmly. Can I learn to love her?" Can I think of her as a woman and not a little girl I should keep. Briana and Jessy, I'm not someone else's villain. Ballawa took a breath and let it out loud.

Slightly more pain felt all over Ballawa's body . Why should there be such a complicated love? Why should there be a limit to having ? Don't you want to see me, Jessy? Was I the only one who felt this heartache!"

"sister.... Brother Al , why? Does it hurt?" Briana approached Al while handing the apple piece to her mouth and made her bite the apple slowly.

"I'm just bored and want to get out. But I can't do anything. I'm sorry!'

"sister. said the doctor, today the pain medicine should not be given again for sister, .... so it will definitely be pain in the body of your brother but it will make you feel the recovery faster.

"Bri.... If I end up in prison and get kicked out of the police?"

"How's what? I'll stay with you forever...." Briana said with a warm smile.

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