You & Dusk
Mother's Advice

Tonight I was nervous, how not. Tomorrow is my reunion day with Riyal, Ana, Sahidah and definitely Alfy. Just thinking about it has made my head mumble, what else if I had to come meet with all of them.

What makes me dizzy is my relationship with Alfy. How should I behave in front of him if the last meeting alone he really still doesn't remember me. What else my other friends didn't know anything about my relationship with Alfy all this time.

I was confused whether to leave or not, on the other hand Sahidah was very much expecting my arrival. Even so it felt heavy to behave like nothing happened in front of Alfy. I hope Riyal doesn't tell anything about me and Alfy to Ana and Sahidah.

I kept staring in front of my porch. Perhaps out of worry, my mother approached me and invited me to share a story. "Arman.." said to Mother who sat near me.

"Yes Ma'.. What's up?" my many.

"that's precisely Mama who should ask you, again think what son?" ask Mother.

"no Ma' didn't think anything."

"you are exactly like your father, like to hide something from Mama."

I just smiled at my mother's words that offended my father.

"oh yeah, how's Fina doing?" ask Mom suddenly.

My mom does know all about what's going on with me and Alfy. I know his condition and I also know that I applied for Alfy because before applying for him I had permission to my mother.

I explained the reason why I proposed to Alfy at that time, at length I explained. Moreover, I was still a student who was at the beginning of semester 6 when I applied for Alfy.

From my explanation, it turns out that without expecting my mother supports because it seems like she likes Alfy from the beginning.bIbook also knows about the things that make Alfy lost his memory, even know why I was being so bad to Alfy when I found out the painful truth.

"alhamdulillah she is good Ma'" I replied.

"does he not remember you?" tanyanya back.

"it doesn't look like Ma' yet'. I met him last week and.. Yep.. He doesn't remember me." My word.

"yes, the important thing is that his condition has improved. You don't feel so guilty." My mother advised.

"let's just say Arman didn't lose control of Ma', maybe Alfy wouldn't be what he is today."

"regret is always behind my son. Rather than contemplating the past, it is better to carve out the future. Not necessarily want Fina lupain you continue. God willing his memory will return. Rest assured son." Said Mother.

"iya Ma' but I'm afraid that her memory will return. I'm afraid that if he blames himself for what happened to us." I'm back.

"If it's like that, you should be the first one to forgive him son. Give understanding that you, Mother and Raihan are sincere and have made peace with the past." explained my mother.

"iya Ma', Arman knows." I said back and hugged my mother.

Mother always has a way to make me comfortable and return to thinking clearly if you are having problems. Thanks to Mom, I finally made up my mind to come to the reunion together tomorrow.

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