You & Dusk
Early Regret

My mind is a mess and I can't clear my head. I rushed out of the house and walked out the gate towards my parked motorbike in front. My breath is heavy knowing the harsh reality. I was overwhelmed by anger at its peak.

Seeing me with such a face, Alfy kept crying and apologized to me. After all I've heard, I no longer see Alfy as someone I want to have but my view of him turns into a look of hate and a lot of want to revile.

For me right now, he's nothing more than the brother of a murderer who killed many people including my father. To me.. He's the trash I need to get rid of. I kept dodging from his presence which remained steadfastly in the way of my departure. While Puput prevented Alfy from doing anything stupid in front of me.

Alfy clasped my hand very tightly, I could feel his grasp and for the first time he himself touched me. But again my feelings for her have been clouded by a fog of anger.

"Arm.. Excuse me.. Sorry Brother. Armani.. Sorry." he said frustrated.

"silence.. You didn't know my life was ruined when I found out my father died. If I had known this from the beginning, I would never have known you." I said snapped.

Alfy cried apologetically, his face filled with tears. While Puput tried to resuscitate Alfy who kept trying to hold me back.

"overlook... You are the same as your brother.. Your sister's.. He killed my father. He was *******." My words while pointing at his face confirmed my words.

I pushed him down in front of his yard. I hurried to start the engine and turned across the street to get away from the family home that had destroyed half my life.

As I was across the street, I suddenly heard a noise in the middle of the street. Inadvertently turning my head, my heart slapped my mind to eliminate my anger.

When my mind returned to normal, it was too late. All I saw was Alfy lying in the middle of the road with blood and frantic slumps asking for help. The car owner got out of the vehicle and lifted Alfy into his car to be rushed to the hospital.

Meanwhile I.. Watching the woman I love get hurt. Wounded because of my anger that controls me at this moment.

Ana and Sahidah who listen to my story can not say anything, those who had continued to corner me for thinking I was evil even silent after knowing what happened.

Riyal looks relaxed while Ana and Sahidah show empathy to me.

I continued my story until the moment of the incident. I kept visiting and checking her condition at the hospital. Since my mind had started to clear up, I also had a chance to talk to Alfy's father four-eyed about what was really going on.

He was truly very sorry and willing to do anything to apologize to me and to my family. Even one time, he and his wife came to my house and met my mother.

I explained the real situation to my mother. Of course she was shocked to hear what I said, but with a big heart my mother can accept my apology from the Alfy Family for what happened to us in the past.

Every day I go to the hospital to make sure it's okay. And the thing that surprised me was when Puput talked to me about what Alfy was feeling.

Puput hates me, he keeps beating me for what happened to Alfy right now. He also told me a fact that made me even more regretful for getting out of control to make Alfy in his current state.

Puput says it all... He explained that Alfy had known me long before we went to the same college. I helped him then, yes.. Because Puput I remember helping a woman who was bullied by thugs. I just don't remember it turns out that that woman was Alfy.

Puput further added to my regret when he said that Puput had fallen in love with me since we started getting to know each other and familiar in one program while in Malaysia.

Reality for the sake of reality makes me even more sorry. The peak when Alfy began to realize from his long sleep for a week in the hospital. He recognized his Father and Mother, as well as Puput. But baby, when I see me.. He doesn't remember who I am.

The doctor explained the situation, his memory will recover sooner or later. From then on I no longer visited her in the hospital, I just sent her a bunch of Sunflowers to encourage her.

5 Months had passed since the incident, until I saw him return to college healthy and smile again. But until now he hasn't remembered a single bit about me.

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