You & Dusk

You & Dusk
Victim Infidelity


(Flashback Part)


There are things that cannot be achieved in life, such as today. Right now I love someone, but he's too far away for me to reach. I might get caught up in my own hallucinations if I wasn't aware of Idan's words back then. The words of Inspiration last night opened my eyes.


Why didn't I realize it from the beginning, when it was clearly visible in front of my eyes. Maybe love again closes my mind and my mind.


Today there is no college because it is a holiday, today is Sunday and I am in a park near my house. I don't know why I wanted to take shelter under this big tree, just think about it and look for answers to my doubts before I decided to retreat like Ilham.


I sat and leaned against a big tree, an old tree that had stood for a long time in this garden. A suitable place to raise your head because the air around the tree is so cool.


Blowing breeze makes me comfortable until I was not aware I was asleep.


*while it.


"yes Mam, Ivan knows." Ivan said he spoke to his mother on the phone.


"You must remember that Ivan, don't forget." His mother said again.


"Yes, Mom."


"oh yeah, how's Arman doing?"


"they're good Mam."


"Mom was good too? You used to play at their house, right?"


"yes well. Ivan often goes there. Arman also nitip greetings with Mama."


"Mama wants to see them."


"i'll tell you later that Mama misses them." replies Ivan.


"yes, son, if that's Mama's closing the phone." Said Mother.


"yes Mam, bye." Ivan shut the phone.


The doorbell rang, as if someone was outside Ivan's house. He came out to look, when the door opened it turned out that the one in front of him was Dian. "Ivan." Dian said lowering her tone.


Ivan did not reply, he immediately wanted to close the door of his house back but Dian spontaneously held back and continued to try to convince Ivan so that he would talk to him. " Ivan please, I want to talk." Said Dian while holding the door.


Ivan who saw Dian with such circumstances finally collapsed. He also let Dian into his house. Ivan beckoned Dian to sit down, the two of them in the living room of Ivan's house. "Ivan I'm here to apologize." Dian said she felt guilty.


"no need, I've forgiven you." replied Ivan.


Dian approached Ivan and tried to hold his hand but Ivan dodged. "Van, do you hate me?" Dian still felt guilty, there was a clear look on her face.


"no. If you're just here to apologize, you're wasting your time. I told you I forgave you. And I beg you, I really don't want to see you right now." explained Ivan.


Hearing Ivan's words made Dian really hit, he once again seemed to want to cry but he strengthened himself because he did not want to cry in front of Ivan. "I understand, I understand, this is the ring you gave me as a birthday present, I'm giving it back to you." Said Dian pulling the ring from her ring finger.


"save it, the ring I gave you." Ivan replied.


"Sorry I can't, this ring just reminds me of you and it makes me sick."


"ill? Aren't you supposed to be happy with that guy?" Ask Ivan.


"you don't understand anything Van. You really don't understand anything."


Dian stood up and went out of Ivan's house, holding back his tears. While he was in front of the fence, Ivan chased after him. "wait, Dian...."


Dian stopped, he turned to look at Ivan. "I really don't understand, but one I know. My heart was completely broken when I saw you walk out of the hotel with that man." Ivan explained.


Dian was speechless, she was speechless because she was with another man at a hotel. "i am confused to see you, why are you crying like that?" ask Ivan.


"sad? Cut that shit out of you." Said Ivan starting to snarl.


"if you're a darling there's no way you're a traitor, you mura lady... Ah no." continued Ivan who began to look emotional.


Dian was surprised to hear Ivan's harsh words, never had he seen Ivan in this condition, finally Dian ran out and left Ivan who was in a state of injury, he said, which made his mind and mind become chaotic.


Ivan picks up his smartphone and he calls Arman. Arman, who was in a garden, was seen lying closed his eyes under a large tree in the garden. He was awakened by the sound of his smartphone ringing. "yes, hello Van." Arman said in a faint voice.


"Arman, do you have time?"


"yes, why Van?"


"i'm being, I'm.."


Arman heard Ivan's voice over the phone as if he was confused, knowing that Ivan was not okay at the moment. Arman speculates that Ivan needs him at this time, yet Ivan talks he directly says that he is going to his house. "Vana.. You home?" Said Arman.


"yes."


"if so, I go to your house now" I said and closed the phone.


Without a second thought, I immediately headed for Ivan's house after hearing his tone of confusion. Sure enough as soon as I arrived, he immediately revealed all of his heart.


Arman, thank you for hearing my curses today."


"relax bro, it's late at night." I said with a laugh.


"I'm sorry, maybe I'm talking too much." Ivan laughed back.


"but I salute you Van, not all guys can be like that."


Ivan was silent, he seemed unwilling to respond to what I said. "yes it's Van, now mending you move on. My advice is that. You see, if you want to turn him back, I'm afraid the ending will be the same as this."


"i also think so." continued Ivan.


"my friend once said, back the same ex as watching the same movie twice, we like the movie because it is exciting but still the ending will be the same." I said wise.


"it makes sense Man." Ivan said with a slight smile.


"yes, I think so should. Those words I heard from my best friend when I was in high school, I was a victim too."


"victim?"


"victim like you Van, victim of infidelity." I explained with a laugh.


"hahaha the victim." Ivan laughed.


"that's it, bro, you have to laugh a lot."


"iya Man yes. Thanks again for comforting me."


"please, we are like brothers."


"oh yes, Mama, I want you."


"your mom? How's he doing?"


"Praise God he's healthy Man. He's saying hello to you to your mom."


"greetings Van, I'll tell Mama that your Mama sends her greetings."


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