You & Dusk

You & Dusk
Prospective Doctor


I still don't know what to do..


Amidst my turmoil, I walked down the corridors of the campus public library.


Right now I want to go to my faculty cafeteria or rather my former faculty. In the canteen Wahid was waiting, he knew that I was on campus because it happened to be in the parking lot of the motorbike he saw my motorbike.


Heavy taste..


"Huh.." I let out a breath. I walked while bowed because I did not want the look of this gloomy face to be seen by others.


Because it goes like that.. I finally hit someone. "Ouch!!" The man dropped some open that he was holding.


Apparently women..


The woman looked down while picking up books scattered on the floor of the corridor.


"Sorry, I don't see." I apologized to him while helping him pick up the books.


"Lohs.. Arman!" He said as he looked at me.


Still in a downturn, probably because the woman called my name I finally raised my gaze at her.


"Luna.." I said when I saw his face.


We both stood up after picking up the books he was holding. Quite a lot too, I thought maybe it was for the script material.


"Sorry yes!! I don't see." I apologized to him for hitting him.


"It's not papa, just relax. Uh jerks.. Didn't you graduate?"


"It was the wave yesterday.."


"Why on campus?" Ask Luna.


"What is the prohibition of alumni to go to campus?"


"There is no one!" He said while he heard the grin.


"That's a book for the thesis?" I pointed to the pile of books he had with both hands.


"It!!... Nope. These are the books I wrote during college. Go back to the library.".


"Oh!.." I acted as if I was okay in front of him.


"You want to finish. So go back to these books. Will not be able to graduate if not behind. Haha." Luna said with a laugh.


"Yes, I'm first." I stepped up after saying goodbye to him.


Although I haven't seen Luna for a long time, I can't mince words casually and ask her how she's been doing all this time. The wounds in my heart made me not want to engage in conversation with anyone else at this time.


"Papa tuh boy.. Murdery on his face." Luna's mind saw me walking away.


Lunas.. He was one of the friends I knew when I did KKN (Real Work College). One of the compulsory courses for students in semester 7, although the program is carried out during semester 6 holidays to semester 7.


KKN is a program that is devoted to students to enter directly and serve in the community. Helping problems in the community of course in accordance with the basic knowledge mastered by students.


There are usually several types of KKN programs,.. The most common is the regular KKN program that I participated in while still a student in semester 6.


Where students are sent to the area.. And do any program as needed by the region, the program that is done is what will later become the assessment of the faculty of the coach in providing grades in KKN courses.


One area or village usually consists of several KKN posts. One KKN post will consist of 6-8 students from various majors and faculties on campus.


And Luna.. Was one of my postal friends when I was KKN.


I walked away from Luna,.. Passing through several corridors.. When I was close to my Faculty, suddenly someone called my name.


The man approached.. He smiled with a special feature on his cheek. That woman is Evelyn.


"Hi Brother." Sweepings.


"Evely.."


"Where is Arman going?" He asked with his face.


I don't know what to answer.. If I answer from the front garden of the rectorate building, he will again ask what he is doing there.. I'm rattled..


"Sister?? Brother Arman!" He said as he approached my face


"I.. Yeah, yeah, what's up?"


"Cock-awkward anyway!! It must be because I'm beautiful, right? Ayoloh ngaku. Hehe." Evelyn joked, she tried to tease me in the style of a medical student's white coat she was wearing today.


I didn't respond too much, I just smiled a little.


I was surprised because his behavior could not do much, inevitably I could only follow him from behind because he pulled my hand.


We both ran.. Attracting the attention of the people around because we were running around in the corridor. Until finally.. We entered the medical school and Evelyn stopped in one room.


That's his college room.. Pretty big because it looks like this room is dedicated to large classes with more than 100 students.. This classroom is similar to the seminar room at my faculty.


Even if you just walk but.. Evelyn was still holding my hand, while Evelyn's friends in the room were cheering her on.


How not? Right now Evelyn was holding my hand, walking in the middle of Evelyn's friends. Moreover, I was a stranger in the eyes of all of them, maybe at this time Evelyn's friends considered that I was the girlfriend of Evelyn.


I could only smile wryly while enduring the embarrassment of being seen by Evelyn's friends.. Evelyn's hand was so tight, I could do nothing but follow in which direction she went.


It goes upstairs.. At the table where the bag is.


"Sister Arman is sitting here!" He said pointing to the chair.


"But-but.."


"Udah Brother.. Just sit down." He forced me back.


While her friends were still cheering Evelyn for bringing me into this room.


I sit down and look down.. The sight of his friends makes me nervous.


Evelyn reached into something in her bag, a moment later she took out a lunchbox. "Nih Sis's.. Try it." Evelyn gave me the lunchbox.


"Eh.. This what?" My toot.


"It's Arman's favorite food." He answered with a special smile.


"hey!? B-but I have to go."


"Cobaain duku Kak.." Evelyn looked upset.


"But.. Ak."


Evelyn looked gloomy, she frowned.


"Yes, yeah,.. Ja.. I'm trying it out.." Due to his strange behavior in front of me, I finally opened the box.


"Fried rice!" I said when I saw the box.


"I know Brother Arman hasn't eaten.. That's why I brought you here!"


"I'm already keny.." I wasn't done talking, my stomach just went off as if it confirmed that I was starving.


"Well, right.. Hungry mother.." Evelyn said smilingly in front of me.


"Yes, I'll eat it then." I said while staring at the fried rice.


The more I get the spoon closer to the fried rice.. Then the more Evelyn's face exuded an enthusiastic hue.


When I put it in my mouth and start chewing.. Evelyn was getting excited.


"E-good." I'm spontaneous.


"Yakan.. Hehe" Evelyn looked happy as I said that.


"Enak.. Delicious.." I then voraciously ate Evelyn's fried rice and finished it all with no leftovers.


The last time I could enjoy a good meal like this was, before I knew the harsh reality a week ago. After that, all the food tasted bland.


And at this time.. I can enjoy the food I eat.. This food became even more delicious as Evelyn smiled happily as I finished everything.


Time pass.. Looks like Evelyn's not in college because she and I were in this room about an hour ago and there's no sign of a lecturer or doctor coming in to give her materials. Some of his friends were already out of the room.


Evely.. He really comforted my turmoil. For an hour, although I was still awkward at first but for a long time he could make me comfortable and forget the wound that was currently slicing my heart.


With laughter and jokes and childish behavior.. He made me smile and even laugh as if I had forgotten my problems.


Everything just flows.. I was thinking, he fits in with the white coat he's wearing right now.. A doctor's coat that constantly treats his patients,.. Evelyn is currently doing her part as a doctor.. He healed the wound in my heart..


No. gabe.. He's not treating me..


But..


Evely..


To be a medicine for the wounds in my heart..


At least for now..