You & Dusk
Self-stabilizing

(Flashback Part)

After that very stressful day, of course I fill my days with little by little memorizing the Qur'an wherever and whenever. Whether at home or on campus.

My mother would have known what happened, she also gave support to me because what happened after that made me more obedient to religion.

My friends at college were quite surprised to see my change. Especially Ilham who often mocked the alim behavior he often saw when I was memorizing the Qur'an in front of them.

Of course I didn't tell them what was going on, including me proposing to someone. Now in addition to Ilham, Adi, Wahid, Gina and Ica. In college I also often go with Sabri and also quite often get advice from her.

Ivan was also quite happy to see me opening the Qur'an often. Even though none of them know about what really happened.

Meanwhile, at the Library of the Faculty of Cultural Sciences.

"uh uh? Bener Fin. So you already want to marry dong." said Citra.

"husses.. Don't be noisy Cit, it's perpus." replied Fina.

"oh yeah forgot. Hehe. Keep going.. How's it? The Arman you told me about is gonna be your dream."

Citra is a close friend of Alfy, in contrast to Naya. The image of the affair with Alfy and they only knew after college while Naya was Alfy's only friend since high school until now.

Citra and Alfy are very close, the two often confide in each other. No exception to what happened recently at Alfy's house. Citrapun actually also know about Arman, just like Alfy who had confided about Arman to Puput.

"god.. Fin.. I doain y'all so well." Citra said

"thank you Cit.."

"heard your story, it feels like I also want to be in Lamar dong. Haha.."

Same time, somewhere else. This woman gazed in Inspiration, but Ilham unfortunately glanced at other women. He accidentally knew that the little boy who had entertained him as a child had grown into a ruined person like Ilham. But it doesn't get in the way of feelings that once grew and she's still kept since childhood.

Maybe some people say it's just a little boy's guyonan but for both of them it's a promise that ties their feelings. It's just, Gina.. Not understanding why even Ilham thought that the little girl in the past who was with him was Ica.

Gina is worried, especially after Ica is injured by Irwan's treatment. Ica began to take heart against Ilham, as Ica told her when she was together. Ica is his best friend, he does not want to see Ica back down like that time. While the promise that is still held by Gina as well as Inspiration has not been fulfilled. Their promise to be together someday.

"She's.." Adi said.

"yeah.."

"from that day on, it's that your drink is over." Adi said.

"ohs.. Yes, it's so thirsty."

"drink mine." Ica says.

"no need to Ca'.. Just kidding."

"does.. Gina jaim aja lo." ledek Ilham.

With a heavy heart Gina always held back feelings if she had to talk to Inspiration. Because if he's telling the truth, I don't know what their friendship will be like.

"where is Arman?" ask Wahid.

"don't know the child, lately he often with Sabri. Maybe it's Insyaf times." Ilham.

"ih you well.. Not even doain temen in ledekin." Ica said while pulling Ilham's hair.

"uh duh.. Pain Ca'.. Ow."

Gina sees the closeness of Ilham and Ica, increasingly making her have to hide the facts about her. For him, their togetherness as friends means more than his childhood expectations.

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