You & Dusk
Deficini Love

(Flashback Part)

"you be careful, son. Say hello to your mother." My mother said to Ivan while hugging him.

"iyaa aunty." reply Ivan.

Long enough Ivan was in my house today, tomorrow Ivan had to leave for Japan, because indeed both his parents were there. Mumpung is on holiday kulliah, gathering with family becomes the main choice in addition to Ivan. "salam is also the same your mother Van." I said while hugging him.

"iyaa Man's. Btw don't forget souvenirs from Malaysia well." Reply Ivan jokingly. Ivan and my mom already knew that I was going to Malaysia for a comparative study.

"haha. I should've asked for souvenirs from the Japanese Van." I said return the joke.

Ivan then got out of the house, along with Ivan who came out of the house, when Ivan had left in his car. Soon after, Ilham came to my house. If Ilham comes suddenly while he is not preaching first like now, it means that there is something he wants to tell me. "Ithem.. There is no wind, no clouds. Must be something?" I said.

"iyaa Man's. Sorry for not telling you." Replies

"yes, he came in.. In the room." I took him into the room.

"eh arman's.. What is in the room? . You want to rattle the cave, huh?" he said a little joking.

"**.." I said with a laugh.

If it's like this, surely Ilham wants to vent. I know his attitude, though, what else when he came to my house suddenly so I asked him to speak in the room so that he could freely speak anything without fear of being heard by my mother or sister.

Just as I closed the door, Ilham fell on my bed. In a hurry he looked at me. "Man's.. Ica." he said.

"why else Ica? Reject you again?" if I pay attention again it feels like I should see him like this in front of me.

"a stupid cave anyway.. Ica's turn needs a cave, the cave doesn't even exist for him" Ilham said, blaming himself.

"wants?"

"Ica yesterday suddenly WA cave, want help but the cave is late reply. Trus pas cave reply. Ehhh not in reply to him." Clearly Inspiration.

"yes erah.. Kirain what? Yesterday Ica contacted me too. But because I have a job so I can't." I explained to Ilham

"ohh so it's not the only cave huh." Says a little hopeful.

"actually what do you like about Ica?" I have often been rejected as well." I started ibah demgan Ilham, the article so far in the eyes of Ica Ilham is no more just an ordinary friend.

"men.. It's not love if the cave needs a reason to like Ica. Because if the cave has a reason to like him, then the feeling will not last long. The feeling will disappear if the thing that makes the cave like Ica is not in him." Clearly Inspiration wise.

"elu it well.. Pinter on campus but if it's about ginian ******." Ilham nge gas.

"yes sorry.. I know it's just administrative theories, don't know I'm love theories." I said.

"for example, gini.. Consider a cave like Ica because her hair is long.. Well that means that's the reason why the cave likes Ica. Didn't you just 'why do caves like Ica?' so the cave will answer because his hair is long. Aye right?" firmly Ilham.

"yes yes.. Continues to?" reply while trying to understand the meaning of the words of Inspiration.

"nah.. If later Ica's hair is no longer long aka short. It means the cave doesn't like him anymore. Not a cave?" express the Inspiration once again.

"yes.. Yeah yeah, yeah." too." I said I was beginning to understand the meaning of Inspiration.

"meaning Man... There need be no reason for the cave to like Ica. Because when the cave has a reason to like him he means later the cave also has a reason to leave him." Inspiration said firmly.

"ohhh yes.. Whore. But it must be what made you choose him Ham. Of the many girls on campus. I mean why Ica gituloh.. Until you like her again?" I said curious.

"there's no reason Man. The cave said that." Evidently. Maybe I'm a little confused, how can we like someone for no reason. Is it that simple? I think for some people no, some will probably say yes.

For me love is defined from the view of the person who feels it, if anyone translates love comfortably it is legitimate, if anyone also translates love with physical features that are liked it is also valid. Once again love for me the definition is different from everyone who feels, like Inspiration who feels that there is no need for a reason to like Ica. "Man's.. Somebody wants a cave to go to you." Says Inspiration with a serious face.

"what's Ham?" repay me

"gua tau lu deket same Ica, cave mau mastiin only. You like her not?" ask Ilham. Suddenly the atmosphere became tense because of the question.

"no Ham." Answer me firmly.

"lu sure? You can guarantee your closeness Ica won't make you like her." Tanya Ilham still with a serious face.

"yes, ham.. Seriously very your face. Ica or you are my friend. I don't feel the same way about Ica. If there was, I would've told him." I clearly.

"Man's.. The cave will not act selfishly to prevent you from being the same Ica if you will like it later. It's just that you really do happen someday. Please don't show up in front of the cave when you're with him again." It was clear back by dramatizing the situation.

"haha.. Ham.. Ham.. So tight you. I'm not the inspiration I know." I said while laughing.

I once thought that Ilham might say not to fall in love with Ica, but unexpectedly that's not what I heard from her mouth. Yep.. Maybe because of his stronger friendship he said the opposite. It's just that whoever it is would hurt to see someone we like with other people.

But behind his bad nature that often seduces girls2 on campus. It turns out that Ilham had such deep feelings for Ica.

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