Woman Without Womb
Chapter 99 - Help

“MAUDY!”

Rania patted her shoulder and looked strangely at her friend. Since this morning brought her porridge, the woman's face looked very cloudy. Maudy kept daydreaming. To the extent that he was in the same position as the boss because he did not focus on fitting the meeting.

It's Maudy's first time to get to kayak gini.

“Maudy? What the hell is it?” ask the worried Rania. “Lu is rarely like gini loh. Is something bothering you? Don't tell me this because I was this morning huh? Because you bought porridge for me first. You so lost your leisure time?” rani continues nyerocos.

Maudy shook weakly.

“Yes, so why? Void? Don't get them like gini. I also wouldn't know if you were alone!”

“Ran ..”

“Yes? Why?”

“No hope anymore huh?” maudy asked in a resigned voice. “Everything is different? Can't I get the same thing? What ... only I'm stuck the same all this, and he's spared it all. She chose another woman on my appeal?”

Aware of the same direction Maudy talks, Rania immediately grabbed Maudy.

“Gue ... wrong, I know that I was wrong. But why is this sick? Why am I this weak. Why am I so hurt like this? What ... I don't pantes for anyone? What is my destiny?”

And the same yesterday morning incident that Maudy faced. Everything Maudy took out, until she was relieved.

“Gue. I also told Hermawan to go with other women. But I didn't know it hurt that much. I didn't know he was really gone from my life.”

“Gue knows,” says Maudy. “Life I have a very plan. I should be honest with Hermawan if I don't want him out of my life. I don't want to see her go with that girl either. I want him. But what power .. I can't. I was too scared. Have women been blessed with Hermawan's parents and me? Who wants a widow can't have a child like me.”

“Heh his mouth!”

“The reality is so right?” maudy said as she wiped her tears. “You see from any side, I'm just a widow who is always looked at badly by some people here, I can't have children either. When everyone wants a grandchild. So, there is no hope at all.”

“But ... do you love Hermawan?” ask Rania carefully.

Maudy.

“Lu love is not the same him? Hostess with Hermawan?” tanya Rania who is influenced by Maudy.

“Ya already .. You are honest with Hermawan. Tell him that Hermawan told her to stay with the woman and choose you. Mumpung Hermawan also has the same feeling you. Even if the time is not right at all. But the important thing is that he's been honest with you. I'm sure very loh .. if you're honest with Hermawan. Surely he will try to be with you. Remembering, she's as loving as it is lu.”

“Where can it be?”

Maudy sat down and sighed. He looked at the dark sky. Just like his heart. Dark and remember to keep shedding tears.

“Gue is also not a bad person, Ran.”

“Loh, evil from where?” sangkal Rania's. “Lu just want your happiness doang. Selfishly making your own happiness is not wrong at all. So, you don't have to say that you're selfish. Because no one is selfish at all.”

“Maybe I can admit it all, but my heart is not..”

Rania was silent, confused about how to answer.

“Easy really, really easy. But yesterday Hermawan himself said that they had been in a mate from a long time ago. But the hermit is the one who does not like and continues to blur. I also feel that being a woman is angry. Why people who are in a match with me, even run away like gini and deket each other women. Yes ... I'll be angry anyway. So, after I think about it again. Naturally he slapped me like that time.”

“Awn you say? Nothing is natural at all. Even if he's Hermawan's fiance, he should talk to you. What else here you are just a friend of Hermawan is not another. So, his attitude was overrated.”

Maudy.

“That's all I got, you like Hermawan and don't want to lose at all. But you do not want to disturb the happiness of others, right?”

Rania stand. He patted Maudy's shoulder very gently.

“Make it now, we have to live with selfishness. Find your own happiness, do not care about the hearts of others. Because it means nothing in our lives. Once a time ... once a time, make selfish learning,” pinta Rania before actually going from the presence of Maudy.

Maudy.

“Egoist? Can I do that?”

The woman wrapped her arms around a mug filled with warm chocolate. Then take a deep breath.

“I can't ..”

Rania is footing in a dining area. He looked at his face and waved to see Hermawan sitting on one of the chairs. With mixed feelings, Rania went straight to the table.

“Hai ..”

“Please sit,” said Hermawan made Rania pull a chair and immediately sit there with a feeling of anxiety.

An awkward atmosphere enveloped the two of them. No one is talking. Including, Rania who invites Hermawan to meet.

Yes, Rania brought him.

Since Rania knew Maudy's heart. He could not allow Maudy to drown in his sadness at all. He wants to see his old Maudy. He will return Maudy's smile and one of the efforts Rania can think of is just talking honestly with Hermawan.

“Gue want it .. uh, no, I want to hear your alesan nngelakuin it same Maudy?!”

“Hah?” confused Hermawan. “Bentar deh .. lu this one came with Maudy huh? Office kids too?”

Rania rolled her eyes, panted. He didn't see her in the office.

“Gue is just like you, it's been my long time at the office and during that time, you never saw my whereabouts? Yes ... is not important. The core is my office son and after your departure, I'm so deket same Maudy. He always confided in me until yesterday he looked sad.”

“Sad?”

“At first Maudy did not want to tell a story at all, until I forced her and she was honest that the cause of her was like this because of you. He said that you ignored him and did not live at all. Like a stranger ... Do you really want to stay away from Maudy? And .. don't try anything that doesn't matter. Bottom line, I know all about you same Maudy ..”

Hermawan.

“Brom yesterday? Earlier, please dong till my apology same Maudy.”

“Why didn't you reach by yourself?”

“Where, can I arrive if my movements are just in the care? I can't see Maudy at all. Because my fiancee really loves distance and once I came to Maudy. He's gonna do bad things with Maudy. I don't want to .. I don't want to until Maudy does anything and makes it yesterday, I don't want to, how can I respond to him if beside me there is Lisa who ngancem will kill Maudy if I nyapa Maudy ..”

“WHAT!” surprised Lisa. “Your engagement is that crazy?”

Hermawan.

“Gue can't do anything .. My life is like a prisoner. This is all I can come here because the same promise Lisa want to invite him to date if he gives permission here and gur also convinced him that you are just my regular friend.”

“Yes pardon ..”

“Gue can't do anything either ... Maudy told me to get out of her life. He's also the one who told me I made Lisa in my life. So, what can I do? What else can I do besides talk to him? I can do anything .. I can't do anything but massage. I also can't do anything other than yesin everything.”

Hermawan.

“So you said that you know how I feel about Maudy? But .... among so many people why should others know?” hermawan Laughter. “Why doesn't Maudy know? He never realized the same feelings I'm—

“Who said?” cut Rania

“Hah?!”

“Yes, who says Maudy doesn't know? He knows,” he said making Hermawan closer, asking Lisa to explain his point. “This I want to tell you the same story, as long as you don't make it with Maudy. I said I'm sure it's gini, just want to help you guys. Want to help your relationship that has no way out because both misunderstand.”

The hermawan nodded quickly.

“Iya .. I promise, but obviously all your talk was.”

“Actually ... Maudy knows how you feel from a long time ago. But he chose to mendem. You don't think of the macems, Maudy admits this because she's still afraid of starting a relationship. Yes, you just shadow. Her husband is bad to Maudy. And it's not that easy to make Maudy open the hearts of other men.”

“Okei ..”

“But Maudy's doubtful feeling is gone when you know you're missing the news. He who talks to me himself if he seems to fall in love with you and wants to be honest when you return. Butwhat? Hope she dashed fitting woman came and ngaku as your fiancee. It breaks Maudy's heart, so it's only natural that she tells you to go and choose the woman.”

“Bent!” exclaim Hermawan. “This really? You're no longer my cheat, are you?”

Rania nodded confidently.

“And my coming here would help you make deket same Maudy. So, you're willing to follow what I want?” ask Rania at last