Woman Without Womb
Chapter 120 - Child?
"Mas .. don't be so serious. I panicked knowing. Afraid there's a macem thing. Where your face is serious again. Nothing serious anymore, right?"
Hermawan laughed and looked into Maudy's eyes.
"You ... want to have a child?"
Maudy flinched and instantly fell silent. He lowered. Maudy's thoughts were everywhere. She's afraid. Truly afraid that Hermawan would ask for a child, which he could not even give.
"Maudy? why just shut up?" ask Hermawan again. "Mas again nanya to you. You want to have a child?"
"Mas ... Why are you suddenly talking about gini?" maudy said slowly. "Don't you know how I am? Why now, are you asking me for another child? how would you like to ngarepin a child, if my condition is like this."
Maudy. The feeling becomes erratic not playing.
"But, mas .. if indeed you ngarepin a very big boy. I don't want to be selfish anymore and you end up cheating, like Farhan did. After I thought. Farhan admitted that also because I was selfish, did not want him to marry again. But I do not love children" said Maudy ngalor ngidul.
His mind was going nowhere.
"A— I won't be able to imagine if you leave my life. So ... minglingan I permit you to marry a woman who can have children only. I am a permit. But—
Like a broken string of tapes, Hermawan really does not understand what Maudy means.
"Maudy, what are you talking about?"
"Huh?" Maudy was instantly in a daze
"What are you talking about?"
"Yes .. I am going to you. If I don't mind if you want to marry—
"Who wants to marry and who wants to have children, Maudy?" confused Hermawan. "Eat him, dengerin used to talk mas. Don't have to be straight like that. Pain itself is it?"
Maudy.
Hermawan got up from his seat and immediately sat down beside Maudy. He grabbed the woman and rubbed Maudy's back, which looked very empty.
"There is no intention of getting married again. I also never thought of getting there. By Allah. Forever you just want to be by your side. You're the only one who will love you. There's nothing else."
"You don't have to be like your ex-husband. She probably hates you, she wants to have children. But even the lakainin thing that hurts you. You know, if you're traumatized. But, I promise it won't be like that. Mas is mas. Your ex is your ex. We are two different people. So you don't have to worry."
"Sorry ..."
"No need to apologize and let me know a little about the child for talking to you. You want to have children, right? and a little envious of the guy who has a baby out there?"
Maudy lowered her head, still not daring to look at Hermawan.
"In that case ... What if we came to a parlour and raised a child? the kid who might be unlucky is we taking good care of?"
Maudy looked quickly.
"Mas really give permission?"
"Mas himself said the same to you. If it's time, we can take a child and maybe now is the right time for us to take a child. So ... if you want, later nyari mas orphanage around here and thought it was ready from birth or the mind, we immediately cus there."
"Mas ... You're not lying?"
"May ..."
"AAA THANKS!"
Maudy crashed into Hermawan's body until the man almost fell if not holding on to the end of the chair. He returned his wife's embrace and rubbed Maudy's back lovingly.
"We started our lives yes, dear .. with a child who certainly grew up around us. InshaAllah ..our good intention to take care of a child who does not have a life support will be paid well too. Because we're not doing anything."
Maudy nodded.
Even imagining there was a child around him, it really made Maudy could not bear to shed tears.
"Mas .. I rarely get this happy. Thanks to you, mas. Thanks much. I love you."
"Hahaha .. gems really like his wife. Yes, Equally dear ..."
