Woman Without Womb
Chapter 12 - Is It Really That Promise?

Maudy doesn't remember how much she cried since she found out her husband was married. But he thinks it's the most high point he really feels hurt. When he himself began to issue all complaints that made him become like this in the end as well.

“Dulu ... I'm really happy because Farhan mas so one of the people who can make me smile. Moreover, Farhan can take me away from home. Although sometimes I have to know that my father does not always forget me, but with my father who continues to talk about Nadya just made me hurt.”

“But in fact the person who has made me sure can make me happy. Now instead of being the one who made me completely ruined.”

Maudy kept crying.

His heart really hurt.

Honestly, he was just trying to be okay all along. She never cried again because she felt happy. Not even the injured party.

He was too embarrassed to continue crying like this. Especially if Nadya is the same Farhan to know about him. But, now? All this is wet. He was tired of looking good in front of them. He himself cannot. Right now, Maudy just wants to show that she is never okay after what they did.

***

The clock is showing at eleven o'clock in the evening. And during that time, Maudy just took a shower and went back to the bed. He does not want to eat at all. Even knocking on the door since he ignored it.

He really needs his own time.

Until the sound of the door lock opening made Maudy take a deep breath. “I forgot that Mas Farhan has another key for this room.”

He changed his position to sit down and saw Farhan coming in with a tray of food. He sat in front of Maudy. Sitting on the edge of the bed while constantly staring at him.

“If you do not want to say anything, mendingan out mas from my room,” pinta Maudy with a hoarse voice.

“Sayang .. mas know that you are angry. But never torture yourself like this. Mas do not want if you get sick just because of mas doang. So, eat yes. Don't do this again. I'm really worried about you.”

Maudy.

The woman's hand was brought into Farhan's. Maudy chose to be too lazy to defend herself.

“Maudy .. mas really apologize for all that is doing the same with you and mas actually made not aware that it turns out you have been hurt as well as the act of mas. What else is a mas who always do me at will without thinking about your feelings.”

Maudy took a deep breath.

“Mas ... actually, am I that cool? What woman can't have children really sehina this? Continue ... If so why did you marry me? Why did you start something you never wanted to finish? Moreover just added a wound doang for me.”

“You're not that cool, really. You know for yourself that mas is a businessman and mas need offspring to nurunin all the wealth of gold. Part ... You see for yourself. Now I'm married again, but I have no intention of divorcing you. Because you are always in the most special place in your heart. So, you don't have to feel like it's changed. Because even though I married your sister. You are your old husband and will never change. So, you also stop to say that you don't care about our marriage. Because it really makes mas heartache really.”

Maudy looked at her husband.

Maudy looked in any direction and smiled sadly.

“What has always been so? With the destiny of Nadya who is always lucky and I am always the last choice.”

She chose to close her eyes for a moment. The darkness sometimes makes Maudy calmer. Before he finally looked back at Farhan in front of him.

“Even ...you are always the place to confide in me.  You know for yourself how unfair my life is. Or how Nadya always gets it all. But why are you even doing this now? You make me even more sure that the world is on Nadya's side? And everyone always forgets the same where I am.”

Farhan took a deep breath.

Maudy's tears gently.

“Maudy .. I'm so sorry, I didn't think of it that far. Mas actually made comfortable with the existence of your sister who always understands the same condition mas. That's why I thoughtlessly chose to marry him. What's more after knowing her uterus there are no problems the same as you rasain,” explained Farhan made Maudy withstand all the tightness in his heart.

“Despite that, the promise will always be fair with you. Mas will prove to you that in this world is not just centered on your sister. Although mas married Nadya, you still will be the main one. I will change your mind. Mas will not allow myself to do unfair with you.”

“Totally?” ask Maudy. In the end, I was too tired to be angry.

The path of his life destiny is already pointing like gini. Maudy went on a rampage, blaming everyone. In reality nothing will change at all.

“Iya, Maudy .. for now, I apologize for spending more time with Nadya. Because we are also newly married. But for the future, mas promise will never forget you. As long as you never reveal this problem again yes.”

Farhan took Maudy into his arms.

“Mas know mas wrong, but mas can not change everything. What you have to do now is take good care of you both. You will also always be the main and mas promise will continue to be happyin you.”

Maudy.

“And for the holidays with Nadya that you really do not matter, right? That means ... if you mind later in the future will find time to be able to vacation with you also.”

Maudy nodded slowly.

“Ya already ... if so later mas can ask you to make neatin suitcase mas, not?”

Maudy nodded very softly.

Farhan tightened his arms and rubbed the back of Maudy's head. Makes the woman really comfortable.

Can I feel happy for a moment?