Woman Without Womb

Woman Without Womb
Chapter 63 - About Wounds


 


“Mas ... You've thought of all this?”


Nadya held Farhan's hand and continued to shake him very gently. She looked at her husband and as Farhan turned to turn her back to her. Nadya immediately followed Farhan's footsteps and looked at her husband's face very gently.


“Mas .. don't be selfish dong. You know for yourself that your income is still far below your parents and you also have to inget dong if you are nothing compared to your parents.”


“So you mean that mas still do not have money for your livelihood that is, if we escape from parents mas?”


Nadya swallowed the saliva and shook her head.


“It is not so, mas .. right we as children must be devoted to parents. So yes rather than thinking about things that actually make you worse. Meningan you kindin your parents and find the best way for your parents it so nothing and do not look bad again.”


“Nadya .. You understand that the parents of the mas are very low mas? Not just me, but you too. Are you not hurt as all mommy talk same daddy? So ... than the lowly self. We are the ones who leave here.”


“Mas ..”


“You if you just want to defend them, don't be pretentious to be here. Mas need time alone,” angry Farhan who hates.


Farhan came to the balcony and took out a cigarette of his. He blew up there and stared blankly at the sky before him. He scowled and sighed as his parents defended others more than he did.


“What's so great about Maudy? Why is mom the same dad to break Maudy's side? Why do they never consider what I like well? Why they never do what I want. They used to think of me as Maudy. But when I wasn't with Maudy, now they're fighting for Maudy again? So ... what the hell do they want.”


“Why doesn't anyone understand my thoughts?”


Farhan laughed softly and returned to smoke.


“Select between two things that I can't relain one of them? It's totally out of reason. They won't understand my feelings at all.”


***


The clock has shown twelve o'clock at night. But Farhan was still on the balcony without exception. In fact, he began to drink dozens of soda drinks without thinking about health at all.


His eyes are a sign that he is tired. His head hurt a lot. He is really in no condition to know what to do.


“Mommy same daddy put me in a position like I'm a bad guy,” exclaimed Farhan who unconsciously while gripping firmly the soda can bottle until it was crushed and the tip of the iron was torn off his arm.


Farhan's hand was hurt. But he chose to ignore the pain and kept daydreaming up there.


“Ngak ... I will never defend any of them and I can not choose any of them ... can never be at all.”


***


Maudy kept going back and forth but still couldn't sleep. He woke up and arranged around the room with a ambiguous feeling. He doesn't like the same feeling.


“Ah .. I should have just slept at home. I haven't slept here in a long time and that's for sure. Tranquility will never allow me to sleep here. I'm really not calm from earlier.”


Maudy grabbed the blanket and chose to wear a slipper and then went out. In the middle of the silence of the night he climbed one by one the stairs. Until he realized that in some steps there were droplets of blood that continuously existed.


“Who's blood is this?” maudy asked as she stared at the quiet surroundings.


Maudy's heart was stunned.


He quickly went straight to the p3k box storage and his steps also stopped when not far from Farhan.


“I woke him up? Which is ... later he will be angry again with me. No ah, I don't want to. I'm scared.”


She turned and left her husband. But his heart seems to be stuck and not good if he goes.


“Argh .. I help you. It's not good if I ignore it too.”


He knelt under the sofa and noticed that Farhan was still sleeping very fast. Maudy carefully moved Farhan's hand to his thigh and began to administer all the medicine. He began to treat Farhan's injured hand.


Until heard the sound of ringing in the follow-up Farhan who even woke up.


“Eh what the fuck is.”


Farhan forcibly withdrew his hand but Maudy held back very much while looking at Farhan intently.


“I know that you are angry and may hate me. But never let your wound open. What if the infection,” upset Maudy who is still focused the same whatever is there. “If you have an infection and cannot be saved. You can have an amputation. Do you want to?”


Farhan quiet. He notices Maudy who is very focused on treating his arm. The man's heart rippled slightly. Nadya never even worried or treated her wounds at all. If Farhan asked his second wife to do this, Nadya would be angry and ask Farhan to take care of himself. Without bothering Nadya at all.


“Why are you still good?”


“Hah?”


Farhan nodded unwillingly to look at his wife's eyes.


“Iya .. after what passed a few days ago. Why do you still want to be good? Even though you can pretend not to see the same wound. But we have to go ..”


“Mas .. if anyone is hurt, it is our initiative to help him. Nothing can be bargained at all. So you don't need it I'm like gini. Because it is the duty of a human being to help each other.”


“Tetap aja ... indirectly you even want to help people who are already evil with you. So yeah, what's it doing, right? It should be if you want to be evil. You have to continue to use your role. Not suddenly good and suddenly evil. Have you changed gini yet?”


Maudy chuckles.


“Because in fact. I never changed at all. Only you who do not know me further, so can talk like that.”


“...”


“This part is two different things. Want to see from any side, now you're still my husband. So I can't possibly tell you that. I still have my heart. Small wounds like this are painful and I don't want you to feel all this.”


For a moment the mood returned to silence. Until Farhan's dehumanizing voice coincides with Maudy's completed treatment.


“Mas want to ask you seriously ..”


“Hmm?”


“You really want a divorce? Really all that for divorce?”