Woman Without Womb
Chapter 32 - Maudy Mission

“Redged?”

Hermawan only realized that Maudy was much more puffy than before. Since Maudy's arrival from the bathroom, she doesn't realize that Maudy is crying. Because Maudy really just joined in and joked back. Until now it's noon time, time for the children to sleep.

Just now they took a nap and Maudy and Hermawan chose to sit in front while looking at the scenery in front there.

“Why?” ask Hermawan again.

Maudy took a deep breath. “You've been horrified by the story of the mother of the orphanage until finally the mother of the orphanage takes care of all the children here?”

“Ah .. Yes.”

Maudy was a little surprised and ended up looking down. I don't know why his heart is sad about all this. Maudy did not expect to meet the same people who have the same fate as him.

“Know not the hell .. I also settled here after knowing this all. The mother's explanation of the parlour really made me remember you. Even so, the mother of the parlor told me all the sadness and I so wonder how much pain you were at that time and certainly not easy right to do it all? For this lewatin ..”

Maudy smiled and nodded.

“At first it was not easy, but after the story of the mother of the home. I don't want to be a woman who continues to suffer this sadness. Just like you said I had to get up. What else is the writhing of many children who had laughed. Make me play aware that the world does not revolve in me doang.”

“Why is that?”

“Ya .. I am sad because I cannot have children but I can get happiness from all the children here and I also have to think about the feelings of all the children here. I am an adult and can feel my sadness. But them? They are just kids who don't understand anything. It must be sadder for them, right?”

“...”

“My parents won evil. They never thought I existed. But there are times when I am proud to be able to menggerasain completeness of a family. But them? Even when they were little they did not know the figure of an important parent in their lives.”

“...”

“Indeed, there are home moms .. but I'm sure their feelings will never be the same as real parents. Do you understand what I mean?”

Hermawan ruffled Maudy's hair.

“Paham kok .. but you are also natural if you are sad because of your life. I prefer to see you who cry bombay even though the effect is noisy but still mengeluarin everything. Than crying alone and do not know what to do and hold everything yourself.”

“Hahaha .. thanks you are always there for me.”

Hermawan smiled faintly. Let everything be like gini. He was happy to see that smile. He let it go and let it go.

“Ya is already ... so out of this want to go home?”

“IYA!”

***

“What to buy that much fruit?”

Maudy stared at her shopping cart. He only realized that from earlier he was going around the supermarket just to buy what he needed with Nadya. Hermawan who saw can only shake his head, do not understand again the same thing that Maudy thought.

“Gue tau terribly yes .. you tuh less like the same fruit and I'm sure you buy the fruit for your sister who is pregnant. So .. I don't understand anymore. Can-can't you still be good same bad guy as you. What's more, I clearly remember that this morning you still mishandled your sister's treatment. Uh now, you make me anther first to the supermarket before going home. Eh tauunya instead buy necessities for your sister.”

“GUE ALSO GA AWAKIR!” maudy was still staring at the contents of her shopping cart. Indeed he was an older brother, so nothing always goes with his sister and always so. He bought what he needed with his own needs. Though already repeatedly Nadya refused even do not like the same what he bought.

“Why can?” ask Hermawan while grabbing the basket. “More thoughts about your sister or how?” ask Hermawan while following Maudy who began to browse the food ingredients.

“Actually ... from earlier I was thinking something deh,” said Maudy stopped his steps. “If I am a good person it is wrong?”

“Hah?” confused Hermawan while rubbing his nape. “Kan all this time you've been a good person.”

“Ya .. means good to those who are evil to me. At first, I wanted to take revenge with Farhan and Nadya in my own way. But the mother of the parlor told me. If all that is useless. Because we'll stay and drown in the past. While they can move forward. Leave me alone.”

“Terus?”

“The mother of the home also told me that revenge was useless and the mother of the home said the same thing you said. If I had to focus on showing myself. So, I guess revenge is overrated with them.”

“...”

“Dan .. I want to be nice again with them. But I'm afraid that my kindness is misunderstood by them. I cannot and will never be good either. But on the other hand, I don't know what to say exactly.”

Maudy.

“Compared to being nice, mengingan you that do not care so. What you have in evil again is the same as them. Bodo is very that if there are already them and I am sure really if there will be a time when they are tired themselves. Moreover Nadya.”

“Why Nadya?”

“Kan here the strongest conjecture that you want to fall mentally is it him. So, if he wriggles you it does not work well in apain as well. He must have sprained himself and tired of himself. So .. yes my advice is to behave like normal and do not show that they affect your life. How?”

Maudy smiled and nodded.

“Once again thanks! Now I know how to behave.”

***

“Truly tomorrow do not want to be picked up?” asked Hermawan after lowering Maudy and the glass of his car was open. “This is really a special offer. Though all roads too, than you ride public transportation right?”

Maudy shook her hands in the air and could only shake.

“No, just calm down .. I want to do something. So just calm down. Can't you? You also do not need to bother turning into this complex and can go directly to the office area doang. Easy loh.”

Hermawan looked suspiciously and at the end nodded.

“Actually ... don't bother at all. But yes if you don't want to. I'm not going to make it at all. Yes, I did say yes. Thanks for today, very nice day.”

“I should be grateful.”

Hermawan broke down and asked Maudy to enter first. Maudy went straight into the house with groceries on both arms. Spontaneous Hermawan deep breath.

“Why am I so worried? He won't do anything, will he?” exclaimed Hermawan who saw the gaze of Maudy's eyes changed. “Hopefully he doesn't admit anything weird. Really worried about it!” he left the Maudy housing complex.

Meanwhile, the,

“Assalamu’alaikum, I came home ..”

Maudy put all the groceries in the kitchen and turned around to date her husband who was focusing on a laptop in the living room.

“Tumben you didn't go with Nadya? It's strange to see your weekend at home. Oh yeah, where's Nadya? Usually you are the same as both of them. Stick to kayak stamps. Inseparable at all.”

“What the hell do you mean,” exclaims Farhan who feels insinuated.

Maudy brought a glass of water and sat down in front of Farhan and stared in confusion.

“Loh? I mean .. when I clearly tell you that you are the same Nadya it keeps sticking. Like a hen who doesn't want to lose her child. Anyway keep on sticking. Can be said .. if there is you, there must be Nadya. That's so .. it's wrong is the same thing I said?”

“But you kayak nyindir mas .. come on, Nadya is sleeping in the room. Cassian she, lately tired.”

“Capek?” ask Maudy and laugh. “Capek what the hell? Though ... every morning I was the one who made breakfast and time to clean this house. I always needed Nadya. Keep me working. Hmm... Can I be a dozen hours in the office and right home I have to make dinner. I'm also tidying up the whole house. Who should complain that I'm not anyway?”

“Maudy .. Your situation there Nadya is different. You can't rate your situation with Nadya. A little respect Maudy. No longer want to fight with you. I don't want you to be sad about this either. Mas please yes ..”

Maudy laughed thinly.

“Entah mas .. she was just pregnant doang not seriously ill who had to rest continuously in bed and I was also human. Got tired. I'm tired of all this and I want to ask you something.”

“Begging what ... tell me, if you do not get angry continue kayak gini and try to understand the state of Nadya and mas promise will follow all your requests.”

Maudy immediately smiled mysteriously.

“Ya already .. if so we talk about it later tonight. How's it? You see, let's gather all and seger. Because I don't just want to talk to you. And Nadya too. How?”

Farhan looked worriedly even though he nodded at the end as well.

“Ya already .. you set it, later I will tell Nadya. I will follow what you want this time. Think of it as an apology mas all this time.”

“Ya ..”