Woman Without Womb
Chapter 76 - There is No Hope

A month has passed,

Maudy carries her official divorce papers with a happy smile. No one was beside him. He really takes care of all this alone. There was not even a representative from the Farhan family at all. No one came and just wanted to be clean.

Let alone that, even until this moment Maudy still did not know the news from Farhan at all.

“Completed ... relationship I completely finished.”

“Good dong then,” between Hermawan directly embrace Maudy. “Now you are really free, you can do whatever you like and do not need to think about them anymore. Must be happy, right?”

Maudy nodded.

“Ah .. I miss mama deh,” he said as he stepped towards the meatballs. “Mang two yes. One does not need to use vegetables. The other one is complete.”

Hermawan followed Maudy and pulled the chair in front of her and sat right in front of Maudy.

“This ... You really don't want to tell me about your nyokap? That means .. Who knows if you are really worried. Even if he doesn't look for you at all. As a matter of fact, you can know the news nyokap lu.”

Maudy stopped the shirt. He played the end of the straw in his hand. For this problem, Maudy raised her hand. He kept trying to find a way out. But it can never be at all.

“Gini deh Wan .. how if your condition has been expelled indirectly as nyokap you. Make in the future you keep telling your nyokap or how?” maudy asked and sighed. “Mau ngabarin too, I seem to have a presumption that this nyokap I do not love me anymore. At least ... He also doesn't consider me his son anymore.”

“Who said?” ask Hermawan to make Maudy shut up. “Gue know anyway .. The old man is not all good. There are also evil ones. But this is your assumption, right? Even though you feel like you're not going to worry, you're still your son, right? How ... If without you know, he's worried. Your worries are where. What else you nyokap this condition does not know that you are divorced, right?”

Maudy nodded.

“Gue fear ..”

“Means?”

“Mission neng .. bang,” by the meatballs while placing their orders.

Maudy laughed. “We eat first, only later on.”

“Ready!”

***

“Thank you for your time in the last two months. I hope that in the future there will be a project that is much more valuable, and .. can I ask for a number mbak?”

Maudy reached into his wallet and took out his business card.

“Not this one mbak,” reject his co-worker named Mario. “Number outside the office. So I can contact mbak if anyone wants to talk about.”

Maudy turned first to Hermawan who was still tidying up all the tools there. The man did not like it until Mario asked again to make Maudy immediately mention his phone number.

“Good mba .. I think we're the same age. Who knows, we could be friends there. So if later I have to call mbak. Call name only yes.”

Maudy smiled widely and nodded again.

“By pleasure, Mario ..”

“Ya already mbak, I say yes.”

Maudy again bowed politely until Mario left before her. “Duh ... rather difficult yes speaking formal kayak earlier,” complained Maudy directly sitting in the restaurant chair.

“Ya .. I'm beautiful,” Maudy's lead while wagging her hair.

“Iya deh .. I don't want bales deh. You will no longer be in the mood. You girl ye kan. If the mood is bad. Later on everything gets hit. Including me...”

Maudy. He looked at everyone who kept passing by. Many couples. Ah it feels that if it is gini, Maudy must realize the same herself if she already has no partner at all.

“Wan ... so independent women are about the weight of not yes?”

“That means ..”

“Ya ... from loneliness, there is no solitude, and until I have to continue working until old age? Yes, no one charges me anymore. That's why I'm the same as you. It's delicious on its own, isn't it? Continue ... anticipate if you will feel lonely anyway?”

“And there is me.”

Maudy fell silent, looked at Hermawan and smiled, shaking her head.

“Mana can .. you know for yourself if someday you will meet the woman you like. You must be dead, right? That means we have to keep our distance. Because I don't want to be a woman who hurts the hearts of other women.”

“Indeed,” his speech was cut off along with a sigh heard. “Lu no intention to find another man? You can get married again and live in peace. Without having to think about work, without having to worry about loneliness. You can still and I'm sure, many who want to be the same you.”

“Where would anyone want to be like a woman like me?”

“The kid that was? Si Mario ... he seems to like the same loh you,” make clear Hermawan. “And here I am sure very much that he knows your age far from him. But he asked for your number, right?”

“That's because he doesn't know how I am, right?”

That difficult? Hermawan sighed in silence. He doesn't know what to do if it's like this. He really didn't want to see the sad Maudy again for some reason.

“Rasanya ... a lot of who would want to be like you. If it's Farhan, maybe he's not the best for you. Sure, I'm sure. Very sure if there will be time for you to meet the same men who match you.”

Maudy again and again shook her head.

“Who wants the same woman can not get pregnant like me?” clarify Maudy at the end. “The person who married is definitely dreaming of a child. If you know I can't get pregnant. They will also be gone, right?”

“...”

“Gue no longer believes. I used to say Farhan that it is not the same problem as this one. But ... a few years later even this kind of incident right? So no longer do I believe the same man's talk.”

“Maudy,” call Hermawan. “Gimana .. if around you, there are men who love you equally. You really don't care about your situation. Because he loves everything in you. And he's serious, how are you going?”

“...”

Maudy was completely silent, not knowing how to respond.

“The story, that real men love to die with you and want to live together. Your love of happiness is relentless. Will be the best treatment for you.”

Maudy laughed and nodded.

“Gue ... no intention to marry again and if there is a male that sincere. I'm gonna tell him to find a girl who's a lot better suited to him. The one who can give him descent is not like me. So ... the answer is of course not. I won't accept.”

“Maudy ...”

Hermawan can only stare resignedly and do not know what else to do. He resigned. Choose to do as usual. There is no more hope. At all.