Woman Without Womb
Chapter 39 - Both Selfish

From inside Maudy's room that had been resting immediately clucked violently. The night was interrupted again because of Farhan. He pulled out a blanket and put on a sandal. He came to the door and opened it violently.

“What the heck .. is this terrible and you even make a scene? Duh, what the hell,” exclaimed Maudy who was very upset not playing.

“By mas enter? Someone wants to say the same to you and this is as important as all the stupid agreements you make.”

“Stupid? I'm not stupid, but I'm smart. Wh why? Starting to get scared because I can master all this? Yes, I have a mas .. any love I want will not make you poor. I can still be rich without you.”

“Mas never angry with what you do,” honestly Farhan with confidence. “Mas doesn't care what you want. What you have made to live here is also Nadya. He told me not to divorce you. You should be grateful to him for Nadya. You're still here. I don't know how you are if you dumped you from the beginning.”

Maudy's heart ached to hear it all. She had to smile thinly as she continued to look at her husband. He chuckled softly and ended up shaking.  

“I don't need it mas, I can live it myself. If you think I am overwhelmed if not the same you, of course you are wrong mas. Because I can do everything myself. Everything about you is nothing.”

“Woah, you are so arrogant,” replied Farhan while standing back to Maudy and continued to look at the balcony of Maudy's room whose door was still closed. “If you don't meet me, I'm sure you'll never get rid of this all right? Your and your family's degrees also go up because of. No need to be arrogant, not clear. It means nothing. Facts always say that life without mas for you will always be at the lowest point of your life.”

Maudy's right hand began to clench.

“If you put me in that position just like you put Nadya in the same position. Because Nadya and I are both in the same family and we live full of happiness because of your finances. So, yes break even right?”

Farhan clucking.

“But you are the same Nadya is different.”

“Woah, different yes?” answer Maudy. He came to a small table in his room and took out a photo of him with Nadya. He nodded confidently making Farhan turn his head in curiosity, no sound from Maudy.

His eyebrows were raised, confused. When she saw Maudy silently staring at the photo of herself and Nadya.

“Why diem?”

“Nggak .. I just watch this. But it's true, I'm the same Nadya is different. We are twins but everything is different. Although this does not rule out the possibility that you fall in love with me first than Nadya right?” ask him who made Farhan shut up.

“...”

“I also remember how someone used to beg me because of his love ranking. He said everything in me was making him happy and now boom he's cheating on me with my own twin sister. The one from the baby is the same as me. From there I started thinking.”

“Means?” farhan asked because Maudy was silent for a moment at his talk.

“Ya thought that the man was not far from me. Want to do anything, everything does not close the fact that I am still the winner of all this, right? Until the woman you love is not far from me. Duh .. sorry. But I think your taste is down.”

“Ah .. so because of this you always send a chat with Nadya and bully her indirectly so?”

Maudy's forehead shriveled. He never did that at all. Even Maudy has always avoided connecting with them and has been quiet for a few days. Because he never related all the problems with his family.

“Why silence? Shocked because I know this? So people don't like to be bad. So really up to talking rude things with his own sister. Do you not realize that what you are doing is evil with Nadya? Don't you know if your sister is pregnant?”

“Whatever,” reply Maudy. “I never felt like sending a strange message to that woman. So, yeah, I don't feel it at all. You're the only time you've overdone it so.”

“You dare to talk like that?”

“YA BECAUSE I DO NOT DO ALL THAT,” reply Maudy who began not accept. “I am not you who are always hypocrites. I'm honest and if you don't believe you can check my HP!” maudy exclaimed while thrusting her HP.

Farhan pulled it and threw the origin towards the mattress.

Maudy was silent, her heart as if it was trampled so hard it was crushed to nothing. He stared at Farhan's departure from his room and ended up slamming the door.

Body shaking.

“What mas Farhan really does not care about me anymore?” said him trembling. “I have no feelings since this incident. Why does it feel so sick. All this time I was just a shadow he said that and never knew if it felt this sick when he heard from his own mouth.”

“Lalu ... what should I do again?”

***

Sunlight began to enter the edge of the curtains to make a sweet woman who was still asleep began to wake up. Maudy began to blink and groan. He woke up and relaxed his aching body.

“DUH .. Because of over thinking, I can't sleep. Don't know, today will run how.”

For Maudy, her sleep was the most important thing. That's what he learned during his work. Because once he misses his sleep, then his work will be easily neglected. The arranged plan will be destroyed if he has met the same word ‘ cursed' then he must get the right sleep time.

Maudy quickly cleaned herself up and put on her formal clothes. He came to the kitchen after everything was done. Until her steps stopped right in front of the milk rack pregnant women. His hand was floating in the air and he shook his head, pulling his arm again.

“I don't need to be good anymore with Nadya. He has begun to dare to slander me, maybe even in the future he will be more evil as me. So why am I still taking care of her needs, right? No use at all ..”

The woman stepped into the kitchen and chose to cook vegetable soup with fried chicken. After a while he heard footsteps and saw Nadya approaching him.

“Kak .. kok milk I do not exist?” nadya exclaimed when she saw the dining table was empty with no food at all. “Usually my sister already needs me. But this why nothing at all on the table?” nadya started to protest.

“Create what your sister needs. When you have slandered brother.”

Nadya was silent and laughed.

“Aaaa .. how sis? Surely it hurts to talk about it the same husband himself. Duh, mas Farhan story is all again the same me and one yes .. Farhan's taste is not down. But Farhan only realized that his taste was not brother. She only realized after meeting me and knew that I was really a dream woman that many people like, wong. What matters is that now my brother has lost and now Farhan is mine. Not a sister anymore.”

Maudy turned and looked at the sister.

“Nad ... Do you like your sister? Mending immediately said the same with Farhan. I'm sure that she'll divorce me but because you're the one who got divorced. She cannot divorce me. After all with you tell Farhan mas you are definitely not dealing with me anymore, right? We can live on our own path and you don't need to want a sister anymore. Brother will also go far from you.”

“Kakak has been sincere ... Take it all,” said Maudy. “You also took everything, right? Until all this is not left at all.”

Nadya laughs.

“Duh ... I'm still not satisfied nih, his chalk” makes Maudy growl. “Kak, what brother rasain is indeed because of all my plans. But I want more, more and more. Until brother can not dwell and brother himself has heard, right? If I want to see until my brother bends his knees at my feet. I want to see the sad side of my sister until no one else believes in it. Duh I can't wait.”

“Good yes ..”

“I don't care so until I haven't seen my sister. I couldn't have asked Farhan to divorce her brother. I want to see my brother here. Until whenever it is.”

“Whatever, brother gives up. You really have been in the same dark as the crime and you do not know what else to say.”

Maudy again cut the ingredients for the vegetable soup while Nadya just shrugged indifferently. Then choose to take bread. He'll make breakfast bread for Farhan. No matter the fact that her sister also made breakfast.

Nadya looked at Maudy's back and laughed faintly.

“Until any time I will never let go of my sister so. I'm gonna hold my sister's brackets in this uncomfortable house. I'm gonna make my brother's life tormented. My son and I are going to make my brother worse. I promise and I will be happy with myself who used to be tormented! Until you feel the pain I feel right first."