Woman Without Womb
Chapter 11 - Old Wounds

For two weeks, Maudy worked in the same office where Hermawan worked. He was included in the division that would always promote the products of the company and during the two weeks that also Maudy enjoys with his workers.

In fact, work became an activity that made Maudy completely forget all about her work. He spends time with his work until he forgets all the sadness he has and this is the one that made Maudy not cry the last few days.

However, it still hurts to see Farhan who is making out freely with Nadya in front of him.

“I go home ..”

Maudy put the shoes on before entering and the first sight she saw was Farhan hugging Nadya from behind. He stopped walking before taking a breath and went back on the road like nothing had happened.

“Maudy ..”

“Ya?” step stopped.

“You know it's been almost a month married to your sister and mas no honeymoon at all. Because now there is empty time. Mas want to ask for permission from you if the same mas Nadya want a vacation with.”

Maudy's heart felt squeezed and she tried to smile in the middle of her pain.

“Why should you talk to me? Not that you can be free to do what you want to do? Don't be pretentious to be a good husband who asks my permission. If in fact you deliberately make me hurt doang.”

Farhan turned Maudy's body to look at her.

“Two weeks, Maudy .. for two weeks I really let you do whatever you want. Even mas never angry if you forget not to cook breakfast, or do not clean the house. What else since your work is like forgetting your identity as a wife. Butwhat? With Nadya's kindness, he asked mas not to be angry with you.”

Maudy glanced at the sister who even lately did not dare to look directly at her. Then he squealed.

“What's the bad Nadya is with you? He who always defends you even when you want to be angry with you. Mas is wrong, I realize that mas is wrong with you. But with you who turned out to be just as careless as it was actually childish for mas. You are like a woman who has never been educated at all. Where have your parents been all this time?!”

With emotion Maudy threw the bag she was carrying. He walked forward while pointing at them making Nadya as Farhan continued to step back.

“Listen yes! All this time I grew up alone,” Maudy exclaimed as she pointed at her body. He began to shut up and rubbed his hair.

Is this not a nice gift when he comes home from work? He was tired of being busy at the office. But the right to go home even in welcome kayak gini.

Really, Maudy preferred her house to kayak a few days ago. A time when they are like people who do not know each other and just keep quiet.

“Dan .. so far the world of mother and father just centered on your second wife. I'm like a lost child who's not being noticed at all. Yeah .. except for dad, because sometimes dad still sings the same as me. But that's rare!! The rest I take care of everything myself.”

Maudy looked annoyed at them and wanted to hit. But his hand only stopped in the air and he shouted furiously.

“Gue is already at your same hate point. Okey! I can't get pregnant. I can't give you offspring. But if you don't like it, you should talk from the beginning! You tell me. Lu—

Maudy gave a rough sigh. He tried to calm himself down until he looked back at them.

There was Nadya who had looked at him with fear just as Farhan was looking at him with annoyance.

“Gini aja deh .. I no longer want to find a storm. But I guess if you squirm I can't control my emotions at all. I feel really angry and than you guys squirm I'm angry all the time. You guys can't just tell me. Kayak yesterday. I'm even more comfortable like that than you bring me into your lives.”

“Maudy .. instead of that, all this time I just want you to open. Or you who begin to make peace with the same situation. You must realize that here the position is not someone else for you. You married your sister. But here you keep the wife. But, with you who ask you not to bother you. I think that's a big mistake. Because if that mas laspin. What we have is going to be more broken and mas do not want it until it happens.”

“Whatever ... Come on, what did you want? Just want to ask permission for honeymoon with Nadya right? Don't ask for permission. You I am free to do anything because I don't care either. Now, it's up to you. What do you want cake, I don't care at all.”

“You are so anyway ..”

“You thought to yourself. My heart still hurts if you take the facts about you and now casually you ask for this? You always feel guilty about me. But if you feel guilty. You will never look at your guilt side as I do.”

Farhan.

“Every day I just see you who are free to make out with Nadya. You don't think I'm sad about all that. The man I used to be with now I have to see other women. It's sad .. if I could say. I had better come with my father then than to cheat on all of this and moreover you seem to reveal about my imperfections.”

Maudy smiled faintly and rubbed her stomach.

“It took me years I could accept all this. Even when the doctor was diagnosed, I immediately went through all the changes. From your attitude to many things. Yeah .. I know it's not my fault either. It's fate but it hurts to have to accept all this. Even when no one wants to understand my feelings at all.”

“But .. when I myself still can't accept all this. You even said me mas. Make me really that broken.”

Maudy took a deep breath and patted her husband's upper arm.

“Now I'm sorry if I like to be angry, but this is also because I still can't control my emotions. But behind it all. You actually managed to be the one who hurt me, mas.”

Maudy stepped back.

“It turns out knowing you can be that sick yes mas.”