Woman Without Womb
Chapter 65 - Source of Problems
“Diary?”
During the day, when everyone is resting. Maudy deliberately headed to the back of the house and began to clean all the items that were not arranged.
He was really staring in annoyance when this house was really dirty. I think the woman later before really split with Farhan. She's gonna force her husband to hire ART to help clean this house. Given Nadya who can not cook and clean the house at all.
“This mah I really can not take off his hands really exciting while wiping the diary book he saw.”
He looked seriously when he saw Nadya's writing in High School. He glanced over and made sure no one woke up this afternoon. He chose to close the door of the warehouse area and let the windows connected to his backyard open.
“Aaa .. what book? I really don't know if Nadya likes to write diary like gini.”
Maudy began to open one by one the old book and began to read it. He was very surprised to read all the writing there.
/In the end, my plan succeeded. I made everyone hate Maudy. I really hate him. Ah but I'm really happy. Look aja .. sad face brother Maudy fit earlier in everyone's bully. But this is not the end. I'm going to make Maudy's brother hate everyone more./
/I'm getting made to hate Maudy. He made mommy and dad fight great! What the hell is grandma. Time because I just believe in Maudy. Want to take all the inheritance to Maudy's brother. Just delicious. I have rights too. I'm not going to tell you that all the inheritance belongs to Maudy./
/Argh .. Maudy's brother made me clumsy. He got good grades and I didn't. Grandma's so hot on her again right. Can't gini nih .. I'll make grandma leave this house. Let Grandma go to her old house. I won't let my parents in this house and everything will be ambiguous./
/Ashik .. Grandma finally left. But I will not allow Maudy to be free. Look ... He's been hurting me all this time. He has made me continue to be angry with grandma and continue to be different with grandma. Idih, look at it. I'm not going to let Brother Maudy go free./
/It's cool that I .. can almost make a generation in school so hate him. But who was that man? Hermawan ... I have to get to her. He can't be right next to Maudy's sister. I'll make Brother Maudy hate Hermawan. I wouldn't let Maudy have anything to defend her at all./
/Argh .. I hate that guy. He was next to Maudy. No one can make Maudy smirk at all. I will not be barin./
/Ah .. grandma why call again anyway? I can't see if my life is calm. Why does he stay angry with me. Maudy's bad times aren't me. I hate this life and I see you crying again because of Maudy. I wouldn't let Maudy live at all./
/I promise I won't see a smile on Maudy's face again. I will make Brother Maudy apologize on behalf of my grandmother and can be sorry for all the deeds in the past. I won't say that .../
There are still many other writings but Maudy can not read at all. On the lid open it up and he stared blankly at the pile of stuff in front of him. What's he been through all this time? Why can Nadya hate him to the fullest extent of the past? Though Maudy always considered Nadya the sweet who never act at all. But what is this? He did not know that Nadya had hated him that deeply.
“TAPI ... what does she mean by grandma here?” confused Maudy.
“Indeed .. granny tuh rather hard. But I never squirm at an angry grandmother for being really angry. There must be some good in it. But why did Nadya take it seriously and revenge like gini?”
Obviously Maudy remembered that their grandmother had lived in their home in a few years and since then at home to be disciplined.
“Ah ... inheritance? What legacy again. Why don't I know anything at all. Why do they seem to hide something the same as me and if Nadya is angry with grandma. Why am I even affected? Why am I the one who was wronged with Nadya? Even to this moment. Isn't this really outrageous?”
“What the hell is going on ..”
***
Maudy swallowed the saliva as she looked at her house before her eyes. She asked permission from her parents-in-law to go out. Because there is a job that cannot stay. But here he is now. He stared inside this house and entered with a racing heart.
“Assalamu’alaikum ..”
The door opened and there was a bundle of hers there staring at her in a daze.
“Why are you here? He said he doesn't want to come to this house anymore? Don't tell me you're divorced with your husband and now you're more willing to live here? Not ah .mom does not want to accommodate you. Mending you go to a place that will not be able to mother or sister you meet at all.”
“Bunda ... just relax. I know you hate me and I won't bother you at all. But there is something I want to ask the mother,” said Maudy while sitting in the hadpaan of the bundle. “Mother with Nadya has any problems with grandma?”
“Hah ..”
“I have read everything and one of the reasons mom and Nadya hate it is because of grandma. But why am I the target? What does inheritance mean? I don't need to be clear with my mother. Because you will understand the same I mean?”
“...”
“I really need an explanation of this one .. I beg you, I was curious first why you can hate that same you. Though I have tried not to hate the same mother and Nadya, I keep thinking positive and now I hear one of the reasons that make Mother and Nadya hate the same me. Yes I'm curious about the bun .. so please explain. What really happened.”
Maudy nodded.
“And I don't know because alesan what he means your father to love all his inheritance to you and of course you are angry. Mommy feels you are good just like grandma tuh want to take the attention of kayak gini. Mother does not like. Mother often fuss with your father because of this and because this is also because your father dared to yell and even hit the mother. Because your father is more martial your grandmother aka his mother.”
Maudy.
“But why did I get it? When I also do not know anything,” exclaimed Maudy who felt unfair. “I also do not want to get all the inheritance and I also never intentionally good with grandma. Let's get all this. I don't know anything either. but why mom and Nadya can be that hateful as you.”
“Actually this is all of you small .. Your grandmother just love you. Mother squirms she wants you to banding-banding you with Nadya continues. Yes mother is angry. Mother's child there are two and why only one person doang in monday?”
“...”
“Your grandmother always invited you to play and ignore Nadya. You are always bought gifts but Nadya is not. Even in the back sometimes granny is angry with Nadya because she likes to disturb you. Yes, because it .. munda is more inclined to love your sister. Because mother feels that you already have a baby but no one will defend your sister including your father.”
Maudy.
The small fitting shadows began to haunt him again. He realized that all of this had happened. He took a deep breath and shook his head.
“But .. This is not what I want. Why did my mother even turn on me. Mother also seems not to love me the same. I have a grandmother's affection. But the one who lives in my skeitar is my mother and father. But my mother doesn't like me. Even my mother doesn't seem to care about me. Why am I the one who got ..”
“Because every squirm your face, mother so keinget grandma. Mommy always inget the actions of your grandmother who made Nadya to cry and mother will never forget it at all.”
“...”
“Hate is getting deeper with horror again and again your grandmother is not acting fair. Your grandmother gave you all her inheritance. Though at that time there was still your father, there was still a mother who had rights. Its okay ... Mother understand, if your father can not fight at all and just diem aja. But it's true that it's just you who get caught. Mother does not accept it. Because Nadya also has the rights.”
“...”
“You will not understand the same what mother Nadya rasain. Mother same father is really a big storm without you knowing and it is natural that mother same Nadya is angry with you. You are selfish. Always want to get what you want. But you never pedulin Nadya at all. He is lagging behind but you keep progressing without looking at him at all.”
“Bun ..”
“Mother obviously knows that all this time has been a bad parent like you, but according to mother. That's what you deserve. You should be kept clean. To be aware of your position. Not even a gini. No, your real mom won't tell you at all. Mother wants you to understand that this world does not always run as you want.”
“I already know kok bun.”
“You mean?”
“I used to enjoy what mom said. I always dreamed that my mother could be good to me. But until now I didn't understand it at all. Not far away deh .. tuh grandmother never lived long in this house and now also netap grandmother far away in the village and never came because mother who never gave access.”
“...”
“At the time of the grandmother who was just a while here, the same mother Nadya still confessing evil things to me until this second?”
Maudy. Alesan did not enter his brain at all. She looked at her mother and could only shake her head.
“I don't understand the mother. Because of mother's frustration, my grandmother had made Nadya so hated me and therefore also mother had broken the hope of a child. Until I grow up like this. He never expected more and was always disappointed. But ... what else. It's all gone, right?”
“Ya already .. if you think so. Why did you come here again?”
“Ah yes ... actually I am confused by everyone. why irang can change just because of the legacy money?” maudy said without a purpose. “That's mom, Nadya even now mas Farhan too. You're all too in the same butain of money. You shouldn't love that same money. Money is not a forever item that will be on our side.”
“You will not understand ..”
“Ya .. I don't understand it at all. I don't understand, why the mother and the others are having this problem. I am tired of it. As if I already knew alesan mother with Nadya can hate that much as me and in my opinion. This is not a reasonable alesan at all. You're freaks. Really weird ...”
“Whatever you say, if you come just make your mother angry. The door is wide open for you to come out. Mother does not want to hear your anger. Go there ... mother does not need your advice at all and according to mother what you are doing now it is already worth you get it. So then. Don't be pretentious or anything. You are wrong and this is what you should get.”
Maudy held the doorknob and stood there.
“I also can not change mother right? Now I just want to say thank you to your mother because it has made me at this point. Thank you for taking care of me until I grow so strong. Ah yes .. I think I split with Farhan. So you don't have to worry.”
“Because there is no longer me who makes you upset, thanks .. I still love you kok,” he said before actually leaving the place.
