Woman Without Womb

Woman Without Womb
Chapter 107 - Failing?


It has been a week since Hermawan came to Maudy's house and now, the woman has also decided to leave her office and focus on her stitching efforts.


Because after Maudy promoted her efforts to social media with some testimonials that she got from some customers. Now more and more people want to buy stitches from him and that's enough to support Maudy.


Moreover, Hermawan is equally the parent has given permission. So, without a second thought. Maudy decided to leave. He also did not want to spend a lot of energy just for the endless money.


But, these days Maudy's spirit in sewing seems to disappear because Hermawan rarely goes home. The man did not give up at all because Maudy was still on the phone every night.


Hermawan is just busy with his business and can not keep coming. What else is now Hermawan is out of town, which makes Maudy increasingly diluting hopes to meet his lover.


Maudy turned around and hugged her roll very tightly.


“Udah kangen .. My mood lately is also not very good,” said Maudy while continuing to pursed his lips.


“Kak,” call Nadia from the front of the door while knocking on the door.


“Come on deck, the door is not locked,” Maudy replied with a small groan, feeling her stomach back in the loop.


Nadia opened the door and entered with her Tone, making Maudy instantly forget as much pain and get up. He shrieked softly as Nada laughed towards him.


“It's like nyariin brother deh, and I'm also cooking again. Can I ask you to take care of Nada Bentar, right? Just be brave. You see the Tone day care facility is closed again. Hence Nada will often be at home all day.”


Maudy received Nada and carried her.


“Kan, sister also told you. No need to send Nada to the kayak daycare. There is a sister of the same mother who can still take care of Nada. So, no need to waste your money ..”


Nadia rubbed her son's cheeks and shook her head.


“I still don't understand the same lesson taking care of children. There's a lot that parents should be doing to grow their child's motor and because I can't. Meningan I send Tone to the expert. Because besides being tipped in there then I can cook freely without having to bother taking care of Nada. There Nada will also learn many things. I want my son to grow up well. Let him not like me.”


Maudy looked at her sister from top to bottom and tilted her face.


“Nothing's wrong with you, so stop talking like that.”


“Tetap aja ..”


“Oh yes, Nadia,” exclaims Maudy as if remembering something. “You're still in touch with Farhan? He has no intention of looking at your son? He didn't hurt you anymore, did he? If he's still macem-macem with you. Don't hesitate to say the same brother.”


Nadia shakes.


“I still often send chatan sama Farhan. He is abroad, so he cannot come here. And ... Sometimes Farhan often also asked for video calls and he talked to Nada. Although Nada still does not understand. So, no one needs to worry brotherin.”


Maudy who heard it immediately was grateful not to play.


“Thank God it was like that. I thought he just took off his hand. But ... still yes, if he wants to meet directly with you and Nada. Don't forget to tell my sister. Anticipation only, who knows he's still macem-macem there.”


Nadia pulled up a chair and sat there.


“Oh yes sis, he looks like again deket same bule deh,” tell Nadia with passion.


Maudy watched her sister closely, there was no sad look there made Maudy quietly sigh in relief. “But ... You really don't matter, do you? That is, would not be hurt if Farhan later lived his life with other women out there?”


Nadia laughed a little.


“Why should it be a problem? I'm actually really happy. After the separation, I never imagined that I would be with Farhan again and I had thrown all those feelings away. Although sometimes a bit strange anyway, because the face of Nada almost similar to Farhan. But when I heard Farhan again with another boule, I didn't know anything. Which means I'm not jealous at all.”


“Alhamdulillah .. brother seneng dengernya then. But, you also do not be too close to Farhan huh. Occasionally say aja, do not have to cross in the other direction. Don't deal with their family anymore.”


Nadia gave a thumbs up.


“Quiet brother .. I also do not want to deal with them. Not because of revenge, they have really made peace with everything. But sometimes, I do not want to repeat again and if you want too, sometimes still like heartache. Hence ... I am not too ladenin Farhan. Unless Farhan again confides," said Nadia and then laughed a little. "We become like friends and we both live well together."


Maudy lifted Nada and approached Nadia then patted her sister's shoulder gently.


"Sister is proud of him. Oh my goodness .. it turns out that my sister is this mature. Brother really did not expect. Brother will continue to do'ain may you continue to be happy with your life choices."


Nadia blushed while tidying her hair and draping on the side of the ear.


"Oh yes, you have no intention of remarrying?" ask Maudy.


"For now I still haven't, but I also don't mean myself to make it on my own. If indeed there will be time I meet the same man and he can love the same Nada well. Maybe there is another desire for marriage. But ... Now I am not before."


Maudy nodded in understanding.


"No need to talk about me," said Nadia while looking at Maudy meaningfully. "Sister was married, not me ..."


"Yes .. how yes, until this moment there is no sign of the mother wanting to receive a proposal from Hermawan. So I don't want to be too hopeful. Afraid, the edges even hurt."


"Sir ..."


"Udah one month, Nad. One month and mom just said she wanted to keep thinking. Want to get to when? This is the most alesan mother doang, because actually the mother wants to refuse. Mommy just lurks doang time."


"Sister," muttered Nadia as she looked at her brother.


"Hahaha .. don't go to kasian to kayak sister. My sister doesn't like being loved that much. Yes, you are quite focused on your efforts. He said he wanted to cook!"


"YES!" nadia's strangulation made Nada startled and cry.


"Hihihi sorry brother, already calm sister Nada aja yes. I want to cook first," he cried, who ran away and made Maudy can only shake a little.


"Basic ..."


***


Time is getting late and Nadia is already with Nada again. Nadia is currently delivering orders and Nada has never been absent to join. So, at home there is only Maudy and her parents who are busy with their respective affairs.


Maudy groaned and straightened her body.


"Aish, the hours of twitching the same yarns are not good either. Just seal his back."


Maudy put on her home cellop and got up from her sewing place and headed towards the balcony. He breathed deeply into the scent of the air in the afternoon.


"Today I became more at home since opening this business and once out most to the supermarket to buy home needs. Or not just buy the same fabric material yarn doang. The rest I spent time at home and not just that .. I never even came to the apartment again."


Maudy sighed deeply, suddenly the pain came back wrapped around her stomach. Trudgingly he went back inside and ended up sleeping on the bed while continuing to curl up. Because of the pain that really bothered Maudy.


"Argh, what a habit, every monthly guest comes must be the first day of pain continues. I used to work until my first leave because I never could stand it. But, until now it still hurts like this."


Maudy continued to moan until tears kept holding her aching stomach.


***


Hermawan stretched his body when the client just left from before him. For five hours, he sat down formally while presenting the business he wanted to live and fortunately the fatigue was comparable because the person was willing to donate shares for his business. Finally, his task in finding funds was completed. Now Hermawan just focus on his business, so that people who already intend to work together feel profitable from the effort that Hermawan wants to live.


"I didn't see Maudy for a long time either."


He opened his phone and looked up at the reminders on the phone screen. "Well, it's time Maudy came in for a monthly guest. Duh, he must be in pain again."


Immediately Hermawan took his car keys and drove to the nearest pharmacy. He bought medicine for Maudy and then Hermawan went to the supermarket. He also bought snacks and chocolate for Maudy.


"Hopefully Maudy's mood is not bad," Hermawan hoped. "Gue was just afraid that he would explode again because of the pain and even said the things that hurt his family."


Hermawan glanced at the clock on his wrist. It took two hours to get to the town where Maudy lived. But Hermawan did not care and still went to get there at high speed.


***


At half-ten, Hermawan just arrived at Maudy's house. He pressed the doorbell and before long Salma opened the door.


"What's wrong? tumben you come fitting malem kayak gini and if not wrong Maudy said you were out of town and lost you came just because kangen doang. You should be able to hold yourself back. Tomorrow back again."


Hermawan held the door when Salma's mother wanted to close the door to make Salma's mother sigh and open again.


"I just want it because Maudy can't be connected at all. He's all right, isn't he? He's not angry, is he?" asked Hermawan who tried to ignore the dislike gaze shown with the mother of Salma.


"How angry? maudy's people are fine. He was in the room and nothing. You're a freak, even accusing my child of not believing in this."


"Thank God then."


Hermawan gave the package he had bought to Salma's mother.


"If so, I want this nitip aunty," pinta Hermawan. "I'm sorry if my arrival interfered. God willing, tomorrow I come again here and once again sorry if the nights are like this, I disturb the rest of the aunt with another."


"What's this?" ask Mommy while looking at the contents. "Kiranti?"


Hermawan.


"This date usually comes when Maudy gets a monthly guest and Maudy is always in pain every month guests come. Even in the past fitting school and college, he always took a holiday if it had entered the first day of his monthly guests. Or else he'll rest all day in the UKS."


"..."


"And after a long time no see, it turns out he still feels that. If it's work, he'll take time off to rest. So ... I thought a little bit about it and just came here. Sorry if I don't take time."


"She .. has always been so?"


Hermawan frowned confusedly and nodded. Why did his parents never know his child's habits? Why can't the mother herself know?


"Aunty doesn't know?"


Mother Salma swallows saliva. Why does he feel at the helm like this. "It's not so .. from earlier Maudy just stayed in his room doang. That's why I don't think that it's time for her monthly guests" elak mother Salma who doesn't want to look doesn't know anything about her child. "And also .. why do you always know this. From allergies, until the time comes his monthly guests."


"Because I don't want anything painful to come to Maudy because of my carelessness. That's why I always record whatever's important about Maudy. In fact, I also recorded Maudy's habits. So, I'm not wrong at all. After all ... This is like my habit and has not bothered Maudy all this time. I'm gonna keep doing all this."


"Yes .. it's up to you and thank you for being this innate. I'll give it to Maudy. You go home, it's getting late. Tomorrow come again."


Hermawan thanked me and went straight into the car.


Seeing that, Mother Salma was only able to look at Hermawan's back from behind. He continued to follow where Hermawan went until Hermawan's car disappeared behind the darkness of the night.


"Oh my goodness .. why does a new man enter my son's life, far from me who already knew Maudy from a baby. You know more about Maudy than I know nothing."


Mother Salma sighed.


"Am I really a failed mother to Maudy?"