Woman Without Womb
Chapter 115 - Storm

“Mas ... are you sure we go again?”

Maudy looked back. The car that Hermawan was driving increasingly took him away from the yard of the man's parents' house. Maudy continued to shake her husband's arm, asking to stop, but her husband's face was still visibly angry. Made Maudy go straight and end up silent. She did not bother her husband anymore.

“Mas .. I know that you are angry with your parents,” tell Maudy in a very soft voice. He tried not to intimidate Hermawan. “But, with us who immediately go that even make our image so look bad in front of your parents. They're getting mad at us and I don't want that until it happens ..”

“I really don't care,” Hermawan final

“Iya .. You seem angry really. But this is your parents. You have no right to yank at me. There are still many ways that can be done and all of them do not need to get angry like that. I do not like loh ... and stop the car in front, I do not want you to drive the car until angry like gini ..”

Hermawan said and immediately stopped his car in front. He stopped by the side of the road and lifted the car brakes while occasionally tapping his fingertips on his thighs. He fell silent and said nothing more.

“Mas ...,” call Maudy again.

Hermawan turned his head and there was only a sad look, with no spirit gaze at all. Maudy tried to calm her emotional self and she sat sideways with her husband on her face.

“Ulu .. ulu .. my husband again sad nih.”

Hermawan nodded, still sulking. “I really don't want to and can't, Maudy. They really are too much with me. If you're sure, it feels like I want to prove the same father and mother if I can also live without them. If I could live without their money. I can also make a lot of money without them.”

“...”

“I'm sad, Maudy. Many things that make me feel hurt in their heart.”

“I understand ..”

“Not just about us, but about those who always underestimate the effort I feel really sick. I grew up on my own feet. You know for yourself what I experienced fitting first?”

Maudy nodded.

Since school, they have been close. But, only Hermawan knows about his family. Maudy never knew anything about the Hermawan family. It's not Maudy who doesn't care.

He just didn't dare to ask.

After all, the thought he had at that time only knew that Hermawan was not ready to tell everything. Even Maudy did not know that Hermawan grew up with a lot of treasure. Because after school surely Hermawan will take time to work. Either be a waiter or a cashier. That guy is really a hard worker.

Maudy knows a little. How the Hermawan fought in the past.

“It feels like my life is not priced at all. If you say children today, I was born just as an asset doang. No more .. anyway. If you really lack trust. Because it really is. I was never priced at all. Even all my efforts seem not considered at all by mother and father.”

Maudy nodded and smiled.

“Nothing, the story is everything .. We face together and I want to hear your heart. I want to know everything. Don't keep everything yourself. I don't want you to torture yourself. Because there is me now. There's me who will always be next to you.”

“...”

Hermawan.

“Mas .. I want to be a useful wife for you. I don't understand if you don't believe. If you were diem doang. Then I will be impulse if your attitude was wrong. You shouldn't be evil to your parents.”

The man is silent.

“I don't know .. Even from a long time ago, I never thought of them as my parents.”

“Mas?”

“I really thought about it all. It feels that when I see others, I am always sad because Hermawan is still a teenager always feels alienated. When everyone is always on board in all things. Always be approved of his life choices. I could never understand all of that. Because .. boro-boro they will be met by my request. They can just tell me this is it.”

“...”

“It feels like my body is fitting first tired. I also have not been like now who can evade their requests. I'm still a stupid kid who usually just follow their requests. Without realizing it, I was always envious of others. Yes ... All that selfhood is lost after the horror of your life story. I thought if I needed to be grateful ..”

Maudy rubbed her husband's thin cheeks.

She felt emotion in her husband's voice.

It was as if her husband was really harboring everything himself.

He felt all that.

“Mas feels teen mas never got support. Yes, until they grow up with the thought, if they will never care the same. They just told this mas it. Yes ... eventually I became a rebellious person. Get out of this house.”

“Dan about Lisa?” ask Maudy carefully.

“Ah .. actually from SMA pas as well, the father of the same mother often take mas to meetings between companies that and there mas in the same meeting Lisa. Mother same father kayak who deliberately often make small meetings between two families. Yeah, I'm just following you. Because they still do not understand the same what they do and as I said earlier, if during adolescence, then, mas kayak chicks who follow their instructions and never refuse at all ..”

“Okei.”

Hermawan showed his finger. “Nih .. see, if it's already his fiancee. There should be a ring, right? In fact there is no ... there has never been a ‘ betrothed’ event that they mean. But, somehow parents always call it that Lisa is my fiancee.”

Maudy tilted her face.

“Kok can?”

“Entah .. and since then, I've been really angry. Because, yes mas do not want if this one business is still in their same tool. I don't want to at all. Mas want if it is a matter of concern for a lifetime mas itself that goes. So, maarah same them. But, yes as you think. They did not respond at all, mas ..”

“Mas ... geez. I'm not imagining how you feel.”

“Hahaha, stop. Everything has passed,” he answered honestly. “Dan .. after mas revolted. They are getting angry, though. They do it like this mas is a sinner. It's like they don't boast of being their children. In fact, the father had talked about being embarrassed to have a child like mas ..”

“Mas,” Shocked Maudy

A feeling of pain enveloped Maudy's heart. He was also in that position. The difference is, mother she never explicitly told herself. But these? even his parents Hermawan himself said honestly. Oh gosh. Maudy was only able to rub the back of her husband's arm.

Maudy could see the hateful look that Hermawan saw.

That look.

“Life mas never asked for this it's the same them. In fact, after adulthood my father never gave me company confidence. No. .. I never sued at all. Even good, because I don't need to worry about the company.”

“...”

“But .. I even horrified the father of the company's trust in one of his pounders who he said he believed,” cried Hermawan with a very hurt look. “Rasanya .. I don't really use that. I'm not a father's son, anyway. Why does he even give trust to others rather than his own children.”

“Iya anyway ..”

“From there, I began to understand that I was not considered an important person in my father's life. I just think I'm an asset. I married Lisa just to enrich her and enlarge her company. More hate me same him.”

“Tapi—

“No, Maudy. I can't forgive you at all. I have been hurt as much as they. I've been quiet all along. But, they even think we want to nuisance our marriage. I will not be deem. I really will never be able to get them again. I want to get away from them. So, you don't ever ask me to come back again with them.”

“Ngak kok .. just relax. I will never tell you to come back. Your wounds are too deep there and I don't want to add to them. That's enough, ma'am. But may I request one request ..”

“What is it?”

“After this we go straight home or where?” ask Maudy first

“Go back?” answered Hermawan with a little confusion.

“Then, may we return to the apartment but through your front house? Kind of muter ., but we can't go there anymore. Don't go in. Just through doang. Can ya?”

With doubt Hermawan nodded.

“I really just want to go through doang kok. There was no intention of doing anything. Please, but I don't really feel good. I think there's something stuck in there. I'll be calmer if it's past your house and mastiin if all is well.”

“But ..”

Hermawan is a little lazy to go back there. Many bad memories on every road to his house and that's one of the ways that makes Hermawan too lazy to go home.

“Mas .. I didn't ask for more and I didn't mean for you to come back with your parents. I just asked through front of your house doang. So ... I beg you, follow my request on this one,” hope Maudy let out his face. “Say ... You want to answer whatever my request is. What else you also say I am, never ask the same macem-macem you. That's why you want me to ask you for something. But what is this?”

Maudy pretended to be sad. He rubbed his upper arm, the feeling he was really uneasy. No, reason doang.

“I don't like it when you break promise—

“Okei,” by Hermawan in the end. “We'll get there. Just passing by and nothing more. Because the real mas do not want to go down and meet the mother and father in the house again. Mas afraid of getting out of control and angry with them.”

“Iya ..”

***

With all the heavy consideration, finally Hermawan again run the car and circled back the road that they had passed. There was no discussion at all, because Maudy also saw the face of Hermawan who continued to harden every time he approached the neighborhood where he lived.

Maudy did not dare to ask anything.

“Mas ... stop!” maudy slaps Hermawan's arm and Hermawan stops his car. Make some vehicles in the back honk and yell at them.

“What else is it, Maudy? You don't intend to harm us, do you?”

Maudy shook her head and looked at one of the women who was quite old walking, but looked down. Maudy kept sharpening her outlook. Until he was sure that the person he saw was indeed the person he had just seen in the Hermawan house.

“Mas,” call Maudy while continuing to stare towards the outside of the car.”That ... isn't your mother?!”