Woman Without Womb
Chapter 103 - We Marry Yuk!

“Where are you going?”

Nadia continued to be astonished by the same attitude Maudy who since last afternoon seemed different. Much more excited, as if something was waiting. And now, he even saw that his brother was wearing a nice shirt. In fact, this morning Maudy had said that he wanted to stay until their mother came home.

“No business ... You are okay at home just the same Nada? You ... brother can not miss this one business.”

“Urusan? What business kak?”

Nadia washes her hands full of dough and comes to Maudy.

"Silver usually set the agenda tuh arranged loh," cried Nadia with a doubtful tone. "And from earlier brother seems to be different aja .. so I'm sure, if this is not a business or whatever it is. Except for something very important ..."

"Udah, you don't need to know. You take care of your child, can you be alone? because you don't know, you're going home to what apartment is here."

"Yes .. can be aja sis, but really good brother right."

Maudy patted his sister's upper arm and nodded. "Who'll be sister ..."

Nadia flinched and immediately pointed at her brother in astonishment. "That's ... I think someone wants to hide my sister" cried Nadia while scrambling her hair. "But .. I also can't mean brother to make the same story me. The point is, I will do'ain brother continue and whatever event you will do, I will do'ain. I hope you get the best results."

Maudy smiled very thinly, then hugged her sister for a bit. Before entering the room Tone and peeking at the cheek of the child. After that, he took a car to visit the place intended by Hermawan.

"Hopefully this is good news" Maudy said as her hand continued to tap into the steering wheel. "If indeed Hermawan had not come to return with me. I can get an explanation from him. Our relationship is not lost."

Cars traverse a very crowded street. Until the car arrives at the restaurant. Maudy pulled the brakes and parked the car. He went down and entered the restaurant without a second thought.

"It feels .. I want to meet someone I haven't met in a while" Maudy said, touching her chest, which was pounding. "It's not like I can gini! the next one will not be satisfied, because I am busy controlling my feelings doang ..."

"Excuse me... table orders on behalf of Hermawan?" ask Maudy.

"Ah, Mr Hermawan? let me deliver ..."

Maudy followed the receptionist's footsteps and they entered one of the rooms in the middle of the other.

Once inside, Maudy was immediately served a lot of food and drinks. A lot of the food he liked was there.

Maudy laughing. "Hahaha .. This is I'm sure that Hermawan ordered all the food here. Geez, how could I not love him. When it comes to small things like this. Keep on sinking with him. I think everything in me is precious. Really deh. He was the definition of a man who would want to have many people. I guess .. I don't know any woman who got Hermawan. He's really lucky."

The woman wiped her tears. The fact that she is not a lucky woman makes her a little hurt.

"Throughout the years with Hermawan, until it turns out that each other has feelings. It turns out that there is no word of soul between us. Why ya?"

He shook his head, did not want to think anymore and chose to be busy looking in all directions. Staring at the beauty in this room, until his gaze was fixed on the one letter at the table near the entrance.

Maudy approached and opened the letter.

/Maudy. A strong woman who made me love her so much. The first woman who was always present in his heart. Every night, it feels like I just miss you and want a quick morning to come because I want to meet a figure in uniform who always smiles wide amid the many problems of his life./

Maudy took a picture of it in the envelope. Ah, there's a picture of her still wearing a uniform.

"When did Hermawan take this?"

"But .. I just realized that Hermawan has always liked me. Geez I do not imagine how sick Hermawan used to be I often tell other men in front of him. Oh, my God, I was so stupid! Why can't you realize that the guy I've been with often has the same feeling as me!"

Maudy continued cursing herself until the door opened and she could only step back.

There was a man she had missed all this time. His body seemed to be riveted, as did Hermawan who was staring in Maudy and his hands were slowly closing the door.

"Great-hearted?" call Maudy lirih.

The man approached Maudy. He glanced at the photo that was still in Maudy's hands. "Yes .. I've been in love with you for that long. From our time we were still in school and until now. I never asked for more, because by looking happy you really make me happy too. But, your last word that says tell your lupain and continue my relationship with Lisa is really the point of my heartache. Even beyond the heartache I fitting see you're on the same lap as other men."

"Great ..."

"Our meeting this time, just to set the record straight. There's something I want to talk to you about and I want to be honest about something with you."

Maudy swallowed the saliva and nodded.

"Yes, now we sit down ..."

The two sat facing each other. Maudy is really tense about her current position. He felt guilty for the baseless remarks he had said at the time. Meanwhile, Hermawan was also incredibly nervous.

Hearts popping. I saw the woman he loved sitting there. He wanted to hit Maudy and hug her very tightly. And shouted while saying that he missed the woman very much.

But, Hermawan must withstand it all ...

"Mayo ... Actually what happened to me lately is not as easy as it looks and I do this plan also on consideration a lot. Although this may hurt you, I really have thought and this is the best way. Including lost contact from you. But, even so, I'm really sorry about you. Sorry for admitting this to you ..."

Maudy nodded.

"I'm sorry because I'm angry with you. In fact, I should have heard your words first. Not playing angry .. ah, I'm so sad to say that again. You wanted to explain something, right? I'm telling you . Let me hear this!"

Hermawan laughed faintly and just nodded.

He told me about the coercive engagement he had with his parents. He also told how his parents treated him so far to tell the part of him who chose to leave and now lives to live with his savings.

"Great-hearted?" shocked Maudy

"Gue has nothing. I mean .. No one has ever heard of me. I don't want to tell you the same story, not because I don't believe in you. But I don't want to add problems with you, Maudy .. You've had many shocking life stories in your life and I don't want to add more problems ..."

"..."

"Over this time, I've been kayaking in everyone's reins. My parents never treated me well. Butwhat? behind all the sadness, I just found happiness with you doang and that makes me fall in love with you more. Hence, pas denger you ngusir me. It feels like my whole world is destroyed. There is no more grip in my life—

Maudy immediately shook her head and moved towards Hermawan. She hugged Hermawan tightly making the man smile thinly and returned a warm embrace that had always been her most comfortable place.

"Never say that! I'm sorry .. yesterday I was emotional doang, so talk about it. I don't want to lose you in my life either. You were the best and after you left, it felt like my world was destroyed ..."

"Maudy .. you know, a few months without your voice really means the real pain!" obviously Hermawan cupped Maudy's cheek. "Gue doesn't care if they think I'm better or what. Because what is there is like that. I'll never forget everything that's on you."

Maudy.

"Great .. I'm not really a good friend to you."

"Hey?" call Hermawan and then dodge him.

"I should be aware of the same situation that you are in. Not busy talking about my sadness. I even self-delivered myself doang and ngelupain if there are you also who live with problems .. even yesterday, I was evil with you .. I said that not ..."

"..."

"But, before you completely cut off your life. I want to be honest, if actually since I divorced Farhan. I know a little bit about the feelings you have for me. I realize that you are very important in my life ..."

"Honestly, at first I tried not to care about your feelings. I think you also have no intention to make the feelings real, right? After all, who wants to be with a widowed woman and can't have a child like me?"

"Maudy .. please stop talking like that," upset Hermawan made Maudy scowl

"Kan, the truth is so ..."

"Okay, it's not good to say something like this."

"Yes! I'm sorry ...," the whining of the woman made Hermawan laugh thinly and shook his head.

"Continue?"

"Yes .. I also have a position not to marry. I was really afraid to get to know men again. I don't know where it is, I feel that men are just good at the beginning and end up the same as Farhan. Therefore, there is no desire to marry again. All I want is to be happy with myself ..."

"..."

"Until, it turns out I realized, if all this time trying to deny my feelings to you. For fear of all the shadows of the past. I tried not to love anyone, but after you left my life. I just realized that I really lost you. I need you in my life."

"..."

"For a few weeks, I kept trying to get in touch with you. Even though it feels so good. You really have no news at all. And from there I realized, if it turns out my life becomes empty just no you. That's why I try to stay conscious until I'm at my conscious point. If I like you ..."

Hermawan smiled very thinly.

"I really love you. But, the world I destroyed back at the woman came and slapped me without any element. I'm angry dong. I don't know him. But why would he dare slap me. Until it turns out I was kicked out of his mouth if he was your fiancee ..."

"Maybe, if you're aware. Right there I'm actually like a woman who's ling ling. Not because of fear of other employees. Nor is it because of the shame of being slapped by others in public. But, I'm more surprised because of the horrors of his speech."

"Maudy?"

Maudy shook her head, asking Hermawan not to interrupt her first. He wanted to finish everything that stuck in his heart.

"Gue is really very dear to you .. but fitting malem it you dateng to the apartment. I don't think I know what to do, so without realizing I'm even talking about telling you to go. In my heart, I don't want you to go. I don't want to if you're the same woman. I want you to be the same me ..."

The more expressed the contents of the heart, Maudy's face was getting red. He covered his face until Hermawan took his hand and looked seriously.

"Maudy .. We marry yuk!"