Woman Without Womb
101 - Hermawan's Decree

“Lupain that woman, choose Lisa. Mother can't help you at all!”

Hermawan groaned, frustrated. He ruffled his hair and stared intently at the bundle without taking a look at it at all.

“Bun .. Mother is a mother right? Mommy must understand how I feel, right? Why do you not understand that now his son is trapped. Can't do anything. Come, bun. Please, help me .. Dad can't be harepin at all. I can't accept this match. I want to be with Maudy Doang. Mommy knows right?”

“At first mom agreed you with her. But, now it's not. Women cannot have children and are widowed. What did someone else say? No. Mother does not want to be the center of attention of many people. Mother does not want if our family reaches other people's gosipin! Until when will never agree.”

“Bun .. I'm a mother's child. My happiness is above anything, right? Mommy does not want to see her son happy? Mommy wants to squirm her son tormented between marriages? And this is a lifetime ..”

Her mother turned the magazine around and got up.

“Until anytime can't! You just don't want to accept this situation? You have to be self-biased and you are sure, you can accept everything. Marriage is not always scary. It's for your own good, right? Mother same father, just want you to live well after adulthood. So you don't need to throw this job. You just sit still, because the results of the combination of these two companies are really big ..”

“Bun .. Come on, I don't care about any money. Mother same father bring aja it's company. No use to me! I just want to be happy! All this time my life was depressed because it was the mother of the same father and now, I just want to be free! I just want to live without your coercion again.”

Hermawan took a deep breath. He reached his own barrage.

“Ayolah .. Mommy never felt like I was the same? From childhood until now always my life! I am an adult. I don't want to live under your pressure. I also have a plan and plan I'm much different from what mom and dad love.”

“Dad does not want to know, what else cares about your life planning. Which means nothing at all. You stay nerusin father's business and marry the same of our choice. Why is it so hard?” it was obviously the father who came down from the second floor.

“You are our son and we are your parents. So it's natural that we worry about your life and we also love everything best for you. So, you do not have to be tired of work. You follow our will.”

Hermawan looked disappointed at his two parents. In fact, Hermawan always gave his parents a chance. In the hope that they will change. But instead of changing, the ambitions of his parents even greater.

As if there is no satisfied word at all and they will do everything to get what they want. Including at the expense of his own son's happiness.

“Actually ... my existence in the mother's life is the same father for what the hell?” wonder Hermawan. “Which I know ..all parents out there, live only for the happiness of their children only. But why did you never think of that? You guys never thought I was your kid to be prioritized? You never know if I am happy or unhappy. You also never have my choice at all ... I'm just a slave who was forced to follow what you said.”

“Nak ... This is also for your good!”

Hermawan.

“No, this is not for my good at all. It's for the good of mom and dad. You guys always close your eyes and tell me it's for my own good. In fact, I don't feel well ..”

Hermawan got up and sat down again. So it continues. Until he was really upset and could only squeal.

“I'm tired .. selfish parents like you guys are actually making inner pressure know no anyway! His egoism reaches the crown. You don't think that I want to or don't.”

“But we don't want you to be bullied by someone else? If only you had gone in the wrong direction. Surely they will get you easily. Surely you will not be strong with their insults and we just do not want you to get all the bad insults from them.”

“It's been decades and you guys are still sinking the same it all.”

Hermawan pointed to the entire house that was once filled with large family photos. But since he was rich, his parents lowered him.

“Where lies the conscience of father!”

“You were a kid back then! You won't understand,” replied his father with a snarl.

“It seems .. it should be fathers who thank them. If they don't behave like that. I certainly wouldn't have worked so hard until I was at this point. They also have a share that makes a successful father like gini.”

“But what ... dad even dyed everything.”

“DAN STOP!” screeched Hermawan while pointing at his father. “Stop, so the most hurt person on earth. Dad was just the part of them that insulted us. Dad just want to fit them ngusir us because they do not want to give food. Though behind it all, there are still many good ones equal us!”

Mother same her father silent.

“Dan evil is just the sister of father doang. But the others are always good to us! They also love the father capital right? They also gave us a lot of food. I can handle everything because of them.” Hermawan tried to remind his father. “Why, just one person who confessed. But I even generalized everything. Though they are also always good with us.”

Hermawan took a deep breath.

“And you know nothing ... even a father who seems evil! Father who forgot everything. Fathers who fight all their struggles. Daddy's like a nut forgets his skin and it's always me who comes to them to apologize, but what? They forgive the attitude of father and mother. They're translating. You guys are nagging me in gini, but I'm shy ..”

The hermawan stood up again.

“And now .. Please father and mother live with your ambitions. An ambition that will never be completed. You live your life as you want. Without me.”

“Nak,” call her mother and then shake her head

Hermawan.

“Mother and I apologize if it turns out our attitude makes you not like. But, don't talk about leaving our lives. Because we only have you. So, please pull back your talk yes.”

“I'll pull my talk, if you're the one who allowed me to finish this match. Because until anytime, I will never want to be forced to live long term I.”

“...”

“No, this is not because of Maudy at all. Even if I didn't know Maudy, I would never be in a mate. This is my second life. Live to two me with another woman. So, I don't want to be forced at all.”

The hermawan stopped with a hunting breath. He glanced at his parents. They are still silent. Without saying anything.

They are just as determined as their own desires.

Hermawan went to his room. A call from his parents he ignored. He went in and out with a bag full of his own.

Bragh, Hermawan throws the bag and the contents scatter.

“What is this!” said the father while looking at everything

There are only certificates belonging to Hermawan and car letters and other facilities. His father looked at Hermawan and again scrambled all the letters. One question lingered in his head, why did Hermawan collect all the assets he already loved? Why are all the letters there?

“Hermawan ... explain! What do you mean love all this. No, I don't want to accept any of this.”

“Not his own father said?” hermawan exclaimed to make his parents confused.

“Nak ... You mean what the hell? Sit down first. We're talking all right. Don't be rash like gini and what does it mean that you collected all this?”

Hermawan took a deep breath.

“Daddy itself said .. if I just lift my foot from this house if you don't want to follow what you want and now I've raised my hand. I love all the assets that my father has loved me and I want to live freely without any money from you.”

“...”

“But ... You really can't find out about me at all! With all my assets, you have no rights in my life. Until whenever it is!”

“Great!” snapped dad. “Daddy takes care of you not for kayak gini!” he threw all the letters including the keys to the car at Hermawan. “Take again and enter the room, there! Don't worry. How would you live out there if there were no us!”

“I don't care, I prefer the word free. On appeal to anything. So, don't set me this. It's my choice. My own father told me that time, didn't he? So ... You can't force me anymore. It's my life and I'm free to do anything.”

“Wan ..”

Hernawan took a breath. He averted his eyes, not wanting to look into the eyes of his mother who was already filled with tears.

“I'm sorry if all this time you've been taking care of you. I'm sorry that I've made your lives so difficult. I'm also sorry if I've been a useless child until the opposition like gini. But, yes ... I am not strong enough to live under your pressure.”

“Nak ..”

“I just want to say, I'm disappointed with mom and dad. And I can only hope that if you realize, your attitude is very toxic. You guys have gone too far. I hope you guys wake up and come back. Because money is not always good. Not forever money can make life happy.”

Hermawan approached his parents with doubt. He nodded, believing in himself.

Before finally hugging his parents. No reply from them made the man's heart even more chaotic. He smiled very thinly as he stepped back. His parents were not really struggling and just kept quiet.

Hermawan smiled very thinly.

“I said ...,” he said before turning around and stepping away. Hermawan strengthens his heart to step, even though his legs feel heavy. He turned his head, looking at his weeping mother while calling her name. He wanted to attract Hermawan but his father Hermawan instead held his wife.

“Udah .. justin, let's see how strong he lives out there. It will never be. Uda, you're caged and we'll wait until Hermawan comes back to us. People who do not have money, will not be able to refrain from living. So, he must have come back.”

“But mas .. not, do not let Hermawan go.”

Her husband screamed furiously and continued to hold his wife's body. Until Hermawan's body disappeared behind the door and her body was released by her husband. But he couldn't help himself and sat under the couch.

“Mas .. You heard all your children's talk? You do not think, if the talk of him there is actually?” ask the wife while crying. “With all the stories of Hermawan, you still choose your ego, mas?! On the appeal of your own child. Come on, treasure is important. I will never be able to deny it at all. But still the boy was everything. He was always at the top level. But, why don't you even want to huddle at all?”

His wife got up and looked angrily at her husband.

“If you get Hermawan to anyone out there, you will be responsible and I will not forgive you at all! Even though you are my husband, still the most important Hermawan. Go you, mas!”

Hermawan's father clucked, he left his wife who was still roaring indistinctly. Until he was behind the door of his room. He looked and looked at his wife.

“Now, whatever ... important mas only ask you to think alesan fit so that Lisa's parents do not amrah with us. Find the most fitting alesan, let him know that Hermawan is all right. Mas, do not want until this matchmaking is eliminated. Could lose us. As long as you buy time, let the mas seek the existence of Hermawan.”

“Mas!” surprised his wife. “You still think of others on the appeal of your own child? Come on mas ..”

“Whispering ... have already done what you asked for. Just mas doang who can think realistically,” he said

His wife looked angry.

"MAS! HERMAWAN IS FAR MORE IMPORTANT THAN ANY OF THAT."

"Mas, don't care. Do it, or you go with Hermawan there!"

Make his wife's body back to melt. He looked at the door and out of the house. “What should I do?”