Woman Without Womb
Chapter 64 - Maudy's Appeal
“Iya .. I do not know the answer I made you disappointed or not. But that's what I want to do. I have not expected more of anything in this world other than to part with you.”
“...”
“The message is selfish, but this is the best way.”
Maudy put the p3k box on the table very slowly and got up to sit next to Farhan. They were both silent with very different feelings.
“Mas nasty huh?”
“Very ..”
“Can't you change and come back the same? I don't want to talk nonsense or false promises again but really will try to make you not angry. In other words, I will not do anything you do not like anymore.”
“Telat mas ..”
“You don't want the same all the memories in our lives?” farhan exclaimed suddenly while staring at Maudy. “Even we are dating cannot be said to be undaunted. You also do not want to do my business so you can accept me? I've done a lot of Maudy and you want all this done just because of this problem?”
“Because for me this is no small matter,” honest Maudy with guilt feelings. “Maybe you can say that. But not for me. It's just like a big deal that I can't stand to stay here. I am tired of mas. Problems keep coming since you married Nadya.”
“Lepasin used to be that problem. Please, don't make this more complicated. I just want you to think about all the memories. You also have to take all the goodness that you love. Before the same mas Nadya, surely there are many memories that we make and you want to lupain it all so?”
Alea's hand gripped the edge of her shirt. He was reluctant to respond for fear of giving up and instead returned the same to them. But according to Maudy, this is the best time to talk to each other. Plus there was nothing more emotional so they could talk about this with a cold head.
“Mas .. to be honest. Have you ever felt guilty about me?” maudy asked with high curiosity. “From which I almost admit stupid things, from me which every malem cry. From the angry me it is not clear. Or I can not control my feelings at all and even angry with you. Have you ever felt guilty anyway mas?”
“Sure aja ..”
“Keep if you feel guilty with me. What made you not change and even like this?”
No answer at all was heard. Made Maudy chuckle softly.
“Udah nothing can be explained at all right mas? You just feel guilty. It is not that you feel guilty from the bottom of your heart. You never know what your mistake is and I hate it all.”
“But ... don't hold this issue. We have to forget all that and start living in a new step and will continue to try so that you do not feel neglected at all in our next life? If you really want to stay again the same mas and not be divorced.”
“But unfortunately I keep as strong as I want. So sorry to mas.”
“Maudy ..”
“Divorce is not as easy as you think. Do not care that much and need a long process.”
Maudy was very understanding and she could only nod.
“If you don't want to, let me take care of you. I'm ready for the divorce papers too, right? You just sign it and make it next, let me just take care. You stay relaxed. No need to worry at all. So don't talk about anything. Anyway you stay just take care of it aja.”
Farhan looked down at Maudy.
Failed again to induce him. He instantly racked his brain so that Maudy could agree to what he wanted.”
“Keep if the label is from a tuh how?” tanya Farhan stared intently at Maudy.
“Means?”
“Iya .. label from person. If we split the same mas, there must be many who look at you one eye right? You must be considered ugly by many people. Either you have failed, or you cannot defend your own household. So there must be a lot of people who think you are ugly.”
“I don't matter.”
“...”
“Lagian, I prefer to look at the same bad people I do not know and the effect is just a short heartache doang. Because either I do not know him or I do not want to know him. It's different if I'm in this house. I hurt the same people I know and the effect is much more painful.”
“You all did split up?”
Maudy looked in Farhan's face and an anxious look was completely visible in his eyes. Ah Maudy became a little aware of what made Farhan so worried about it.
“Mas ... if you are worried about it is an inheritance problem? Calm down .. I will not be that bad for grabbing your position. I will say slowly with mommy and daddy if you keep being the top priority of their heritage and your relationship will also be much better.”
“...”
“I don't want to label myself a bad person. I don't want my decision to make a lot of people sick. So, yes, you calm down. If I wasn't going to be that selfish to do what I wanted. So ... don't hold me just because you're afraid of losing your legacy.”
“...”
“Because, to be honest I can't wriggle your love for me. Everything is faded and all our memories in the past are not saved at all.”
“Maudy ..”
“We are both different directions. You with your life and me with my sorrow. So do not need to defend what you do not need to defend at all. You are quite concerned about what makes you happy and what makes you happy is just Nadya the same as my child candidate.”
Maudy stood up while hugging the p3k box she had stacked earlier. He stood in front of Farhan.
“Your happiness is just them, not me. Women you can not love children and have disappointed you a lot.”
Maudy was greatly relieved as she walked away to leave Farhan, who grew increasingly restless and ruffled her hair violently.
***
“Hahaha .. no Maudy. No one said that. They all know what you are going through. So just calm down. They will not think strange. Lu it is enough to solve your problems so that later fitting work, you are already calm and do not have to think about anything else again.”
Maudy smiled very gently, indeed only Hermawan who understood the condition of her the most.
“Ya already .. do’ain ya Hermawan. I hope Farhan's parents can agree on what I want. Or they could sign Farhan's divorce papers. Let me really get away from them.”
“Duh .. I think there is a very excited to discuss this. Usually I doubt or. But this is like a sure thing.”
“Hmm ... How are you? After I came to the house like all doubt I was lost. I really don't care about them anymore. Anyway, I have absolutely the same respect as Farhan or Nadya. Males is .. I don't want to deal with them anymore.”
“Hahaha .. I just heard you talking gini. But not papa. Just calm. I'm just like you gini. So hopefully ... you can actually get what you want. I do’ain from here.”
“Aamiin .. hopefully. The cave wants to take care of all this with a spit. Let's kelar. Let me not take care of them anymore.”
They continued to talk leisurely until noon started and Maudy decided to finish their call.
Then he went out of the room and found out that Farhan had left for work from morning and only Nadya was with Farhan's parents who were sitting far away from each other.
He went to the sofa next to the house where Farhan's parents were staying.
“Mommy ... Daddy ... already at breakfast yet, want to eat no?” greet Maudy cheerfully.
“Bby nak .. We are actually hungry. I don't know where the food is here. See if the refrigerator is completely empty. Not at all taken care of this house. What else is a guest room. Duh, so dirty. This is a house like nothing to take care of at all,” the mommy told Nadya.
Maudy nodded and glanced at Nadya. He feels a little bad about Nadya.
“Mommy want what?” haggard Maudy
“What aja deh.”
“Ya already .. I buy the side dish first yes same vegetable deh. But wait, is it okay, Bun? I'm so sorry that I didn't take care of it. I guess, there's something wrong. The last time I came here I didn't cook. No one appreciates my cooking at all. So yes it is.”
“Hahaha .. just relax. Mommy equals daddy will wait kok.”
Maudy left the house and went shopping. He also took time to kill people around. They had news of him and Maudy said that he was much better than he was a few months ago.
Maudy said that her marriage with Farhan was almost finished and probably would not be continued at all. Of course, everyone's response is happy. They pray that everything will be fine.
And after everything was done, he went straight back into the house and into the kitchen area. He cooked there quickly.
“Padahat I have cooked but they really do not hesitate at all,” exclaimed Nadya while opening the refrigerator. “Gue hates you more. You really have a bad influence on my life. Go lu.”
Maudy.
“Dek ... You know that we are twins? We are always together from the right in the belly of the mother. Why do you hate this much like you do, brother? What's wrong sister?”
“Many and I don't need to tell stories one by one. The point is day by day, I actually hate you more. Everyone's eyes are fixed on you, anyway I don't want to know yes .. you have to finish your business with the same old man ngeselin. You have to make them good with me.”
“Yes where can I ..”
“Gue don't want to know! You have to tell me how. Or nothing bad will happen to you.”
Maudy looked up and immediately wanted to retaliate but Nadya melengos and stayin himself.
“You changed ..”
***
Maudy looked at Farhan's parents who had just finished the meal. He took a deep breath and looked seriously.
“Mom .. dad ... about last night's talk. I hope mommy same daddy didn't bring real talk it”
“Which one is it?” ask the mommy while wiping her mouth and looking at Maudy.
“If mommy same daddy will pull all the legacy of mas Farhan for me and do not consider mas Farhan as your child again. Mommy same daddy don't need to defend me to this extent. Farhan said that I was just someone else. So, I'm just someone else. No need to admit it to me the same way. I'm not feeling well ..”
“Loh why? Not even good at you.”
“I really do not feel good mom same mas Farhan. That's Farhan's right and it's my problem with him. I also don't want to make Farhan's relationship bad.”
“...”
“Night I accidentally met Farhan Mas nangis loh mom on the balcony of his room. He's like talking about why no one ever knows him. That's why I immediately fussed about my position again alone and no one cared. I'm sick if I sip it. So yes I don't want it until Farhan mas ngerasain pain like that.”
“Yes my dear .. Why can you still be good with our child? He is as bad as you.”
“I realize .. if I can't be that bad person. I don't want to get karma. So what's bad for you, right? I was being nice and doing what I could. So, I beg you not to hate Farhan mas just because I yes.”
“I beg ..”
