Woman Without Womb
Chapter 49 - Maafin Mommy
The night had come and it felt like Maudy's heart was about to explode because she didn't know what to say to her mother. She was actually afraid that her mother already knew something and would discuss things towards her marriage when Maudy herself did not know which way to take her marriage.
Maudy lowered her legs from the bed and stared blankly at the sky of the room while sighing deeply. It felt so empty and he knew nothing.
He took HP and laughed even the message he sent right away out of town just read without any reply at all. Even after that, there was no message at all. Either tell him or just ask him about himself.
“I really don't like it when I'm like this,” said Maudy. “Directly they really don't care at all. My status is like hanging. Until I don't know if now Farhan has signed the letter or not because I know. The letter arrived at home.”
“MAUDY! QUICK OUT. WE HAVE DINNER FIRST,” exclaimed Mother Salma from outside.
Maudy got up. “Mother make dinner for me?” mumbled Maudy who was still shocked. He quickly put on his sandals and came out of his room.
And he was still made to be shocked when he saw a lot of food on the dining table. He nodded slowly until his steps stopped.
“Bun .. Why do you make this much food? Mother no longer lies to me and secretly tell Farhan mas with Nadya here right? Or why?” accuse Maudy with bad feelings.
“Ck .. mommy has cooking intentions for you. But you even accuse your mother who does not. Ck, stop. If you don't want to eat. Yes, don't eat at all. Let the mother finish all this.”
Maudy shook her head and immediately took a seat in her chair.
“Ngak bun .. that's not what I meant. I'm sorry I accuse the mother of nonchalance. Not because I consider you how. But not usually mother lakain this same me. That's why I still feel a little weird. Sorry about bun. If I had accused my mother of kayaking earlier.”
“Ya already ... how else. Come on, you eat first. Only later we talk about your problems that do not finish it.”
Maudy nodded and nodded.
Mother Salma herself had eaten and had a strange look at Maudy. He tilted his face and looked very confused. When Maudy doesn't touch food at all and only looks from afar while she smiles occasionally.
“You didn't eat?” ask Mother Salma while thrusting some side dishes in front of Maudy.
“Mau! I'm gonna eat. But my mother once told me that my mother was a little cool when fitting to eat with me. So I'm afraid that I'll disturb you to eat. So I waited a minute. Please eat first and if you are finished. I'll just eat your cooking! Duh I can not wait to try mother's cooking again.”
Unbeknownst to Maudy, Mother Salma stared at her heart and took a sad breath. He poured all his side dishes on Maudy's plate, which was filled with rice.
“Nevent thought of mother's talk in the past. You are eating now. We eat together. How?”
Maudy said wide-eyed and she immediately nodded. Before the mother changes her mind for the umpteenth time.
“Still mother ...” explained Maudy before eating all those foods quickly.
The dining table looked quiet because no one was making a sound at all. All of them just focus on their food and no one reprimands each other. Only the sound of the clink of the spoon clashing against the same plate. Who filled the room.
After everyone had eaten, Maudy brought the dirty dishes to the sink. He put it all there.
“Let me aja bun that cleansin this all,” said Maudy while pushing slowly the mother who wants to go to the dishwasher area.
“Udah .. You don't have to bother at all. You just sit there and let your mom wash the dishes. After all the children left this house. Mother has done everything herself. So you do not have to think that mother will be soybean.”
Maudy stared at her mother. She just realized you've been living alone all this time. Which means her mother feels very lonely. While himself? Ah ... He's not a filial son.
Maudy smiled faintly and shook her head. He took a dirty plate that had been held by the mother of Salma.
“Makanya now mother has no need to worry. There I am here. Let me be this neat. Just think of it as fair. It was my mother who had cooked that much food and now it was my turn to wash all the dishes here.”
Mother Salma washed her hands full of it before leaving Maudy there who washed the dishes alone.
“AH .. I feel really happy,” Maudy murmured before doing the dishes.
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“Bun ... actually what would you like to talk to me?” asked Maudy who was getting careless because since an hour ago they just kept quiet without anyone starting to talk at all.
“Bunda .. just tell me everything. Don't be in a pendem like gini. I want to hear what you want to ask me. Don't feel that bad. Because I'm really curious about what I want to talk about the same mother. It seems important ..”
“You really want to split with Brother Farhan?” sela mama Salma made Maudy shut up.
“Why silence? That means it's actually dong. Do you really want to separate from Farhan? You actually don't think so. If your life is just revolving around Farhan and only he who charges you all this time. So do not be rash and you better pull the letter and kowtow at Farhan's feet with your sister. Surely they will forgive you.”
“So they already know?” maudy then laughed. “So mommy is good with me because I don't want me to get away from them? But sorry bun .. I will not do what you said. I'm really, really sorry. But I can no longer survive a marriage that always hurts me.”
“Maudy ..”
“Sick bun. I really don't care about money because all I care about is my self-esteem. All I thought about all this time was me. I started not being able to handle all of this. So, I better get out of their lives. Let Farhan mas same Nadya can live a happier life.”
“And you?”
“I really don't care about myself,” Maudy replied trying to believe in herself.
“Mother knows that you are sick too, right do you choose this? Moreover, you are the same brother Farhan it has been a long time. You also want to do anything, it must be a pain in your heart. So rather than you get sick from divorce and can not get money anymore. You are sick because of your husband. Even though it hurts from the actions of son Farhan, you can get money from him and you can be free to buy anything and you feel it is much happier than you are sick and can only be alone. There are still many things you can do if you have money.”
Maudy.
“Maybe for you it is. Sorry I didn't feel at all. I feel even by surviving with those who exist I can get tired of myself and I do not know if I lose control again. So I'm looking after myself rather than staying with them.”
“You want to take off son Farhan that way? C'mon kid. You should think again. You can get money from your husband. You don't have to be sad either. Because here is your happy sister. You should be able to be happy on top of the feelings of your own twin. Rather than confused thinking of anything. Meningan you begin to make peace with everything and do what in pinta same Nadya.”
Maudy grimacing. All the good that his mother did seemed to collapse and he was very disappointed.
Maudy stood up and looked down politely.
“Indeed, my mother was never on my side, right? So I shouldn't have ngarepin anything more. But it's okay. Though briefly. But I'm really happy all the same all that you do the same me and I really thank you very much mother.”
He took a breath.
“And forever I will never be your favorite child right? Mother will not understand my feelings either. Even though I've been clear about what I've been doing all this time. I'm already at the point of tired of bun if you have to know and the saneest way in my life just go from their lives. It's up to you to think I'm a fool for throwing a lot of Farhan's wealth. But mentally I am much more valuable in any bandung. I don't want to stay and end up sick. So, this is my choice and no one will be able to ban it at all.”
“Dan .. once again thank you so much for giving birth to me in this world. Even though my mother never loved me. But I will continue to consider mother the best parent I ever had. I'm sorry.”
Maudy's steps stopped and she turned to look at Salma's mother who was still daydreaming.
“Oh yes .. for tonight I really asked permission to stay here. I'm leaving tomorrow morning to get rid of my problems. So you don't have to worry I'll be here long.”
Maudy stepped into the room until the sound of the closed door was heard making Salma's mother who had been silent since then now began to cry.
“Sorry son .. That's not what you mean. Mommy just does not want you to be the months of Nadya if you choose to separate from Nak Farhan. I'm sorry you failed to be a good parent to you. Sorry mother.”
