Woman Without Womb
Chapter 43 - The Painful Message
In the morning, it rained very hard. Maudy came out of her room and could only smile forcefully when she realized there was no one in her house. A big house that is empty and does not look at life at all.
He sighed helplessly while sitting at the front desk while sipping warm tea.
His eyes continued to catch the descending forest water soaked the earth so swiftly. He was silent for a moment, enjoying the smell of the dry earth soaked in the torrent of rain. His heart was much calmer as it caught that calming scent.
“If this is finally .. I will be much happier. Now, I feel tired of seeing all this. I guess my life has come to an end. There won't be anything else that can take me away.”
Maudy smiled softly.
He could only hope that all his memories could also be shed just like the swift rain that vanished so far behind the ground. The woman can only hope that this is the right choice between all of them.
“Hopefully ..”
***
For two days, Maudy was like a woman who lived alone because no one accompanied her at all. For two days Maudy had no news from Nadya or Farhan. Until a post Nadya made him speechless.
The Hermawan who was sitting in front of Maudy instantly came to a realization. He's picking up around. Fortunately, at lunch this time, everyone chose to go out to eat in the cafeteria or other outline. Except for those who since yesterday Maudy always bring supplies for both of them.
So they choose to eat in the room only Hermawan.
“Maudy ..”
Maudy showed the photo on her phone to Hermawan. There is clearly a photo of Farhan with Nadya who is hugging friendly with a very beautiful view.
“They seem very happy yes,” honest Maudy while stirring his drink. Trying to get rid of such a sad sadness. He laughed thinly. “They realize that they continue to be happy but here there are people who continue to be sad because of their actions.”
“...”
“And you want to know the beautiful facts of the photo is not anyway.”
Hermawan again put Maudy's phone in front of him and looked seriously. “What?”
“They are again in the place I used to be. I was the same when Farhan was on his honeymoon there and now they are there too. I know .. That place is neither a place for me nor a special place for me. Because everyone must immediately think there if again vacation. But this is them ..”
“...”
“I try not to care about their business, I also try not to care where they go too. But from all places in the world. Why should they go to the same place and why should they stay at that hotel? Kayak ... I don't like gini.”
Maudy chuckled lightly as she recalled one fact.
“Didn't Mas Farhan really want to lupain me to all? So if they go there. Mas Farhan can hope he can mengelupain all the same memories I can be replaced with new memories?”
He shook sadly.
“Directly mas Farhan this again throw me slowly anyway? He was like intentionally doing this all so I could really escape from before them. Duh ... geez, I guess I'm not really worth it to everyone.”
“Who said?”
Maudy shrugged her shoulders. He himself always thought that way.
“You till when you're stuck in the same past? Want to know when you're talking about them. Want to get to when? The more you talk, they will always be stored in the same heart of your mind. Don't you want to move on? They can move on from you. Even your own husband seems to have started to turn to your sister and ngelupain lu.”
“...”
“Where are you? Time will continue forever in the black hole that is endless anyway? Your time will continue to be at the same point. Which just makes you tortured. Lu doang's. Lu Doang is stuck in the past. They are not at all.”
“Hermawan ..”
“Gue really doesn't care if you think I'm evil or what. But it really is Maudy. I know you're very sick. But on the other hand I can only say to you that you have to get up. You should be able to get through this and move on. There are still many happy things out there.”
“...”
“With you weeping, diem doang, angry with them. There are those who are. They feel that you lose. They like to see you in trouble. So, rather than make them happy. Show them that Maudy has been hurt. Not as sick as it is and still can laugh the same all things in this world.”
“...”
“And two days ago, you asked me for help to take care of your divorce papers and from yesterday I took care of all this and for your sake I did this too. It is still quite long because it is crowded again. But with you who still think your husband meningan I pull the file. Let you not divorce Farhan. Let alone ... let forever you are under the pressure of Farhan and I will not help at all.”
“Do Not ..”
“Yes, if you don't want me to unplug that file. You have to show them the same earnestness that you can. Can catch them all. You have to get up and make your own excuses to be happy.”
Maudy nodded confidently.
Even though it is difficult, he will try to do what is asked by Hermawan. Because he clearly knew Hermawan was no longer angry with him. Hermawan is only advising himself and he will also start to learn well so that he will no longer disappoint many people.
***
Thursday 08.30
[Morning honeymoon with your husband. Must be lonely and crying there again right? Because it can't be like me and I who ask myself to make it here. Because I used to hate knowing that my sister had come to my dream place all this time and now I can be here.]
[Send – Photos]
Thursday 16.00
[Sir .. was Farhan mas told me that he loves me and no feelings for my sister. How brother? It must hurt. I was finally able to snatch the people around brother again. So ... I just want to say that my sister has no more people who love my sister.]
Thursday 20.30
[Send – dinner photos]
[Sir ... turned out to be a romantic sister's husband as well huh. He made me surprise. She gave me a ring and a nice flower. I don't know Farhan bjsa this semesra. Eh or indeed never do mein this to brother?]
[Oh yes! Yesterday mas Farhan promised to make a massive marriage more than his sister if later my identity was dismantled the same mas Farhan and means what?! Brother must prepare himself brother increasingly removed from the mas Farhan loh.]
Friday 07.00
[Sir ... used to say that Farhan mas can not cook at all right? Duh but I guess Farhan mas just do not want to do it because now mas Farhan cook for myself for me and for the sake of my son. Once again I'm here to say that I won, brother.]
Friday 13.00
[Duh kak .. I'm the same mas Farhan just woke up after breakfast we made a mess and it ended that is .. I don't need to be clear with my brother. I must know brother too. But here Mas Farhan said that I'm better than brother.]
Friday 21.00
[Sir .. mas Farhan never did ya say the same brother if he was grateful to be able to meet brother? But I guess never. But you know not, brother. She said she was so grateful to meet me through my sister and get married to me. He said it was the height of happiness in his life. Duh means fitting brother, mas Farhan never happy huh?]
Friday 23.00
[Aren't you still alive in there? Duh I became worried brother again cry deh.]
Saturday 09.00
[I want to go home, brother, but it's very dear to my sister's husband. He didn't want to lose his vacation to me. He said he was very happy because he could vacation together with me.]
Saturday 15.00
[Tadi mas Farhan said he was very grateful to have a child with me. He also told me that during his life he regretted his marriage to his sister. Women who cannot get pregnant at all. Duh .. I'm like sister. But that's a fact, right? Hahaha I am satisfied.]
Maudy continued to read the message that she had not read since yesterday. He kept scrolling until he wasn't strong enough to read. He hung up his phone and stared blankly at the dark room in front of him.
It was seven o'clock and it was time to go home. But Maudy chose to finish the job at the office. He felt better spending time at the office than in his very quiet house.
He took a deep breath.
“Directly my life is like this because I can not have children huh?” maudy chuckled. “It looks like if I could have a child. I'm not going to do all this. But what's wrong with me?”
He hit his chest slowly.
“I also want to have a child like someone else. I also take care of a child born from my own womb. But if this is just fate. How should I go?”
“I also don't want to like gini ..”
