
Children, children, children continue to imagine in his mind to make Maudy not aware that he was in the hospital. The clock showed at nine o'clock in the evening.
The woman drove the car unconsciously and now stands at the doctor who used to take care of her. He looked down and stared at the door in front of him.
“A few years ago, in this place I continued to cry to accept the fact that I could not have children. Teenager who knows nothing begins to understand the violence in this world just because of his destiny.”
Maudy's feeling is getting gray.
“Sometimes I think I went back to childhood where I didn't know this disease. But after everything was revealed, I understood that everyone never took my side. Whether it's the mother who is getting tired of not respecting me because of this. Either I can no longer imagine a prince who came to my life because my mother always told me that no man wants to marry a strange woman like me.”
There was a sigh in the hallway of the quiet hospital.
“Past .. I always try if everything will be all right. I keep thinking positively that my life will continue to be happy. I also believe the same father who said that this is not a big problem.”
“But .. Now I understand everything. I understand that this is a big deal. Because one destiny perched in my life. I lost everything.”
Maudy squatted down and hugged his leg. She cried. I don't care about people who might find it strange.
Maudy just wants to get it all out before she steps into something new. But everyone wants to forget everything. Why does Nadya always manage to hurt him? All of Nadya's words were recorded firmly in her mind until she did not know what to do to relieve this pain.
“Mbak?”
Maudy looked up, faintly seeing a woman standing in front of him. He rubbed his eyes to see the woman clearly and his eyes were fused when he knew her. He immediately stood up and stepped back.
“Doctor Maya?”
The old woman in white coat was staring confusedly. “You know me?” ask the doctor Maya while continuing to pay attention to Maudy until her eyes are patterned as she begins to realize the same woman in front of her. “Don't tell me you're one of my patients. Ah yes ... You are Maudy huh? Women who a few years ago came and treated the same me who arrived ..”
Doctor Maya stopped her speech and looked at Maudy. He rubbed Maudy's back.
“What's up? You want to take care of something here again? Is your illness recurring?”
Maudy.
“No doctor and because of the doctor I should thank you very much. Because the doctor made me heal. I don't need to worry about all that pain anymore.”
“No problem .. It's my job to do it all. But what are you doing here? While crying alone without anyone accompanying you at all. Do you want to meet me? Have you made an appointment?”
“Doctor ...,” call Maudy make Maya doctor stop her speech and stare straight at Maudy. “Doctor .. I know that the doctor told me this was the same thing. But I want it again, is there no way to get pregnant. Was my womb really taken up? Is there any other way I can have a child?”
“Sorry doctor .. I am grateful because the doctor has made me healed. But my life changed after my womb was removed. I can't have children and now I've always loved a warm family with a child.”
Doctor Maya takes a deep breath and brings Maudy into her room. His working hours are over. But it did not feel like seeing a woman who was now crying in front of him. Moreover, one of the causes of his crying was due to the operation he had performed a few years ago.
“Tell me everything, why did you cry earlier. Don't consider me your doctor. But consider me your friend who can be a place to confide you.”
Maudy told me everything. Outside of family issues. He only said the desire to have a child and negative views that are often expressed by others just because he could not have children at all.
“Doctor ... being a mother is everyone's dream. Is not happy to carry a child that we are born with ourselves. Look at all her growth from baby to big and take care of it wholeheartedly. But why among so many humans should I get all of this.”
“I want to have a child! I want to have a child. The doctor must have a lot of ways I can get through this, right? The doctor knows a lot and knows a lot. There has to be a way, right?”
“Maudy ... doctor apologizes yes to you because that time forced to remove your uterus because if left too will get worse and rot. It also makes you feel helped. But please don't gini. There is still much you can do to get a child ..”
“I am female and I understand. I am in pain because I feel like being you but on the other hand you have to suck. With you cry like gini. Make you seem not grateful at all with the destiny of God and if you want to know something. You can come to this place. I will tell you the story of a great woman out there so you do not blame yourself like gini again.”
Maudy looked confused.
He receives the letter now in his arm and ends up looking at the doctor in confusion. The paper only contained an address but he did not know the area at all.
“Mumped tomorrow my schedule is empty. I will take you somewhere and I am sure that you will rethink and not be the destiny of God because of this one thing. How, you want to? If you are afraid yourself you can take your brother. Or your twin sister? If it's not wrong, you have a twin, right?”
Hearing that made Maudy smell. If he's a bad guy, he'll expose his twin behavior which is one of the reasons he's here.
But Maudy does not want Nadya to get a bad image. Which made him just nod.
“Oh yes ... so how? You want to come? If you don't know the place. You can come here first. On the paper I gave you my number. You just call first. Later we can meet here first or want to directly is also okay. Just a comfortable one for you.”
Maudy nodded and smiled widely.
The doctor gave advice for Maudy to calm himself first in the hospital canteen which is very comfortable. Maya's doctor also offered to escort Maudy but the woman refused.
Now he's standing in front of the hospital delivery. He looked at the paper that had written the address.
“Did I invite Hermawan to come here?”