Woman Without Womb
Chapter 80 - Farhan's Confusion
AsNadia massaged his forehead.
“You actually met him, right? Why she didn't want to meet me. Is he still angry with me? I really can't come find him?” farhan said very softly.
“...”
“Indeed ... what the hell am I doing wrong? What is so fatal? Couldn't there be a way at all? Why don't you all want someone to tell me anyway?”
“For me to take care of, so you calm down huh. Oh yes, make it now .. You try to come with my son first gih. She must miss you.”
Farhan sighed and nodded.
This is Farhan's current condition,
Farhan had partially forgotten. The point that Farhan remembered most was that he was still married to Maudy. At the moment Farhan only knows that Maudy is angry with him for something.
Farhan was implanted with the thought that he had made a terrible mistake until Maudy left the house. Even so, Nadia and her mommy continue to talk bad things about Maudy. Hoping that Farhan would hate Maudy and forget her.
However, they also forgot that a few years ago Farhan really bucin with Maudy. And because of that, not angry. Farhan continued to worry about Maudy. He wants to meet, baby they always forbid it.
About Nadia, though,
Farhan only knew that Nadia was a widow and her baby child at this time, not Farhan's child at all. But Nadia kept forcing Farhan to take care of her. Farhan who really likes young children there is no problem and chose to take care of it.
At times like this, Nadia will continue to make Farhan close to her son until Farhan is aware. After all, the doctor also said that Farhan only needed therapy to remember everything.
Farhan had not forgotten this permanent ingetan.
“Gue really hates Maudy. He has always been a bully in my life. I promise, he'll get everything in return. She will never be happy.”
***
Farhan pondered on the balcony.
“Actually ... what happened in this house? Why does everything feel foreign?” puzzled Farhan while touching his chest that this final end felt very empty. “Udah one month I realized, but in fact until this moment there is no news at all about Maudy.”
“Actually where did he go ... what mistake did I make?”
/Not to think about it, no matter what your mistake. But if her husband had an accident to unconscious in the hospital, she should still come. But what is this? Maudy didn't come at all. He was still tight and didn't care at all. So yes you should have missed a useless wife like Maudy again./
/Mommy hope, you can forget what you did not meet at this time. You should start focusing on what is in front of you./
/Mommy doesn't like it when you're treated like this! Mommy hates Maudy. No matter what your mistake is. But he also made you to believe it./
/It feels .. You have to start forgetting everything. There are good people around you, like Nadia./
Farhan frowned, he massaged his forehead while shaking a little. Until this moment, he also still did not understand what to do. Everything is still gray.
“If it is true I made a mistake. They should have told me. Not even a gini. They even make me feel guilty for not knowing what my mistake is.”
“...”
The man is really confused.
“In fact Maudy is not the type of person who will be angry because of a mistake. He was always patient with what I was doing. We used to fight a lot. But because of Maudy's spaciousness, he often really sorry I first loh.”
“Makanya .. sefatal what mistake did I make?”
Farhan could not stand it anymore, he came out of his room and looked around the quiet. He also continued downstairs and saw his daddy working on something on his laptop.
“Dad,” call Farhan then sit down.
“Hmm ... haven't slept you? Isn't it time for you to rest? Why haven't you slept? You've taken your medicine, right?”
Farhan nodded.
“I can't sleep dad,” sulai Farhan then take a deep breath. “Actually something has been bothering me lately and here I just feel daddy who knows something but daddy doesn't want to tell me.”
“You mean?”
“Actually what happened in this house?” ask Farhan in the end.
“...”
“Not all this weird feeling? Maudy twins and their mother now live here. Though I clearly know that Maudy is a little distance from her family, because I also know those who have never treated Maudy well.”
“Then?”
“Daddy same mommy, actually this is not because I do not like. But I also clearly know that daddy same mommy is rarely come here. I used to be the same Maudy who came to the house more often. On appeal to you who came here.”
“...”
“And what made me the strangest, Nadia's son the same picture of my wedding. When was Nadia married? And whose son is it, why don't I know his man at all? And also why are all my wedding photos with Maudy down there?” farhan angle.
“Dad .. This doesn't make sense. From mommy I like Maudy very much. This even made me hate Maudy. It's okay .. if I'm wrong. But why did Mommy turn on Maudy? And why aren't you all clear to me?”
“Nak ..”
“I'm frustrated dad. Every thought of all this, it felt like my head was going to explode and it hurt a lot. You guys just explain all this to me.”
“Not so simple as that nak.”
“Everything lives on easy dad,” exclaimed a slightly upset Farhan. “Daddy just tell me what really happened and done right? Nothing to lose at all.”
“Nak ..”
“Hayo is dad. I think everyone in this house is fake. They always hide and seduce me with something. But here is daddy doang diem. Daddy pointed his weakness at me from the beginning. Daddy who from the beginning seemed to know everything and I also saw the same daddy mommy that I did not. Is it because of this problem?”
“Sugly son. Daddy also has no right to tell it.”
Farhan closed his face and sighed deeply. This is not what he wants. He wants to know everything. He wants to hear everything.
“I have to find where else dad?” persuade Farhan with great concern. “I was banned from leaving the house. I'm forbidden to hold HP. I was banned from using all electronics in this house and I was just told to rest. Like you all are hiding something from me.”
“Capek dad. My head hurts, but on the other hand it feels like my head is also full. On the other hand, I have to realize that this is all this. But sometimes I still don't accept it. I was told to remember but you never took me to therapy. Then, how can I inget all of this the same?”
“...”
“Don't now yes son. For now, daddy can only hope that if you continue to surrender to Yang Atas,” he said making Farhan sit back and nod small. “Follow your heart, if this is not what you want. You have to convince yourself and escape from the shadow of your mommy. So, the most appropriate answer is just you who can answer.”
“Hmm .. thanks dad.”
***
Maudy POV
“Eh ... You want Mario not anyway?” maudy exclaimed as she bribed her cooking.
Hermawan was silent for a moment, muttering something and in the end he gave a small nod.
“Mario the onion is it?” ask Hermawan. “Why is he? Suddenly it's about Mario.”
“An onion? Pft,” Maudy laughs while continuing to shake small. Hermawan is always there his mouth, if it's a roasting business. He is the fastest. “Iya That Mario. Our co-workers. The first one asked for my HP number loh.”
“Hmm ... why him?” asked Hermawan while putting a fork on his plate. “She has no macem-macem same you right?”
Maudy.
“Terus?” confused Hermawan. “Tumben really you talked about other men. Why Mario?”
“Nevent .. I was surprised he suddenly chipped. He invited me to play that game on the weekend tomorrow. So, can I go?”
“Loh? How am I?” surprised Hermawan then laughed. “If you have me, surely the answer should not be dong. You walk the same way as me, than he does, right? So ... don't go.”
“Dih ..”
“Lagian, who told you it was me?” asked Hermawan and then shook his head. “Yes of course, the answer is in you. You yourself make the decision. Not even me.”
“But ...tetep aja loh, it feels strange if not to you. All this time we have been together. Are you like my brother anymore. So it's a little strange that I do something without your permission.”
“Tetep aja... any second we, our status is not that deep for you just permission the same me. The answer is on you. If you want to play, you can accept his invitation. But if you are males or the feeling is not good, yes refuse.”
“Ish ... strange to know if it's not the same as you!” sulking Maudy. Then the woman remembered something. “Oh yes yesterday I tried to do something and do something. Although long anyway. I also like to be snooped. But the end is done.”
“Oh yes? What does it make?”
“Tempo for you!” maudy spirit.
“Make me?” asked Hermawan who was immediately nodded to the woman. “Why do I have to? Why, 'cause this is your prime. Why not sew for yourself?”
Maudy.
“Iya also yes .. why do I even make something for you?” ask Maudy who is confused herself. “But ... Whatever it is, I've made a homemade shirt for you. How?”
“Hmm .. May I see.”
Maudy pushed away her plate of food and cheered as she walked into the room.
“Huft,” Hermawan breath and shook his head. “Hayo is Maudy, don't do this. You don't make me even more hopeful. You shouldn't have done this. Don't make me fall even more with you, when you yourself never like me.”
“Don't make my feelings go deeper ..”
“TARA!”
Maudy ran out of the room and showed a blue dongker shirt in front of Hermawan.
“Where? Good not...this is not made by the store or buy anywhere. This is a handmade thing I made specifically for you. I also deliberately chose the color blue dongker because you like the same color and I also make a model that you usually use. I don't know if you think it's good or not. But I did everything possible so you could wear it. But .. yes if you don't like it. No need to wear it also does not matter kok.”
“Ck .. habits deh, likes to be impulse when I have not explained at all.”
“Hehehe ..”
Hermawna snatched the shirt from Maudy's arm. He stared at and absorbed the materials Maudy used.
Maudy waited with her heart racing. He was afraid that Hermawan would not like it. When the hand he gave everything special to the shirt.
Do not forget, the sleep time is also reduced because it must be finished it fitting home from the office, because it was just an empty time to sew whatever it was.
“Gini deh... This is really worth selling,” exclaimed Hermawan make Maudy breath relief. “The material is good, the model is also not the market. So, I think to myself. This pantes really make on sale.”
Maudy stared with sparkling eyes.
“Totally?”
“Hmm .. This pure is not because you temen me nor vice versa. But you do pantes really to sell this and make money from what you sell.”
“But ... no time it loh.”
“If so .. you can start from receiving one order every week. If you want, I can start advertising on social media deh and tell my other friends.”
“Ih .. but I'm not sure deh.”
“Ngak Maudy. I really know that you were interested in the fashion world, right? Only you can't do anything because you know fashion school is expensive and needs a lot of materials. Maybe ... indeed at this time God gives way to your dream, right?”
“...”
Maudy looked in the first stitch she made.
“Lu know the term that behind every story is the same problem that God loves, there must be a way later and there is a point of happiness that makes you realize that this is the answer to your sadness that has been.”
Maudy nodded.
“And maybe this is the time, maybe God loves you the answer of all your dreams so far. So yes according to me. Mending open and run this business. How?”
"Susceptacles."
"Jalanin, don't do much. How's it?"
“Ya already ... I want." break up Maudy in the end.
