
It's been three months since Maudy's been through all this. The woman was amazed enough by herself that she could refrain from going on a rampage. Very amazed because it has been able to get through the problems of life that keeps coming to his life.
Said to still like to cry no, almost every night Maudy lamented his life. What's more now Farhan is getting more intensely related to Nadya. As if forgetting the promise that they will be fair. Because in reality. Nothing is fair at all. Her husband was more intense with Nadya while she was alone.
No. .. That's not what made him come back hurt after the last few weeks, he pleased himself with a lot of things. But this thing—
“Pregnant?”
Farhan nodded quickly and hugged Maudy tightly. The man lifted Maudy's body and turned it slowly. After being satisfied, Farhan took it off and kissed Maudy's face.
“Mas really did not expect.Mas dream so far, mas dream so a father will be fulfilled. I didn't think the day would come too.”
The man hugged Maudy again and started sobbing.
“Mas never expected more if all this would be that fast. It turns out that with his permission, mas also get what you want all this time. From now on I don't need anything else. What I need is just the child and I'm sure one of them is also this because of your prayer. He knew that the prayers of a good wife would quickly be answered. So, thank you very much dear.”
Maudy took off her husband's arms. His body is completely riveted. Even his tongue was too small to say even a little thing. She bit down her lips and started closing her eyes.
His hands were completely clutching each other. Making his sharp nails hurt his palms. No, but it doesn't hurt at all. His heart hurts a lot more.
The woman's body staggered backwards and ended up leaning against the wall.
“This is really?”
Nadya who just came out of the room, just nodded and showed the test pack she was carrying. Two red lines. Maudy's hands trembled and she looked at the two people in front of her in turn.
“Kak .. I know this must have surprised sister. But my brother calmed down, after this child was born. I promise that we both have to be mothers who can work together for him and I also do not mind if our children are cared for like sisters. How?”
Farhan immediately nodded and took Maudy's hand.
“True .. mas know you must be shocked. But if you squirm from the last few days that have begun to accept all make sure that you also have to be told this and are confident in your adult mind. It's not a problem at all right?”
Maudy.
“Toh .. you should know that if you are married to your sister also to have a child right? So I'm sure that you've done this.”
Maudy smiled faintly and nodded.
He even prepared himself so much more. He had even thought of a time when Farhan did not need him and chose to divorce him. So, the little thing I think he's been thinking about for a long time.
But does it have to be this fast?
“You why don't you like it?” ask Farhan. “You know that from a long time ago you want to have a child. So, you should join this same dong.”
Maudy nodded and smiled faintly.
“Happy .. Congratulations to both of you. For Nadya, finally you can love what mas Farhan wants and for mas Farhan, congratulations because your dreams so far have finally materialized as well.”
The woman took a breath.
“Although not from my source ... but still, congrats for you.”
“In this small stomach there is a child who even dreamed of mas all this time. Later make it in the future mas ask for cooperation with the two of you to take care of this child.”
Farhan looked straight at Maudy.
“Mas knows that maybe in your brain you are thinking that this child is not your child. So, you don't have to bother with this. But that's not it. They want to be fair with you. Maudy also took care of this boy. Let you know how it feels to be a parent.”
Maudy nodded and patted the upper arm of the two of them.
“Still yes ... Thanks because you still think about my feelings.”
“Oh yes,” exciting Maudy. “Let's start tomorrow I prepare a healthy food for consumption with Nadya. Take good care of Nadya and you! You must be a standby father. I just wanted to say that. Again congratulations to both of you.”
Maudy.
“I say goodbye first, tired of just coming home from work. Want to rest.”
“Eh yes .. happy rest dear.”
With empty steps Maudy entered his room. Since turning his back on them, his tears have come down and now he is sobbing when he is sitting on the edge of his mattress.
“Why should cry anyway!” mad at Maudy as herself. He continued to wipe away his tears that kept coming down. “But this hurts a lot .. Her tears also do not want to stop.”
The woman brutally hit her very claustrophobic chest.
“I promise not to cry anymore, but I can't. I'm weak. I am indeed very weak and useless at all.”
The woman laughed amid her cries.
“I was born in this world like it was a mistake, right? That's why I never know what I want.”
With a limp step. Maudy went into the bathroom. Turn on the shower, let his body still wear wet clothes so. She was crying again in the middle of her heart which was really tight. He kept his voice so that it wouldn't be heard until it came out.
“I know today will arrive. But I didn't expect it to be this fast.”
His body fell to the floor and Maudy could only hug his feet very tightly.
“Sometimes .. I can't imagine why my life problems from small until now it's a very demanding kayak. Until I don't know what to write.”
The water continued to wash over him, until his body was shivering. But he didn't care because it really hurt.
His hand hit his chest again. He chose to disappear from this world. If you knew how painful it would be.
“Why? Why can't anyone ever understand me.”
Maudy leaned over the face between the folds of her legs and sighed.
“It really hurts once ..”