Woman Without Womb
Chapter 89 - Meet

Maudy stared at the father's heartily eating that looked less well-managed. Honestly, he blamed himself for not being able to come to this place every week.

“I should realize that my mother with Nadia would never want to visit here and I should also know that my father must feel alone and lonely every day. Because no one came.”

His hands stretched out to pluck the green grass on his father's feeding ground. Sometimes he also rubbed his headstone.

“Dad ... after dad's departure, it feels like everything has really changed. Dad's departure brought new facts that hurt me enough and now I don't know what to say. You see everything is too fast to make this one father's son really alone.”

Maudy took a deep breath.

“I know .. We should not be excessively drowning in sadness. But really yeah. If you were still in this world. Must be the father of one of the people who follow me and the father will defend me in such a way. But on the other hand, I also have to be grateful that my father left this world. Dad so no need to worry about the pain anymore and I do not need to know the attitude of Nadia same mother who is really evil same as me.”

Maudy played her fingertips on the father's grave. He was sad, but chose not to cry, he did not want his father up there to be worried about his condition.

“Ayah .. I guess I've never told my dad that I love him so much. Just a father who always defended me in silence, even though I know that my father did not let me be angry with my mother. But still it was quite entertaining me after continuing to be in angerin same mother fitting it.”

“Dad tuh .. one of the alesan that makes me survive in this world fit first. I don't care if there is no father. Maybe I'll go a long time ago, not dad at all.”

The woman opened her bag and took out a yasin book. He uttered a letter with kusyuk. He continued reading until he was haram and Maudy smeared his father's headstone which still looked very neat.

“I hope ... Dad never saw my condition from up there. No, it's not because I don't want to be noticed with dad. But I am ashamed because I can only show the cry of doang and I am quite sad as the destiny of my life so this is.”

“Dan .. sorry I couldn't do what you wanted at that time. You want me to live a long time with Farhan. Because my father believed the same, Farhan. But with a heavy heart I can't follow my father's will. I have to step in this direction and it's alone. So, sorry if you're disappointed with my choice.”

He rubbed the tears that began to pool in his eyes.

“Oh yes well, I am in good condition and this is very good after I leave the house. I am now happy with my own life and I can also do everything myself. I can afford it, Dad. I-i can. I guess, I will not be able to because from a small just live on the orders of the same father doang mother. So, I'm pretty amazed as myself for being able to get through this all by myself.”

The woman was silent for a moment.

“Oh yes, I'm really sorry a lot father,” his speech stopped. Her heart somehow became sick again. It was like there was empty space that was disturbing his soul.

“First, I'm sorry for not being able to take care of you. I'm not a good boy. But .. I don't think you'll like it when I'm there. So, for now I can't take care of mommy. But ... it seems like many love the same mother. Must be happy right there? Mother who did not look for me just made me sure that mother does not need me. So, I'm sorry for not being able to take care of you as you ordered. But! I promise, if it's time I'll come there and if I can I'll take care of you from afar. Let mother also do not know.”

The woman was silent.

Even to be a good child, you have to get through this and it's not easy.

“Second .. I'm sorry yeah well because it rarely comes here. I'm sure you're feeling lonely. But, make it ahead I promise to come here often and account life stories of the same father! I really promise!”

Maudy kept telling stories alone. Until he remembered the clock was getting noon. It was time for him to come to the cloth shop. He had to buy the cloth for his order of clothes which started to pile up one by one.

***

“Mommy ... Daddy ... I say yes,” exclaimed Nadia while holding Farhan's hand. “I leave my son yes. He will not fuss. If you're dizzy, you tell my son to go to bed.”

“Iya nak .. just relax.”

Nadia leads Farhan into the car. They were driven by a father who knew Farhan enough because they often saw around his house.

One fact that made Farhan quite interested. Farhan clearly knew that he was fit to not like to hire a worker but Farhan clearly remembered that every week there would be people coming.

Farhan also still remembers who the driver, gardener, housekeeper and many more he remembers. But after he woke up. Everything's changing.

No more old workers. It was as if someone had planned it, because the old workers must have known something.

Farhan tilted his face and looked at the driver.

“How long have you been working in this house?”

“Still new, sir. About two months if not wrong.”

Farhan nodded, understood.

“Why mas?”

“Who changed all the workers at home? Why didn't you say the same thing?” farhan's question made Nadia jump and panic. “I mean .. mas did forget ingetan and mas also did not want the same few things. But, replacing some workers without knowing it is really frustrating. Though here mas always supply a lot of things to the old mas workers and already know the ins and outs of yet them.”

“Ah is momny who changed it,” accused Nadia who does not know what else to answer. “At first I mentioned it too, but I can't do anything if this is all mommy?”

Farhan looked strangely.

“Ya already, if so later during the day will ask mommy deh. Who knows, he certainly knows this.”

“Eh no need!” panic Nadia. “Udahlah, mas. Nothing important, right? And mommy also must have thought a lot of things for this practice and we can not hurt the heart mommy.”

“So yes?”

Nadia nodded quickly. “Please mommy. Surely he already thought the best for you and if you nanya, later mommy even felt his decision was wrong and blamed himself.”

“Ya already, mas not so nanya.”

Nadia hugged Farhan's arm and leaned her head. He quietly took a deep breath. Fortunately, Farhan is easily lied to and almost a new problem will occur.

“Oh yes mas, I can this photo not?” nadia asked while showing their arms that were clinging to each other.

“For what?”

“I want to post anyway. Let the whole world know that I have a husband that many people crave.”

Nadia squealing. He pulled out his phone and just photographed their hands. Trying to find an angle so they look very friendly. After all, Nadia took off their hand links and was busy with her phone.

/sister Maudy! See, now Farhan mas never let go of my hand at all and if I let go, he must have whined and cheered me.

I didn't know that Farhan was this gemesin. Is it the same with Maudy, too, but Farhan tuh se bucin is it? I think ... he's really dead love with me. I am happy, brother! Oh yes, that's how it is for today's report./

In silence Nadia laughed. He laughed at his brother's stupidity. “Lagian, just want him to believe the same thing I said. Who wants to tell the mother and make brother Maudy even want to come home. Meningan, I do this so that Maudy's brother feels sad and there are no more people who love him.”

“Ah .. and also, this is not my fault at all. Maudy herself asked, right? And I just answered,” muttered Nadia in the heart.

“Oh yes, where do you want to take mas today?” farhan asked when he saw the car continue to drive to a place he knew enough.

Nadia turned her eyes.

“I want to take you to the lake, mas. I don't know if you want the place or not. But, right there we often spend time together. Many of our memories there,” lie Nadia.

“Lake? The park? Up ahead there?”

Farhan. He clearly knew the place where Nadia meant. But not with his memories. He only knew that place he would go to often while still having a relationship with Maudy. It was definitely the place of memories of the two of them.

“Iya .. You remember something?”

Farhan shook his head, lying to him.

“I'm so impatient!”

“I too!” nadia exclaimed and hugged her husband's arm again, much tighter than before.

***

Maudy POV

The woman was a little troubled after carrying quite a lot of cloth on her arm. It was as if the tote bag he had deliberately brought was not enough to hold everything. Until his bare hands also hold some kind of cloth.

“I floundered,” exclaimed then giggled. “Padalaah I just need a floral motif cloth. But the other cloth caught my attention and it was a pity that I got to Lewatin. So, I have to buy right?”

Maudy arranged the goods in an empty chair and then took out the receipt of groceries there. He lamented the numbers that were pretty much there.

“I have to get more money than this. I have to profit!” his determination.

Lately, to cover up his sadness Maudy often uses his body to do a lot of activities. So that he can forget the same Hermawan, who until this moment has not been heard.

In fact, she recklessly took two orders of clothes in one week. Of course it made Maudy's bedtime confiscated.

“Ah .. if there is a Hermawan here. Everything is so much easier, right?” mumbled Maudy while shaking her waist. He looked at the pile of cloth he had just bought. “Aish, where exactly is he? Why it could disappear without the news of gini. If you know he'll be missing the news like gini. Should have been, at that time I did not permit him to leave.”

The woman sighed.

“Already ... if everything improves, surely Hermawan will be good right? And for now I can membebiasin myself so as not to continue depending on the same Hermawan.”

The woman immediately moved from there.

“Weekend gini, where to go?” confused Maudy.

And this is where Maudy is. The lake has many memories. In this place he often spent time with Farhan, as well as Hermawan. A place full of memories but very calming because not many people.

“Dulu ... I came here just as Farhan kept Hermawan as well. But, now. Not even one person was left by my side and I didn't know I had to live my life ahead like.”

The woman took a breath.

His life was totally inconceivable. Too many surprises and that is enough to make him lazy to hope again the same whatever in his life.

“Don't tell me this is my destiny? Fate that seems so bad that I myself do not know how to walk? Wong, in the end everyone left my life and again I just left alone.”

He's manyun. Really sad.

“Ya Allah .. true servant can accept Farhan's departure from slave life. The servant also began to accept the reality of the present fate of the servant's life. But for Hermawan. Don't let him get away from the servant's life. The servant had no one but Hermawan. He's best friend of servant.”

The woman hugged the bag and wanted to cry.

“I know .. people come n go there. But not Hermawan. He's my best friend. But if he leaves. I think my life will be very dark. There will be no more lighting. Everything is dark.”

He took a deep breath.

“Aish! Pas again gini why even kebelet peed anyway,” said Maudy suddenly.

He circled his gaze and looked at the public toilet that was quite far away from him.

He took all his stuff to the toilet. When she finished, Maudy smiled and went out on the toilet. Until his steps came to a halt as a man stood in front of him.

“Excuse me mas, do not stand in front of the female toilet kayak gini.”

Maudy is still struggling there and did not have time to look up immediately. He quickly let out a rough sigh when the person did not move. He immediately looked up.

“Aish, can't— Farhan?” shocked Maudy. His heart was racing to see the man he had not met for a long time standing in front of him with a sad look.

“Maudy,” said Farhan in the end in a trembling voice.