Woman Without Womb
Chapter 01 - The Passage of the Father

Hi ... I'm Maudy. I'm one of those women who is arguably different from other women. Different in a bad sense. I was born without a womb. Yeah, you guys didn't hear me wrong. I can't have a child. The same thing is said that people are not perfect women if they cannot have children. And I am that imperfect woman.

This fact often makes me sad. For out of millions of men I have been chosen by God for this role. The role that made my life completely different from my twin.

Yes ... I am the woman without a womb and this is my story.

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"Dad ... Why would you leave Maudy here? Who else would love Maudy if it was this? No one will love me like I've been pouring into me all this time."

Maudy screamed at the grave that had just been buried a while ago. He still could not accept the sudden departure of his father. So quickly snatched away made Maudy shocked to this moment and did not know what to do other than roar and reject this fact.

"Ck .. so much you. Dad's been sick this time. It's time for Dad to leave. Shame to know. Go home and take care of the guests at home."

Maudy stood up and turned around. Staring fiercely at his twin, Nadya.

"You won't understand, Nad. You've never wanted to take care of Dad. You're the same mother always tell me this is it and I take care of my father myself. See the development of the father during the illness. It's just me and you definitely don't understand the person we've been caring for now really left me."

Nadya sniffed her shoulders and laughed.

"It's not even good, is it? you don't have to bother anymore, do you take care of Dad? Duh .. I'm mah so you'll be fine. No need to take care of sick people who bully doang."

"NADYA!"

"MAUDY!" snapped his bunda avenged the actions of the firstborn. "Dare to snatch your twin, your mother will actually anger you. Mother does not end up thinking the same as you. Ah ... never mind. Better mommy and Nadya just go home."

Maudy clenched her hands and looked disappointed at the same mother Nadya who left.

"Dad ... Why are they so evil?"

After shedding tears on his father's grave. Maudy got up and looked around. There's no one else there. There was only himself in the middle of broad daylight. He immediately stepped out of the TPU and set foot along the road to his house.

"Why doesn't everyone have a heart? Why don't they think about me at all? Why don't they think about dad at all. Why am I always hurting again and again?"

Maudy doesn't care if people want anything bad about her. He saw himself crying in the middle of the road. But her tears really couldn't stop.

Think back to where it happened this morning.

When Maudy was making breakfast for Farhan aka her husband. He got word that his father died and was ready to be buried without waiting for him.

He also could not see his father's face even when his father would be gone forever. After that too, Farhan the husband even put forward work and did not care about him.

He was completely left alone and Maudy really had no one to listen to him cry. She could not get her husband out.

"Sick ... Why is this sick?" maudy said as she beat her tight chest rough. "I hate my life."

***

For three days his father had gone to see him in this world and three days had Maudy been moody. He really lost his happiness. He did not even have time to eat, take care of the house and so on. Maudy was really quiet in the room and cried every now and then when she remembered her father.

"Maudy .. mas really sick of seeing you whose work is just crying. Mas know in this house a lot of mbok cleanin house. But do not close the possibility that you have to help them also dong. Keep your job why if only diem? I don't want to have a wife who doesn't like this."

Maudy did not accept it and stood up. She looked at her husband's annoyance.

He took a deep breath and looked at the nyalang Farhan who did not want to lose with him.

"Mas! I am still in a mourning mood. You who do not understand my feelings and never try to mahamin me! You are the one who is not there for me and entertain me at all and what do you say? I'm a useless wife. Whoa ... Your mouth is so evil. I went with your wife and wickedly you said it, "an angry Maudy who really exploded.

Farhan buttoned his suit collar and snorted. He stared at Maudy from the glass in front of him.

"It's true, isn't it? A wife is there to help her husband. Take care of the house, cook, love the child. And yuuu? For the last few days, you have never loved everything. You're just moody and weeping. Are you not fed up? And for the last one. You can't love a child forever, can you? Huh ... really upsetting."

Farhan clucked and shook his head. Not feeling guilty about his words at all

Maudy. He clenched his hands and closed his eyes. It hurts to hear this is always being revealed to her husband every time they fight. There was no end to make Maudy always remember every evil word that was thrown from the mouth of her husband.

"Mas ... I've said it over and over again, right? Stop raising this problem. From the beginning of marriage you already know and agree that I can not love children to you. But why are you always picking up again now?"

"Yes, because of your really under the shadow! You are not as I thought. Ah ... done. Noisy you. It's not in the mood."

Maudy's getting down.

"Sorry mas .. sorry because I can't love you son and sorry because I always make you not in the mood."

Farhan fell silent and turned around. "Mas would say sorry but one. You must agree to whatever your request is."

"Like?" ask Maudy

Her heart was racing, waiting for her husband to answer.

"Letting the marriage work again ..."

And Farhan's answer succeeded in making Maudy's body degenerate. He was silent and daydreaming. Is this the end?