Woman Without Womb
Chapter 48 - I Can Surely

Because Maudy's condition is really worrisome because he thinks too much about this problem. He was finally allowed to go home and was given a few days off. Think of it as a gift because Maudy has been the best employee in recent weeks. Maudy's performance was very satisfying to make everyone understand the reason behind the sudden granting of holiday rations.

Who would have seen a woman who looked lethargic and no passion at all. Maudy is not only really puffy and there is no smile since he knew the divorce letter had arrived at his home.

He breathed deeply.

“Lu really all right?” ask Hermawan while pushing a trolley containing Maudy's belongings. “Gue is really sorry for not being able to take you back there. You should go home alone and good plane by yourself. If there's anything I can't help at all. Boss why not permit me anyway. I'm worried that you're okay.”

Maudy stopped her steps.

He looked at Hermawan and shook his head. “Nagak yang dong .. This is just me already home outside the actual schedule. Your time wants to go home too. We are the ones who are holding this project. So, rather than why. As long as you stay here and I go home. But really. I'm asking you to tell me the same to all of them. If I apologize for interrupting my work and not being professional at all.”

“No .. nobody thinks of it. You're focused on thinking about the problem later. Hopefully Farhan really wants to sign deh so that there is no more drama that makes you sad.”

“But really .. I'm afraid yes,” hungry Maudy clearly. The woman was only afraid that Farhan was acting rudely with her. He shuddered just imagining it.

“No need to think strangely,” clearly Hermawan who realized that in the mind of Maudy already think of various things. “Prayer on the road let your husband's heart in the air. Let you not have to say anything. Anyway, you'll be fine. You just ask for his autograph and the rest let me take care of.”

Maudy nodded thinly.

Hermawan rubbed Maudy's hair rough. He prayed for the woman in front of him. May you always be happy and smile like this. He spread his arms in front of Maudy.

“Need hug?”

Maudy smiled and thrust herself into the arms of Hermawan. Maudy spontaneously closed her eyes, trying to dive into the comfort she could achieve.

He tried that calmness and the swipe from Hermawan's arm on his back added to the impression of peace. Making all the thoughts he had been clinging to since yesterday disappear.

“Gue really does not feel good as you because there is nothing next to you later sad. But you still have to contact me every night and I will try to answer and listen to your story as you monitor your condition. Ah yes .. and also if Farhan to all kinds and you again in precarious conditions. Just chat me, call if you can. I'll ask you to help me. How?”

Maudy.

“This is actually my compulsion anyway. You can't refuse at all.”

“Yes if that's what you want, how can I do? Aye right?” maudy exclaimed with a small chuckle. “But I really thank you very much. Even you have thought to investigate you that I was okay. But you are calm. I also will not spare myself in anything the same mas Farhan.”

“Good if that is .. but we no one knows, right, our destiny in the future? Never leave HP. So if there is anything else you can directly tell me.”

“Okei ..”

The sound of the announcement at the airport made Maudy immediately ready. He looked at Hermawan and thanked him again before saying goodbye to go into the departure area.

Now,

Maudy took care of everything and is now on board. He looked at the window beside him and took a deep breath.

“May all be well. Hopefully this is the answer from the end to my efforts so far.”

***

Maudy had arrived in the city where she was born earlier, but now Maudy's courage even became shrunk. He just stood at the airport without knowing what to do.

“I really don't know the direction, I'm not a family member anymore in my own house. Did I go home to my mommy's house?” mumbled Maudy in a small voice.

“But if you get angry later with me how do you? Mommy does not like if I come suddenly and do not ngabarin first.”

Maudy ruffled her hair. Why in this place he feels alone and has no direction at all. In this place, all his family gathered.

“But .. the choice of coming to your house is much better than me coming to my house right? There is definitely Nadya and Farhan. I ... am not really ready to meet them.”

Maudy was sure.

“Delingan I asked this problem the same mother first right? Although my mother is always the same emotion as I said. But there's no harm in me trying again, right?”

An hour later,

The house that had accompanied him since the baby was now in front of him. Maudy turned her gaze towards her suitcase and large bag. He sniggered and shook his head.

“This I kayak again in the same exorcism husband himself and now go home to the parents because I can not be together again the same husband.”

Instead of being sad, Maudy feels funny as she is currently experiencing.

“It feels strange .. I used to be very happy because I could leave this house. But now I have to go back to this house and maybe this is better, right? Than I was in that creepy house.”

“Why was it silent!” exclaims mother Salma while opening the door of the house. “Mother wait from earlier but you instead stay here doang. Is he not afraid of talking about neighbors? Because you go home and bring a suitcase this big. You expelled?”

Mother Salma pulled out some of the suitcases and carried them in.

“Current in, it's out of testing. Later you are sick again,” exclaimed Mother Salma who disappeared behind the door of the house.

Leaving the silent Maudy. He looked confusedly at Mother Salma and ended up smiling faintly. This is her again in worry, right? This is her mother again, isn't it the same? Maudy was really happy and just went in while carrying the rest.

“Munda ..”

“Eat first there,” by mother Salma. “Mother no cooking chicken soy sauce. Your favorite, right? Mother has no intention of thinking you fit this cook. This is pure because the mother again wants to cook chicken soy sauce. So you don't geer.”

Maudy nodded quickly.

“Nothing really, bun. Yes, I know if you can cook the food that I like. But I'm really, really thank you, Bun. I miss your mother's cooking. It's been a long time since I've eaten mother's cooking.”

“Her own people who rarely go home ..”

Maudy can't hurt her mother right now? He endured his sadness with a faint smile. This is what he wanted for a long time. Although the effect of the mother Salma was ugly. But she knew that Salma's mother was talking about her again.

“Udah .. meningan now you eat and rest. Later that night someone wants mom to talk to you and mom hope you do not contact your husband or sister if you are here first.”

“Iya bun .. I want to recite mother's words. Thanks again.”

“Apasih mulu, have you eaten first. Mommy goes inside,” exclaimed Mother Salma cynically and went into her room that way.

She left Maudy, who had covered her face. He started to sob. A happy cry. He was really happy to get this kind of little attention indirectly.

“This really isn't? Geez .. if this is indeed the reply I will receive after passing this sadness. I'm really grateful. I'm really happy. I don't know what else to say. But I'm really happy.”

With a happy feeling, Maudy poured rice into the dish and took a piece of soy sauce chicken into her plate.

“I really want, if my food is the same Nadya it is always contradictory. I love chicken soy sauce but Nadya does not like it and she likes opor chicken but I do not like it. And I'm still really anxious if I used to cry a lot. Because the taste is not in love because the mother cooked chicken opor mulu.”

Maudy stared at the plate with a feeling she could not understand.

“Until I had never wished again and never wanted to eat soy sauce again even though I liked it. I'm traumatized and afraid to cry when I sip these memories. But now? I'm fretting about this again. I'm eating the food I like again.”

Kunyahan for the sake of chewing even made Maudy more crying. He really misses this again.

In his home he lived in as a child, with a plate of soy sauce he really liked. It's really beautiful and one of the joys Maudy has felt since she came home.

Maudy stared at the door of her closed room. He smiled thinly.

“I know there will be a time like this. You don't want to like me. I will remain his son and there is a time when mother began to realize all his actions and I hope this is the end of all the sadness that I used to experience.”

He smiled thinly.

“Now I am not afraid of staying with Farhan or Nadya. Because I have a mother. I'm much stronger when there's a mother! And I can fight everything. Yes .... I can definitely!”