Woman Without Womb
Chapter 68 - Regretting

The departure of his parents brought his own grief to Farhan. Men who rarely shed tears now began to cry while looking straight at the door of Nadya's room which is now closed. He shed tears with regret. That stifling feeling in his heart that could not be imagined at all.

“What I did this time was true right?”

He clenched his hands and came to Nadya's bed in a limp. He held his wife's hand.

“Please rest assured that you are the best and the winner. Sure you are very suitable for mas.”

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“WHAT-WHAT-WHY!”

Farhan's eyes fiddled, shocked as he told Nadya what had happened after she came to her senses. But he screamed very loudly and looked very angry.

Farhan tried to scrutinize his wife's face but Nadya was really angry.

“Who is allowed to divorce Maudy. Why did you let him go? You should have waited for me, did you have told me myself the same if I wanted to do what I wanted without exception at all. I can't really not at all.”

“NADYA!”

Farhan ruffled his waist and rubbed his hair rough while looking at Nadya who could even get angry after realizing it.

“Today I defended you in front of others. Mas barin old man mas angry same mas because it digbebela you and now all the things that mas salakin. Is he even answered like you? You really don't price me at all.”

“I don't need in any defense with you mas,” exclaimed Nadya who did not even accept

“Nadya ... Geez, what the hell is in your brain. You want to be happy, right? You want to escape the status of the second iatri. You also want to know everyone as a wife, right? And now why after getting kayak gini. You even shak. You actually understand me?”

Farhan looked disappointed at Nadya who did not want to accept all the decisions she made.

“Actually what the hell do you want nahan Maudy? You do realize that our actions already look bad in everyone's eyes and now you even want to make our name worse? You didn't think at all? You want if our actions are getting smelled more by the media if we nahan Maudy ..”

“You won't understand, mas.”

“Ya so tell me the same mas. Let me understand the content of your true feelings and the reason you choose Mahan Maudy here,” said Farhan with great excitement.

Nadya fell silent.

“I hate Maudy,” he said in a very slow voice.

Farhan looked in shock. He heard but still did not believe his hearing at all. He approached the bed and stood beside his wife.

“What do you say?”

“I HATE BROTHER MAUDY!” exclamation Nadya. “I want revenge as well as all the deeds he did. I really want to do evil things with Maudy. And with no guilt you split me with Maudy! There I'm getting harder to get revenge on Maudy.”

At once Farhan was surprised to hear the voice of his wife who was implied full of hatred. He swallowed the saliva and stared confusedly at Nadya.

“Hahaha .. engokak, this mas misheard right?” shangkal Farhan who doubted his hearing. “Which may be your kayak twins who are always together, there can be hate.”

“You guess what I'm doing now? You won't understand what I am like and yes I really hate Maudy. I hate to squirm he laughs. I hate to see him happy. I hate to see him live a quiet life and now you know, right? So ... bring brother Maudy back home and cancel your divorce.”

“Nadya ... This is wrong right? Don't hate gini. That is, we should have Maudy out there. Don't mind him at all. He must have lived a hard life too. Because no one charges him anymore. So we just stay with him. How?”

Nadya growling.

No one ever understood him.

He stared hatefully at Farhan who could not even defend himself at all.

“I don't want any problems in our household. And forget the hate.”

“YOU WON'T UNDERSTAND!”

“But Nadya .. don't do this. You're just kidding, right?” ask Farhan who still does not believe is not playing.

“If I was joking, I couldn't make you hate that kid. I will not take you mas and yes I succeeded because it has made brother Maudy slumped. Even though I love you too. But it's okay, this is what I have to do, right? Let totality.”

“NAD ..”

“Now I don't care what you think. Bring Maudy home or I won't let you see this child with you. You can't have children forever. Because of Maudy's great brother!”

Farhan closed his eyes. Nadya's words are the same as people who are not taught at all and sound very rude.

“Nadya ..”

“Why?! You don't accept it? Because the truth is so, right? You are also directly using me because I can get pregnant and maybe you marry me because this child is doang right? So we're even. I love you son and you love me brother Maudy here and never defend him at all. Let me be more satisfied too.”

“Nadya .. cannot. Mas just signed a divorce letter and mas also sincere love you. There is no intention just harepin son doang. Because if you were not in love. Yeah, what else do you want. But if in love it is sustenance. So don't assume these feelings aren't written.”

“Company?”

Nadya was shocked to hear the call. He's getting angry. I want her to hit her husband. But what power he is still weak and can only scream angry.

“What Nadya ..”

“Have a husband why there is no brain anyway. I don't want to know, just bring Maudy's brother here again. Basic husband is useless. You should understand the same what the wife wants instead of even troublesome.”

“Truck?”

“IYA! Indeed from the beginning, you continue to make me so wrong and yes you are also the one who can not justin me so. Anyway, you are one of the causes of my life so gono-gini aja and can not take revenge with brother Maudy.”

The problem had not finished the storm in his head and now Nadya even to corner himself?

He still thinks about his parents and hopes Nadya can entertain him. But why did Farhan even back in the corner and in the words not appropriate to say a wife to her husband.

“I'm a little sorry to know you, mas. You can't be tough and strong. You should be able to be firm and angry with your parents if all the decisions are in your hands. So who deserves a divorce, it's just you doang. Not on their orders.”

“Argh ... and another one, I do not want if your family's inheritance falls into the hands of Maudy's brother. He can't get anything at all. You have to fight. Do not be a useless husband and immediately find a way so that your parents can put the inheritance money to you.”

“Your income is great, but if there are no parents. You can't build it all either. You are not like your parents who work hard and can buy this it.”

“NADYA!” farhan shouted making Nadya surprised and silent.

“Mas has been silent since then not for you to say mas mulu ya. Tired mas horrifying you who continue to mocked mas. What is wrong with Mas? What is it that has been done until you can do it earlier? And what right can you bandingin mas same old man mas? Nothing, you have no rights at all. You have no rights like that.”

“...”

“Mas just got dizzy because of the same problem mas parents and mas need a defense. But what?! You even do not remember the mas that is not. Do you have no brain?! This is your husband.”

“Yes so do not act stupid,” reply Nadya casually.

Farhan rubbed his hair rough and picked up the teapot then slammed it because it was upset instead of playing. He looked furiously at Nadya.

“You are different from Maudy. He can appreciate and appreciate it. But what are you? They may complain constantly. Though I do not give a lot of efforts to you but this is the reply?”

“Maudy again, Maudy continues, this is what I hate about him. Why do you want us both? Want to get angry you're the same as me?”

“No matter I'm sorry I chose you. It is true that everyone says that you are selfish and have no heart at all. Even when you are sick again, you can still hate other people. Weird base ..”

“GO YOU MAS!”

Farhan's breath was hunting.

“Terserah, now it's up to you. Want revenge with Maudy also mas will not care at all. What matters is that you do it yourself. I won't help you at all.”

Farham snatched the car keys on the nightstand and immediately rushed over. He slammed the door of Nadya's room to make the nurse who was on guard only dare to look and look back down when he found the unpleasant aura coming from the man.

Farhan stepped down the hallway. His heart was still mixed and did not know where to vent because it felt really hate to find this all. He tried to take a breath repeatedly.

But not the calm that comes. Farhan even more confused not playing.

He got into his car and started driving away from the hospital. He came to the streets and occasionally hit the wheel so hard that bruises began to be seen.

“Basic don't know thank you, his family life could be resurrected because of me? But he wants me and thinks I have no money? Did he think his mouth was evil? He realized that everything he wears from top to bottom is also me who bought.”

Breath sounds very clear along with the car is increasingly speeding.

“She can't even say thank you to me because she already defended her. He's the one I've defended all along! Until I really hate my own family and I can be wanted by my own family.”

“...”

“Padahan .. she has nothing on appeal mom same dad. If I'm a gini, I've never heard women don't know thank you and choose to go with mom and dad and find my own happiness. Than me who was even miserable since marriage with him.”

He swallowed the saliva and shouted furiously.

“Indeed he thought that I was married to him? I was just happy at the beginning and the next. I never felt happiness again.  He's just a burden that can tell you this. Though Maudy has never done that.”

Farhan was sorry, very sorry. He's breathing deeply. The load was not lifted at all. His head was noisy and he did not know what to do for now.

“Gue regretted, can not the world revolve as I want? I don't want to be at this point. I'm sorry. Very sorry.”

“Gue nyesel because tempted by Nadya. Though he did this just to make Maudy hate doang. He's not real, but what? I was tempted by this and even ninggalin Maudy who was very good with me.”

Farhan suddenly braked his car and immediately remembered one woman.

“Maudy? Yes Maudy .. I have to see him. I have to apologize to him and say I'm sorry. I have to withdraw the divorce claim.”

Farhan turned the car over and searched the office of Maudy. He will find the woman.

In a frenzy he continued to drive without noticing anything until a large truck came suddenly from the side. Hit the car and Farhan lost control.

“MAUDY!” he was strangled before a very violent collision.