Woman Without Womb
Chapter 17 - The Trust of the Late Father

Maudy could no longer measure how much she really hated Farhan and Nadya. Even he began not to like those who always say sweet and even ended up hurting him. Because all he felt was just a joke. Because in fact, they will never do what they promise to do with him. They kept denying it until Maudy was totally fed up with it all.

His heart was wounded again and again.

“One ... they promise not to always be friendly in front of me. But what?”

Maudy slammed the pillow in front of her and shrieked softly. Voicing the unrest in his heart.

“Okei .. I know, if they're newlyweds. Still happy. But they are happy on top of my suffering. Do they not understand at all? Don't they think I feel?”

The woman swallowed the saliva.

“I know, I'm not in love with Farhan. Love is completely gone because of everything. I never did kayak again .. but that doesn't mean I don't hurt to see them. They stay a wound every time I see them.”

“Two .. they always promise not to change. But what?! Nadya was pregnant for a few days. Farhan's attitude has changed just like mine. I guess I'm not considered at all. Even I was always the second number and never got the first chance again.”

Maudy kept hitting her bed in annoyance. Trying to channel his emotions that are very passionate.

“Do I always have to be second? After my childhood, I never did the first one. Because Nadya has always been the main one.”

“Three .. everything is destroyed. There will be no more chance. They really don't care about me.”

The woman smiled faintly before sleeping on the bed, staring at the ceiling of the room. Tears trickled back and he could only accept while enjoying the heartache that kept shackling him.

“Why? Why should I? Why again and again should I? Is it not enough for the prayers I have been saying? Can I not be happy? Can't I just do what I want? Should I continue to be number two.”

Maudy began to curl up and hugged tightly roll.

“If only my father had not said I should continue to be the same mas Farhan, surely now I prefer to leave. I'm sick of all this.”

Ah ... mandate that makes his life so uncertain direction.

***

“How ... You can do that, right? I don't ask for much. Just ask for some work Nadya you can do. Until your brother's condition is restored. Mas do not want to force the situation and make the child so in danger.”

Maudy gripped tightly the teapot she was holding while glancing at Nadya.

“She's just pregnant, not sick. Don't fucking keep him! Or he'll get more stubborn and out of control.”

“MAUDY! The more you let go, the less your mouth actually does. You do not think about how the effect can be the same Nadya if she is soybean. It's my first child and you can't love a child for me. So, I hope you will not mess around and follow everything mas want.”

“I also have top power, mas. You love work but you are like a person who has no heart. Now I'm back with you .. You're rich and have a lot of money. Why never think of hiring people to do what you want. Not because you have a wife, you just think aja wife who knows everything.”

“Repeated times mas say! Traumatized people who work at home like that. It used to be that the treasure of the mas was almost exhausted by people who took care of working at home and it was much safer if you who mastered all this, right? Udahlah .. do not complain like that. You certainly can do, in the past you liked to do all your own work and never complained.”

Maudya was silent and Maudy's silence made Farhan assume that his first wife agreed.

Farhan led Nadya to sit in the chair she used to sit in. Maudy could only give up while bringing food to the dining table without saying anything.

“Neating you? It's Sunday and you shouldn't be ready for work, right? So sit down and eat. I don't want to hear any reason.”

Maudy growled furiously, but she sat down and ate quickly.

“One more ... later your mother wants to come home and we want to make a small party to welcome your child. Unfortunately, my parents could not come. Surely they are also very fond of the birth of their first grandchild.”

“Then?”

“So, mas ask for help to make enough food yes. You know for yourself if your mother is the same Nadya who likes your cooking food. If you buy, you don't like it. So, ask for help to cook anything. It's up to you.”

“If you forget, it's Nadya's time for weekly shopping. The refrigerator is still empty. I can't cook anything.”

“Duh ...,” Farhan turned to Nadya and Nadya shook her head, rejecting the proposal.

“You are shopping,” fairy tah Farhan makes Maudy more staring at the protests. “You will use the car there. You haven't driven in a long time?”

“Why do I have to be again? Nadya married you and she should know the consequences of same-sex marriage as your man. So krnala is always me? If this is fair what you mean. It's not fair at all. You just do what you want, without thinking about my feelings at all.”

“Maudy ..”

“Capek me ..”

“Kak, maybe you say that because you can't understand what I'm doing. My sister can't get pregnant. So what I see is that I am healthy. Mah yes that is not it. My body lemes and should be a sister who is not pregnant can dong menggerasain what I rasain.”

Maudy was silent for a moment.

“True Maudy .. You who cannot get pregnant should not have to say that because you will not understand. Then, give more money to you. As long as you shop and make dishes made at home.”

Maudy got up, he left behind a lot of food.

“Not all problems can be solved with gold,” exclaimed Maudy slowly. “And also, I know I can't get pregnant. But you made me feel like a lucky girl. If I think gini, I feel sick and ready for you to divorce mas.”

Maudy smiled faintly as she looked at them.

“Capek me,” honestly before leaving them so alone.