Woman Without Womb
Chapter 03 - The Same Husband

Maudy was determined to tell her mother about the matter. Maudy knew that all this time her mother had always been more defending Nadya. But who knows if his mother is more defending justice? And his mother will be much more angry with Nadya's shameful behavior?

Maudy nodded confidently.

“Ya ... even though you never cared about me. But I have to be positive thinking right?”

Maudy took a deep breath and rushed into the bag and left the house. He did not see the existence of the two men at all. Two people who gave him wounds.

“Ah .. it hurts a lot ya.”

And in the end Maudy could only try to smile thinly and then ride his bike. He drives to eat his father. Maudy still needs a place for stories and one of the people on her mind is just this father.

Half an hour later, his motorbike was parked in the courtyard of the Public Cemetery. Not forgetting he bought flowers and went straight to his father's grave.

“Dad?” mumbling Maudy.

His steps stopped when he saw his father's grave. To this day, his heart still refuses to accept. He really can't help himself for everything. She's fed up. She's upset. Her dad. One of the people closest to her has left her.

Until ... he's alone in this world.

Maudy knelt on the mound. He rubbed his head and his crying broke again.

“Daddy .. I need a father in this world. I can't live without my father. I'm not strong. All bad guys are equal to me.”

Maudy was crying at his father's grave.

“Today I only had a father. Because mommy always aja bela Nadya. Mother loves Nadya more. But me? I'm just like a stepdaughter who doesn't deserve any affection at all.”

Maudy sniffles.

He tried to calm himself. But increasingly trying to forget. The shadow of her husband who said he wanted to marry Nadya kept perching in his mind. He nodded small, unable to do so at all.

“Today my shadow of divorce never existed. Because Farhan mas became one of the people who have made me fall in love and his efforts should not be doubted anymore. But what is this? Why in the end would this be so? Why don't they ever think about how I feel.”

“I'm not strong well ..”

If his father were still here, if his father were still in front of him, if his father still continued to hear him. For sure now Maudy will be much stronger and choose to leave. Go with both of her father.

Maudy looked up, staring at the clear sky.

“Why yes ... why from childhood I always aja alamin this all? Why is it only sadness that comes into my life? Why can't anyone make me happier. A minute ...”

Maudy hugged her father's headstone again.

“Dad ... take me away.”

***

Maudy enters her parents' housing complex. Getting close. The more unpleasant the feeling. He swallowed the saliva and all the unpleasant prejudices paid off when he saw Farhan's car in the parking lot of his house.

Frantically, Maudy immediately put the origin of the motor and entered the house.

/Well .../

“MAS FARHAN!”

Maudy's breath is hunting. He shook strongly.

“Exit, exit all of you. No one is married. Go y'all!” peekik Maudy made everyone in his house go.

Who is not surprised when entering the house and even saw her own husband was a drunken hijab with an ustadz and do not forget some people who just said the word ‘sah' simultaneously.

“What the fuck!” midge Maudy

“Sister! What the hell ... do not like to see his sister happy,” angry mother made Maudy laugh softly and shook her head.

“Mother ... woah?” Maudy scooped her face and ended up crying.

All the pain lately it's been taking out. No matter what they think. Maudy just needs her heart to calm down.

“Bun ... actually I was wrong what the hell is the same mother? Why am I always the one who is distracted? Why do I always end up like this? Why am I always sick? Why am I always the one who doesn't care.”

They're silent.

Maudy came forward and stood in front of Nadya. Makes his twin sister look down.

“Why always Nadya? Why not me? Why am I hurt again? Why should I give up? Why do I keep?”

Maudy is not strong. His body slid to the floor. He was crying so much.

“You guys why the hell?”

“Maudy ... dreadin first what mas said,” interrupted Farhan while kneeling in front of him. Farhan shook his body but Maudy was too lazy to say a word.

He's too sick.

“Not yesterday I told you, if the marriage will be with Nadya as soon as possible? And according to me, this is the most appropriate time. You know us enough. Don't act childish. What else was that? You really made Nadya ashamed. What is the response of people who come to see you who were raging kayak earlier.”

“Know,” continued Nadya with annoyance. “Wedding is sacred and only the first to last time. But what is this? Why did you make my marriage ruined. I don't want to know later you have to come to a guest who just came and said that you just misunderstood. I don't want my pride to be trampled because they know this.”

Maudy.

What else now? Why was he wrong in their eyes? Why is he wrong about all this?

Maudy turned her head, asking for a plea from Salma's mother who looked back at her in wonder.

“Why so see mom? Not horrified what he said to your sister and son Farhan? You are a child who has no brain. I know it's your sister's wedding but you're still ruined. Have you never been educated? Kayak women village aja you.”

Maudy.

It hurts so bad. He was really sick and he didn't know what else to do.

“You all learned this mistake?”

He nodded and shook slowly.

“Mas Farhan is my husband and am I wrong to be angry because I saw my own husband marry my own brother? Do I not deserve to be angry because of all this pain?”

“Maudy—

“Didn't you think of my heart at all? Didn't you think how I felt all this time? Don't you have any heart at all?”

They were all silent until Nadya cleared her throat and stood before Maudy.

“I know, but you should know that now we have the same husband. So, do not close this one fact yes brother ..”