Woman Without Womb
Chapter 40 - Nurunin Ego

“Mas want bread aja.”

Maudy's hand paused for a moment and she stared in surprise at her husband. He looked at the empty sop plate that was ready to serve and sighed.

“You used to say that you would rather eat rice than bread for breakfast. Keep on now what? I'm tired of cooking but you eat bread made by Nadya,” angry Maudy very upset.

Farhan remained silent and chewed the bread without guilt.

“MAS!” snapped Maudy. “You don't appreciate my efforts at all. I've prepared cooking for you with my work clothes and now you don't even eat my cooking? Woah ... severe anyway, do not understand again I'm the same you.”

“...”

Maudy ruffled her hair. Now Nadya and Farhan are both silent and eat bread without regard to her anger. He closed his eyes for a moment and ended up staring intently at them.

“I didn't know you could be this selfish. If from the beginning it does not need me. Not like gini. Childish you. The way you guys have really made me sick and don't know what else to do with you. Because it feels like I hate you more every day.”

“Whispering!” farhan's reply made Nadya secretly smile thinly.

“MAS!” surprised Maudy who does not know Farhan will be as brave as that.

“Why Maudy?” challenge Farhan while standing. “You alone want us to be like strangers. You yourself are the one who told me the same Nadya to live your own life and yes now mas again ngelakuin. Butwhat? Why are you even protesting ..”

“Yes but not gini also dong way,” reply Maudy with emotion. “If you don't want to eat any more of my cooking. I won't cook either. Appreciate the little instead of the gini. No ethics at all.”

“This is what you want yourself and yes mas only ngelakuin aja, so do not need to be noisy,” scolding him with annoyance.

Maudy laughed softly and was only able to shake a little. He forcibly snatched the car keys on the dining table until the cloth was also interested in making all the items on the table scatter. It creates a very noisy fraction.

“MAUDY!”

***

Breathing again sounded make Hermawan who was focusing the same file meeting results directly staring at Maudy. His gaze scooped as he realized that Maudy's eye bags from day to day were increasingly visible. It was as if the woman had never rested at all.

“Lu all right?” ask Hermawan who's a little panicked.

“Hmm ..”

“Terus why? We just got a job out of your town and this is your first assignment. So why do you look sad gini? I don't like it. If it's not ready. I can tell Mr. Bram that you will not be able to come to this one trip to be replaced with other employees. Mumpung is not nearing his time. So it can still be learned again for those who come later.”

Maudy.

“Which I have is selfish, I change all the plans that have been arranged. So just calm down I want to. But something stuck in my mind and it was quite disturbing from earlier.”

“What's up?” asked Hermawan who had stacked all the files and looked seriously at Maudy.

“If I go a few days, let alone up to a week more. I'm afraid that when I get home everything will get stranger. I'm the same mas Farhan will be people who do not know each other. Especially now that he doesn't care about me. Until sometimes I feel hurt anyway ..”

“Lu still hope the same he.”

“Stupid yes me,” replied Maudy with a specific intent. “Udah was colonized in such a way but I am still good with him. I still have feelings for them and most importantly. I still don't enjoy them and still afraid that everything is really foreign gini.”

“No ... This is beyond your will. I'm sure you don't want to believe it either. But how else if your own heart goes like this. But back again, even one week more time this is the most appropriate time for you.”

“Means?” ask the curious Maudy.

“Iya we'll see later. If you're one week there, you try not to contact them at all. Hm maybe more precisely do not contact your husband anyway. If he chat you continue, it means all this time he lied. Because in fact he still needs the same you and feels like you are not at home. Maybe he was being mean just because of prestige.”

“I hope so, too,” she replied but Maudy scooped her face in frustration. “But if it doesn't work like you said, how? What if there will be a Farhan mas not care about me? And it must make me hurt right .. duh can not if gini. He was sick. Especially if I wish for more.”

“But ... just stay the hell, I'm afraid.”

“...”

Maudy was silent for a moment and only heard a sigh again and again. He doesn't like it when I believe it.

“Although sometimes I sprained the same mas Farhan, let alone get angry to the point of hate. But I always remember her times were always good as me. When he who makes me happy again fits in the same as my own family or he who has taken me away from my evil family life. Anyway ... There is one point in my heart that makes me want the same all the goodness he.”

“Indeed yes ... The words of good people are always hurt it really does exist and examples of real evidence are on you. Maybe, on appeal too well you have a bit of no sense huh. I was in the same evil husband himself but still can think of good things. Okay, don't think about anything else. Suppose that you forget all these problems and must continue to be vigilant with them.”

“Huh .. I don't know. But about I may not yes the same mas Farhan to go gini? You ... I can say this is the first time I went from home without Farhan mas. Afraid that Farhan won't let me.”

“Yes already, if that's how it is. Lu permission first and if you have permission you can directly tell me. Because I really need all this data. Anyway as soon as.”

“Okei!”

And now Maudy's at the sponge cake shop. After returning home from work he took the time to go to the shops with goods or food that he liked the same Farhan. She wanted to give anything good so that her husband's mood was quickly improved.

“I first saw Farhan who didn't care about kayaking. That's why I need a lot of things that make Farhan so mood again. I don't want him to give permission by force and emotion again. Anyway before I go, I want everything to be all right.”

Maudy traced the piece of cake that was in the storefront.

“I know very well that mas Farhan likes cake sponge tape. But I want to buy something different to make it feel good. What is the right cake to apologize to Farhan?”

About half an hour Maudy went through the cake shop and ended up buying fruit cakes that she found attractive. He also bought some bread and cupcakes that looked so cute.

Maudy paid cheerfully and put the groceries in the steering wheel seat and got out of the car again and into the flower shop.

“Good afternoon, miss. There's something I can help you with.”

Maudy smiled thinly. “Mbak .. There is a flower that symbolizes apologies? Whatever it is, I don't know about it. Later in making a bouquet that yes mbak ..”

“Apardon yes? Hmm .. actually a lot of mbak. It's just that in this shop there are hyacinths left. The meaning of this flower itself is about the seriousness to convey an apology to someone who is loved, the gift of a bouquet of blue hyacinth flowers is perfect given as a gift of apology. And our shop can also put a letter in its bouquet. So his apology will impress more and more beautiful with all this.”

Maudy was silent for a moment and then she finally shook her head.

“No need to use any mail mbak. Just flower in it and make it as beautiful as possible. Please help.”

“Any miss, please wait ..”

Maudy nodded and moved to sit in the chair. He stared at all the flowers here and this was very calming.

She smiled faintly looking at the colorful flowers which were extremely beautiful.

“Entah .. but I feel stupid. Because I was hurt by them but I was the one who begs me to like this. What else is a flower fitting kayak gini. I just realized that all this time mas Farhan never gave me flowers at all.”

He sighed.

“Ngot nothing .. for now I will reduce my ego. Let's get permission and there's no obstacle at all when I'm there. This is my first trip anyway. So I hope everything is all right,” Maudy muttered very kindly.

He has given a lot of effort and he can only hope that everything goes very well.

And now Maudy just hopes that Farhan will accept everything well. Farhan will return to his usual kayak so that everything he wants to do goes well.

“Hopefully ..”